Member since April 2015.

Carlton Tedford

Day 351: Lay it All Out in Front of You

Throughout my life I have always saw things as different individual separate problem, not as a conglomeration of events that takes place in correlation with each other, that has built up over time and have accumulated to become this massive big problem, being the way I was liv... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 350: The Good Book

Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, Deuteronomy, Joshua, Judges, Ruth, and so on to Revelations. Growing up we were taught to recite every book of the bible from genesis to Revelation, the good book, where if you knew the bible and what the bible says then you would be saved,... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 349: “What Do You Do”?

It’s pretty interesting how when we meet someone for the first time, the major/main question we get to in the long run is, “What do you do”, now it’s funny because this question will also determine how far the conversation will go from there, depending on the answer to the que... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 348: Back in a Familiar Setting

It’s been a long time since I’ve been back in a familiar setting, back in the town I used to live in, I mean a lot of things went down in this town, before I started my process where my transition phase from who I was to finding Desteni was tremendous, from the perspective of ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 347: Speak out loud, Not in your Mind

Why do we walk around with our heads down, hoping somebody say something to us, but as soon as they do we say, “I’m sorry”, as if the last thing on our minds is them speaking to us, we’ll even go as far as getting close to them, but not once look them in the eye, because if we... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 346: Don’t Bite the Hand That Feeds You

(Here is another aspect to this statement that no one talks about) >What a cocky as statement in most instances, that screams suppression, suppression, suppression, slow your roll and stay in your place and do exactly what I say, simply because I didn’t come up with the Idea o... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 345: Skin

Why is it that skin excite people, I mean it’s like, the sight of skin is a trigger for our mind to go ham (so to speak), in the summer time where, as soon as we see a girl in shorts with a nice butt or for girls a guy in shorts and a tank top with muscles, we then change and ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 344: How to Remain Stable During Conflict

A.First reaction is to equally yell as loud as the other person to get your point across B.Over talk the other person and not listen to what they are saying. C.Get someone else whose there to side with you, by bringing up the other persons past. D.Throw a tantrum so that the o... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 343: I Don’t Mind

Why do we ask for things, when what is given freely by the earth is supposed to be for everyone’s enrichment? I mean imagine here for a moment, a world where you didn’t have to ask anyone for anything, then receive the answer; “I don’t mind”, meaning I wasn’t thinking about it... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 342: What The World Needs Now

What the world needs now is not love because it’s fake, some of us wouldn’t know what real love is if it smacked us in the face, so wouldn’t you think that it’s time for us to investigate without a debate, but no we think that we have too much on our plate, can’t you see that ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 341: Forgetfulness

I have throughout my life, at times forgotten very important things that I had to do, where I would end up, not making appointments, forgetting what time I had to be at places, forgetting things when I’ve left home already and had to go back and get what I left and most import... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 340: Be Safe

You know what, as far back as I can remember, I never liked when someone told me to “Be Safe” before I left somewhere, I mean it was like, “Um ok, now I’m nervous”, I mean what do you know that’s going to happen to me that I don’t, and to top it off, it felt like the person wa... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 338: Combining Moments

And you wonder why we are never Here, because we’re always Combining Moments. Now a combination of some things works as a conglomeration together, which is for the betterment of that things operating correctly, but rarely realized and not understood, this is not the case with ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 337: Count Down to Valentine’s Day

The other day I was driving and saw a billboard that read XOXO Countdown to Valentine’s Day, I mean this is sort of like saying, I can’t wait to fall in love all over again, now that’s odd because the next billboard I saw read, “How to be single again”, I mean how many times d... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 336: What Tomorrow Will Bring

If we knew the future, then we would be able to see just how fucked up things really are, I mean it would be to our own demise, because we’ve created things to be the way they are today. So why is it that we somehow always want to see what tomorrow will bring? We project ahead... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 335: Extra Baggage

I was reading This article on the Desteni Website the other day and realized a fascinating thing that was being said about how; “Not all the thoughts you have go anywhere. Those thoughts that is irrelevant to your environment or … and to yourself and so on – go sit in your bod... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 334: My Process Then and Now

Around about three years or so ago, I embarked on a fascinating Journey which started my process of becoming self-aware, meaning going from being totally brainwashed and just following along with what society has deem as living life and the pursuit of happiness, to realizing w... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 333: We Would Rather

We would rather do anything else with our time, accept being Here, I mean here is too much right now, because I’m on my phone and that takes presentence over anything. I mean come on, without my phone I would die. We would rather walk in the middle of the street to avoid any p... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 332: I’m Tired of This S.H.I.T.

Acronym = Still Holding Internal Turmoil. Have you ever had this gut feeling that feels like something just isn’t right within you, that something is misaligned inside you and you just can’t pin point it? I mean it seems as if you are doing everything that you possibly can wit... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 331: Knowledge Quest

What are we looking for so frantically? What are we searching for? Is it the “more of” something that we are missing, in searching for it, are we making the correct decision? Do we investigate what we find and keep that which is good? When we find something good, is it well un... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 330: Hidden Anxiety

For some time now I have been experiencing this movement, coming up within my solar plexus that I couldn’t describe, wherever a situation would arise, or whenever something would be coming up that I had to take care of and/or do. Now this movement, was sort of a shaky vibratio... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 329: Directing Me

Within an orchestra and/or symphony, you have different sections of instruments all working together to create an ensemble of harmonious music and then you have the Director who conducts the orchestra and/or symphony, that pieces the music together to create one sound with dif... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 328: Reeling Me In

If you have ever been fishing, you’ll know the process it takes to catch a fish, where of course you have to have the right bait to catch different specific types of fish, but the process that I’d like to discuss here is, once the fish is on the line, the reeling in process in... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 327: Unmasking Self

Often times we present ourselves with a mask on as a facade to cover up what’s really going on inside of us, in our minds. But most of the times in doing so, we end up showing the true nature of ourselves, meaning we end up acting out what we think about others, in our secret ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 326: Stop Here, Stop There

On a road trip, often times there is quite a few stops along the way, where if the trip is kind of a long one, then you’ll have to stop to use the bathroom, then stop to get something to eat, then stop to rest and then maybe stop to take in a few sights why’ll travelling, amon... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 325: Monitoring Self

When you reach a certain age where you cannot do the things you once did when you were younger, there is a thing called life alert that many older folk wear around there neck, that if something was to happen to you, you can press this button and help is on the way, then on the... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 324: 12 o Clock

When the clock strikes 12, thus the end of a spell and we celebrate for getting through another year of hell. Praise God, Buddha, Jesus and Mohammad, then at 12:01 we again rebel, even though we just Re-Sold the Solution, in exchange for a bottle of Bubbly to lift our spirits ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 323: Surrender

In Las Vegas there is a club inside one of the Casinos, connected to one of their swimming pools called Surrender, where people go and party. Within this club there are a few things that one can do like, gambling, dancing, socializing and drinking of course. For what it’s wort... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 322: What We Condone as Men

It’s funny how we as men, boys, guys have this unspoken language of sorts, when it comes to looking at women, where if a lady, girl walks by and two guys are in the vicinity, who don’t even know each other, after she passes by, they’ll look at each other, smile and shake their... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 321: Contorted Message

You really have to watch what you say to some people, because if what you say is not clear, they will take what you said and contort it, in front of other people, why’ll adding in their version to make it seem as if they made it up, why’ll (again) trying to make you look good ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com