Member since April 2015.

Carlton Tedford

Day 662: My Relationship with A Mirror (Self-Forgiveness)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have been afraid to look myself in the eye in the mirror in my past, because of not liking the me that I saw at the time, being that I didn’t like the person I was, growing up and blamed it all on the church I grew up... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 661: My Relationship with A Mirror

From the walk by and sneak peeks, to the shaving of my head and brushing of teeth, at times have been afraid to look myself in the eye, without ever once investigating why, what are my likes and dislikes that I hadn’t stood one with and equal to, the changing faces to bring di... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 660: Sentimental

On so many levels and emotional outburst of feeling, when feeling bad or sad about a situation we think we have no control over, lost in the statement of how did this happen, as a perpetuation of they, them and the other person created this mess, that struck a nerve in me, to ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 659: Looking to be Offended

And when it doesn’t come, we mount an offense towards others, in other words, we’ll find a way to fuck up the words fuck up, (if that was the case), in essence addicted to the energy that conflict brings, while eating eggs and things for breakfast, waiting for someone to say s... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 658: Antagonism

The taunting, the nagging and Tag You’re It, as if it’s now your turn to react, through the initiation of me, the inherent expression of energy, passed back and forth towards one another, every time we get a wild hair up our ass about something we’re not allowing ourselves to ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 657: Walk, This Way (Resurfaced)

This is a continuation/addon to Day 484: Walk This Way To be seen at one’s best at all times, cause for a strut like none other, that would perpetuate the saying; “You want this”, to the selective few that you’ll never meet, but think someday I will, as the right girl or guy j... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 656: Personal Reactions

Towards oneself, is when you realize that ‘Hey I’ve never been like this before’, as the Hawk with all eyes on me, that critiques my every move and different mood swing that comes up within and as my self-expression, while sounding out the words; “NO I STOP” to deflect off a M... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 655: A Synthetic Enjoyment Perspective

Very few walks in the park to fulfill one’s desire to be entertained is seen these days, the enjoyment of Nature is put on the Back Burner to enjoying movies with beaches in them, instead of walking on the beach and seeing yourself within it. Taking a moment to become intimate... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 654: A Different Direction

Using the mind as our navigation, into the fog we go, to the point of no return, in awe of this elaborate Labyrinth, that amazes us at every turn, thinking I came up with this shit first, and so must be directing me in my world and others that follow me on social media, as we’... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 653: A Promising Perspective

In the moment of desperation is when we make Promises that’s short lived, a L-I-E in essence while Living-In-Energy, under the premise that someday, I will follow through with this Promise, but right now, it’s all about me and what’s going on in my world as Jurisdiction with y... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 652: I Changed My Mind

In hindsight, how is this possible, unless you’re standing equal to and one with it, that’s misconstrued and alternated (at times) with a change of heart, as a more “cordial” way of saying it. So, here’s what takes place, as I see it; After the debate in one’s head, that for a... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 651: Analyze (A Different Perspective)

As an incomplete scan in the mind of how we perceive things/people in our world and reality, coming up with words as definitions to how we define what we see, with the reflectors we call our eye, but in fact only seeing the elaborate presentation of the mind, that house a glim... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 650: “Our Thoughts and Prayers Go Out to…”

A touchy subject this is, being sympathetic for having sympathy, (when the simple things in life should be corrected, like self-hate) for those who lost their lives, is a symphony of emotions that screams empathy, I mean looking into me, I see the partiality that separates our... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 649: The Balancing Act

School, work, survival, money, relationships, paying for this, paying for that, families with Kids (for some), church (for most), where we play as if we got the holy ghost, a hard Act to follow, in the short time we have to live, claiming that I’m on a tight schedule, walking ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 648: The Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (12)

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 647: The Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (11)

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 646: The Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (10)

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 645: Then Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (9)

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 644: The Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (8)

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 643: The Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (7)

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 642: The Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (6)

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 641: The Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (5) which is the 4th Principle’

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 640: The Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (4)

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 639: The Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (3)

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 638: The Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (2)

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 637: The Desteni of Living – Declaration of Principles (1)

In this Series, I will be having a looking at the Desteni of Living Declaration of Principles, at how I was as a person in relation to them, what do they mean to me, how I see them now, any corrections needed and how I will implement them into my life and live them to the best... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 636: “Ten” (10)

In this short series of blogs, I will be having a look at how I have used, thought of, and viewed “Numbers”, my perception of them, the Self-Forgiveness and Redefinition thereof if needed, as just words starting from the number “One (1)” through “Ten (10)”, and how the accumul... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 635: “Nine” (9)

In this short series of blogs, I will be having a look at how I have used, thought of, and viewed “Numbers”, my perception of them, the Self-Forgiveness and Redefinition thereof if needed, as just words starting from the number “One (1)” through “Ten (10)”, and how the accumul... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 634: “Eight” (8)

In this short series of blogs, I will be having a look at how I have used, thought of, and viewed “Numbers”, my perception of them, the Self-Forgiveness and Redefinition thereof if needed, as just words starting from the number “One (1)” through “Ten (10)”, and how the accumul... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 633: “Seven” (7)

In this short series of blogs, I will be having a look at how I have used, thought of, and viewed “Numbers”, my perception of them, the Self-Forgiveness and Redefinition thereof if needed, as just words starting from the number “One (1)” through “Ten (10)”, and how the accumul... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

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