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Day 308 – Child’s brick wall mind model

Talking about the ‘model’ of brick wall mind of a child and how comes that most of the innocent, clever and awesome kids when they grow up ending up having all kinds of mental and emotional scars and problems to have anxiety, doubt, addiction, depression, fears, etc and thus c... —

Day 518: Energy Fixes

Vitamin Pack, Energy Drinks to Micro Dots and pills that’s pink. Uppers and Downers, mushrooms and weed, is but a few things I’ve done when chasing after energy. Face, it we’re all guilty of being in need of a fix, like having a bottle of champagne with a lemon twist, then bec... —

487. The Origins of My Conditional Expression

Or how I defined my expression based on others’ reception instead of being my own starting point for and as it. Sunday was ‘the origin’ day because in the morning as I shared on my last blog I was looking at the origins of ourselves in existence. And during the afternoon, I ... —

486. Understanding Our Origin

Or how to stop wondering for truths out there and focus on the potential that we have to develop within ourselves I had a bit of a moment today when starting to translate the series ‘The Secret History of the Universe’ because I remember when I first heard it some 4 and a ha... —

Day 307 – Anxiety/excitement separation

An interesting point opened up – I was about to go to a place with someone and I had this experience of anxiety and excitement at the same time. It was not even certain if it’s positive or negative, I guess it was neither and both at the same time. However it was not direct an... —

Day 517: Nothing to Say (Self-Corrective and Commitment Statements)

Closing out this Series with much to say, the solution for having Nothing to say is as follows; When and as I see myself feeling as if I’m tongue tied, when words are on the tip of my tongue, but don’t want to come out the right way, when speaking them to someone and/or having... —

485. Let’s Make Us F.O.O.L. Again!

Or how to point the finger back at ourselves in relation to loving or hating political effigies This morning as I went to buy some tortillas (staple Mexican food) the man that was selling them was listening to the news talking about – yes, you guessed – Trump’s inauguration... —

Day 370: Equal Regardless of Position

I have recently begun walking through a pattern of fear/inferiority/anxiety in relation to superiors at work. It is an interesting point to look deeper into, because it reveals many parts of how I have set up my mind to function in relation to money, status and position. I hav... —

484. Redefining Desires

Or how to see what we are separating ourselves from in wishful thinking to instead see what is feasible and what we can change or create in our lives for our personal and collective betterment. desire  noun a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for somethi... —

Day 516: Nothing to Say (Self-Forgiveness) Pt 2

Continuing… For context refer to Day 514: Nothing to Say Pt 2 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience wanting to say something and/or respond to something in a private chat, with friends and in a group, that I just didn’t know how to put it in wo... —

483. Standing Our Ground in the Physical

Or how to practically apply the principle of ‘two or more in my name and I am there’ in our physical process. Sharing here some of what we opened up in an Eqafe hangout today with Garbrielle, where we could look at a practical way of understanding what it means to decide ‘Who ... —

482. Redefining Empathy

Or How to stop the experience of ‘misery loves company’ as system-empathy into a practical understanding directed to create solutions. Dictionary definition: empathy  noun the ability to understand and share the feelings of another. ORIGIN early 20th cent.: from G... —

Day 515: Nothing to Say (Self-Forgiveness)

For context refer to Day 513: Nothing to Say For when those moments come up, where I excuse myself into believing I have nothing to say; I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel as if I’m tongue tied when words are on the tip of my tongue, but don’t wan... —

481. Living Emptiness

Or how to practically create and live the word emptiness as a result of first processing the ‘mental garbage’ in us There are times when I have experienced myself to be very busy developing a constant ‘thought’ in my mind about something and it becomes like a form of mental-m... —

Day 369: Self-Forgiveness On Fear Of Living A Boring Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear becoming but a statist, a prop, someone that is uninteresting, and uninspiring, someone that leads a boring and predictable life, that has submitted to a life of survival – and fear that people will judge me as b... —

480.From Mental Values to Life Values

“Those who stand on tiptoes Do not stand firmly Those who rush ahead Don’t get very far. Those who try to outshine others Dim their own light Those who call themselves righteous Can’t know how wrong they are Those who boast of their accomplishments Diminish the things they hav... —

Day 308 – Rebuilding self

Rebuilding Self I remember, when I was talking with Bernard, he told me that once I decompose my mind and personality, I will be able to re-create, rebuild a completely new me, according to who I want to be and become. That seemed strange in that time, about 6-7 years ago, but... —

Day 514: Nothing to Say Pt 2

Mums the word, have you ever experienced wanting to say something or respond to something in an open forum, with friend, or in a group, that you just didn’t, or didn’t know how to put it in word in the moment and all of a sudden, someone else beat you to the punch, so to speak... —

Day 307 – Challenge of all secret thoughts exposure

This is something like a challenge, Cerise and Joe asked to consider it: “Imagine for a moment that every person you’ve ever had a thought about, ever pictured something about, ever had a fantasy about became fully aware, in absolute detail of the contents of your thoughts. Ev... —

36 Common Cold Catalyst for Self-Expansion?

I’ve been “fighting” this head cold for about a week and a half which, for me, is truly out of the ordinary, as I haven’t really been what I’d call “sick”, in almost 10 years… Admittedly, I had become somewhat complacent in sticking to my regimen of ingesting and inhaling hydr... —

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479. Making an Impression

Or how to redefine the process of desiring to make an impression in self-interest to making an impression as an expression of what’s best for all There was a very supportive audio that brought up a relevant word for me to look at and that’s ‘impress’ and impression, where th... —

478. Want Transparency and Integrity? Let’s BE It

Or how to start becoming the solution to all lies and deception within our very own minds There was a great opening by Cerise and Joe to consider how it would be for every person in our lives to know about what we have thought, imagined, fantasized in absolute detail doing or ... —