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This post will look at the question, "How would you create the world if you were "God"? I was driving in my car today and this question arose in my thoughts. My answer was: "If I was "God" I would make sure that my creation is supported within its existence so that it is able... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Recently I came across this article: 20 Ingredients To Memorize and Avoid In Any Food You Consume PROBLEM: When walking down the isles of grocery stores it is really hard to avoid food that does not contain at least one of those harmful ingredients unless you are at th... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
It is interesting how a person can be fed with a positive energy when they receive a compliment and fed with negative energy when they receive an insult. And what that shows me is that one's existence is depended on another's compliment/insult and determines how we behave and ... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Soon it will be a year since I have not been working (due to baby and school). At first in feels nice because all the stress experienced at work in the current money system (due to shit just not functioning right to support the employee so that they are happy to do a job and e... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Yesterday I was in a social gathering and religion came into the conversation. A few of the people who were talking asked one another what their religion was. Immediately in my mind I began to consider answers if I was to be asked. That inner reaction occurred because I do not... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Today I am looking a point in which humanity falls trapped into which is a major cause for the state we chose to (directly or indirectly- on individual level and on societal level) exists in. Scientists will call this "survival of the fetis" and because it is so apparent withi... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Here I am walking out the scenario of me getting frustrated at dance practice. For further reference read Day 26-Deleting CharACTers: Crying As a Form of Release. After reviewing how I experienced myself I realized that I walked into the dance studio already frustrated from m... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
What I have noticed about myself is that my reaction to being irritated, annoyed, frustrated, angry if pushed to its limit will be me crying-which is a clear indication of me reacting, of course, to an issue/problem projected towards another or myself, not solving the problem/... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Today I am looking at my behavior around elderly people and more specific my grandparents. Since I have arrived in the US both my grandparents (my dad's and my mom's side) have visited multiple times. I am not going to discuss my childhood and my grandparents in this blog bu... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
In this post I am investigating the sarcasm character. I am sure everyone has a different approach to using sarcasm in their speech, but here is mine. If I self honestly look at the times I use sarcasm there is a few feelings/emotions I find as my starting point. The first po... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Today I was looking through some old archives (print outs) I had placed in a folder from my very first post on the Desteni Forum (which then had a much different look as it was in process of development and establishment to the forum it is today). What I noticed in my writing ... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
In this blog I am looking at the character of multitasking. I often find myself trying to accomplish many tasks throughout my day and what I have noticed is that my focus is split. That instead of focusing on one task at the time finishing and moving on to the next one, I star... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Here I am walking the self forgiveness and self corrective statements reflecting yesterday's blog Day 20-Writing is a "Chore". I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define writing as a "chore"-something unpleasant that I need to do, hide from, avoid, rather th... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Continuing from yesterdays blog Day 19-Feeling Dreamy I want to address and further go into investigating why writing feels like a chore and further more what is a "chore" and why do I experience having to do chores as something unpleasant. Google defines chore as: Noun ... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Here I am looking at how I have accepted and allowed to use feeling dreamy as an excuse to not be effective and active within daily activities and particularly towards writing and walking my process. Since I began my last school semester my time to write dropped dramatically ... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Also Read: Day 14-Deleting CharACTers: The SuperHero/Healer Personality Day 16-Deleting CharACTers: The Eye Of The Beholder Construct Day 17-Deleting CharACTers: The EX Grudge Today I was moving around the kitchen and as I was moving my hand tipped the glass I was just abou... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
The point originated back when I was 16 and began dated my first boyfriend. He had a thing with numbers and somehow the last digits of his house phone number got stuck with me. It became more relevant when we broke up and I was going through a hard time getting over him. I def... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Here I am deconstructing the construct called "Eye Of The Beholder". It is a construct EVERYONE participates in probably since the beginning of humanity as it originates from the mind as the very separation of ourselves from the physical existence into the existence of the min... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
One of the things that drove my interest towards witchcraft/paganism/spiritualism was having special powers. I was about 16-17 in high school and I had just began watching "Charmed" (the show). In the show the witches were good and used their power to fight evil demons. I was... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
What I have noticed about myself is when looking at travel magazines I will get a feeling/movement within myself when looking at the presented picture that promises "wonders" to see at the particular place that is advertised. This feeling, I have come to realize, originates wi... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Here I am continuing the Day 11-Redefining Words: Patriotism Part 1with the self forgiveness statements. Also read Day 4-Redefining Words: Marriage I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to play the polarity game from a stand point of view of a person who hates/ca... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Also read- Redefining Words: Marriage Today I am addressing the word "patriotism" and how I have attached a negative emotional meaning to this word based on an experiences I have had. I used to date a guy that was an White American (born and raised) with some European descend... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
This is a continuation to: Day 9-Admiring the Life of Others Part 1 This blog is about grounding myself from the life of admiration to moving myself breath by breath in each moment. I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to see other's fragment of lives in a point... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Yesterday I was on Facebook and occasionally I like to check people's profile's to see what they are up to or have done since the last time we spoke or saw each other. There is this girl I went to Dahn Yoga with back in 2008. Since then she has had quite the traveling adventu... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think I am in a special/unique position in my life as I am "better" than someone else within the a similar/same situation because my circumstances and/or environment is set in a favorable position. I forgive myself for acc... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
When I am irritated with someone, I run all kinds of back chat in my mind. It varies- anything from what I want to tell this person, how I would phrase it, what this person did wrong to upset me and as the thoughts keep running there is no action taken to direct myself to how ... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Me at 6 months with my mom Here I continue the series of Body Image: Day 2-Body Image: Lesbian or NOT? Day 3-Body Image: Breast/Boobs Day 5-Body Image: Legs I have away been self conscious about my big ears. When I was younger I refused to wear my hair up because if I put i... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
Here I continue the series of Body Image: Day 2-Body Image: Lesbian or NOT? Day 3-Body Image: Breast/Boobs Some time ago I used to judge my legs for not being "good" looking because they appear to be skinny on my calf area and if I place my legs together the knees don't touch... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to accept the resistance to starting my 7 Year Life Journey of writing my self forgiveness statements. I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to resist taking the first step towards writing my self forgiveness sta... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
When I was younger I began to question my sexuality because I would always look at other girls, and say they are cute (focusing on features like the face and body and clothing). I began to question myself at why I was looking at girls and not guys-thus I figured I may possibly... —antoanetajourney.blogspot.com
