Member since September 2011.
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Commentary: Freedom of choice is a tool used by corporations and politicians to manipulate the masses and gain more power over them. Those in control are not interested for people to see and realize that their perceived freedom of choice is simply an illusion which lasts on... —youtube.com
So in this blog I would like to explore the constant nagging that I have within – it’s regarding my process where for about a year or so I can see that I am totally absorbed with only myself and my process, where I am not really looking/seeing other people at all. I have becom... —arvydasp.multiply.com
Equal Money System - to ensure people reclaim dignity with which they have come into this world and which was so brutally taken away by the unjust system that is able to honor only a few while the rest have to suffer to be part of the solution - begin your reeducation proc... —youtube.com
Ok what I want to share with myself today is again the emotions and feelings that influence my application. I still have some trouble differentiating between self-willing movement and energetic drive. As the latter is very subtle and poses as the joy for life. Only later it is... —arvydasp.multiply.com
So basically the last few days I spent in my small room in the hotel – getting updated with all desteni videos from three weeks ago. There is a lot of material to go through, and that is only three weeks. I mean Desteni is a long time here already and I am sure the whole amoun... —arvydasp.multiply.com
It is cool to finally be able to earn money of my own, which I never really did before. All previous jobs that I had were very low paid, just providing me with food and shelter. This time it’s different, now I will be able to create something, now I get more responsibility. I ... —arvydasp.multiply.com
Yesterday my mother and I went to our internet provider. My mother had to sign a new contract. She was already there with my brother, but they were not able to get any relevant information from the service man and so they made some very bad choices – where now I have very slow... —arvydasp.multiply.com
So after doing my courses, my mission was to visit the agencies that hire people – or – my mission was to sell myself for money. With all my professional training that I already have and that I received in Holland I was still not a very valuable commodity to these people. Stil... —arvydasp.multiply.com
I just did some research where I was looking: who the fuck in the body is responsible for carrying oxygen and what are the possible problems of the lack of oxygen. “Lack of oxygen can impair vision” – so that’s a confirmation for me – because I have noticed my vision to decrea... —arvydasp.multiply.com
I have actually been noticing that voice thing throughout my days within participations with other beings. I see how my voice differs and when starting to speak I have to stop myself and start directing myself within the tonality, placement, choice etc. of my words. —arvydasp.multiply.com
So coming here, to Holland, I am faced with culture that are real bread eaters, all day long, everywhere. I already experienced two days of no shitting, had to throw up to ease the pain in the stomach. For a day I didn’t eat anything but the next day I had to go to courses, th... —arvydasp.multiply.com
I really want to take the point of the support that I got from Jozien being here in Holland but still I am not sure how to place all that into some relevant context. So basically when I arrived here and started my courses I met new people who were all much older than me, had a... —arvydasp.multiply.com
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