Member since April 2015.

Carlton Tedford

Day 385: No Matter What

No matter how much resistance I face I’m still going to walk my process. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to face resistance, everytime I start doing process related things, where a lethargic feeling comes up within and as me, knowing that it’s resista... —

Day 384: My Imagination

I never had an imaginary friend growing up, I only had two (2) real friends that lived on my block that every time we would play, we’d imagine ourselves being the greatest person doing whatever we’re playing about. For example, we would play basketball and imagine ourselves be... —

Day 383: Mind Your Own Business (A Different Perspective)

The compounding of other people’s systems within and as you, when you are too concerned about what they are doing, is when someone tells you to = “Mind your own business”. Then you have Mining as your business which is = “Minding your own business”, as the extraction of substa... —

Day 382: When Enough is Not Enough

In relations to doing more, working on self while surviving in this world, I find that it is easy to get caught up in what you’re doing to survive and slowly fine yourself, not doing as much as you were within your process to date. Although you realize, see and stop yourself f... —

Day 381: The Unspeakable

If I told you that things in existence has changed, you would say how and I would say first off there’s no more God or Heaven to go to when you die and that Heaven is in the process of coming to earth, but we all have to first take self-responsibility for the fuck up of a live... —

Day 380: Accumulation

If you do nothing about it, things will get worst. If you sit on your ass and wait, consequences will accumulate. In anything we do in life this is true, where when things happen, we tend to sit around and wait for a solution to come to us, up until the last minute or until it... —

Day 379: Mon-Me (Money)

My relationship with money hasn’t always been the best and still now, although it has improved dramatically, it’s not at the place where I would like it to be, where it becomes my first nature to save what’s needed to be save, spend only what’s needed to be and of course get t... —

Day 378: Plausible Neutrality

Question; “What do you think” Answer; “I’m going to stay out of this one, because I like the both of you” and “You guys are my friend and I won’t play medium between the quorum you guys are having”, “You guys need to figure this one out on your own”. Ok so where is the common ... —

Day 377: Old Thoughts

With certain things related to Societal law, for different crimes, there are statutes of limitations, where after a certain amount of years a person cannot be tried for something they did, let’s say about seven (7)+ years ago, except of course murder, but oddly enough this is ... —

Day 376: Reactionary Self

“Hold on, what, what just happen, why am I feeling like this, I don’t know how to take what they just did, I’m trying to keep it cool, but there’s this movement going on inside me, am I really mad, why did they do this to me/make me feel this way, what did I do to them, hold o... —

Day 375: In The Moment

In this moment, what’s going through my mind is what to write about and the time. Speaking of such time is pretty fascinating, how we rush to it and run from it, from the perspective of always complaining about not having enough time or I’m late all the time. There’s a saying ... —

Day 374: Make ‘Em’

I bet you I can make you happy, (show/give them money). I bet you I can make you scared (show them fear). I bet you I can make you cry (take something from them). I bet I can make you like me, (agree with their fuzzy logic). I bet you I can make you embarrass, (talk shit about... —

Day 373: Solve = Solution

What I have come to realize is that nothing can be solved in the mind with backchat and internal conversation, it takes physical verbal communication to resolve any situation. Now it’s pretty interesting the word re-solve, (re) meaning to do over again as in to solve again, wh... —

Day 372; Shedding

What if Human Being had the ability to Shed old skin like nature and some animals do, where now you’ll have a new face, with no more wrinkles and new leg skin with no more marks or blemishes and to top it all off (for most men and some women) an ALL NEW, head full of hair, no ... —

Day 371: Thin Air

Have you ever walked into a party, a room full of people, a gathering and got “crickets”, meaning that it all of a sudden became quiet as a church mouse looking for cheese? That’s when a cell phone, smart phone, I Phone, tablet or computer become s a good tool to escape realit... —

Day 370: Intentions Pt. 2

This here is another point in relations to a previous post I wrote on Intentions Day: 155 A concept considered as a product of attention, directed to an object of knowledge, meaning what one intends to accomplish or attain implies little more than what one had in mind to do or... —

Day 369: Self-Preservation

“A behavior that insures the survival of an organism. It is almost universal among living organisms. Pain and fear are parts of this mechanism, where pain motives the individual to withdraw from damaging situations (in some cases), to protect a damaged body part while it heals... —

Day 368: Mind Trapped

I want to get out, I can’t take it anymore, trapped inside my mind behind closed doors and no matter how much I roar the lion in me can’t seem to break free, is it because I’m lying to myself so much that I can’t even see, what it is that I am accepting and allowing to keep me... —

Day 367: Afraid of What You Don’t Know

If it seems weird or different you shouldn’t be afraid, I know it’s hard to understand that this world is what we made, (it to be) and nine (9) times out of ten (10), where just used to what we know or what we think we know that makes us move slow, act slow, think slow while s... —

Day 366: Read Before You Speak

Ok so there’s this point that I see that I still have to transcend, walk through completely, that came back up/resurfaced the other day of jumping the gun so to speak, where I would haphazardly read through things and take only portions of what I read and piece them together i... —

Day 365 Selective Memory

Why do we forget thing, we should remember and only remember things that has no substance to it, as in an analogy, ‘That won’t change the price of bread in a starving country’, let alone change ourselves? It’s commonly known as the ability to remember some facts, while apparen... —

Day 364: What’s Your Weakness

Money, Food, Drugs, Relationships man or woman, Toys (Cars, Motorcycles, Bikes, 4 Wheelers, Boats, Computers, IPHONES etc). In essence, that which you “love”, that when taken away from you, you experience a heavy, lethargic feeling (weak), but when given back to you, you feel ... —

Day 363: Gullibility (My Perspective)

Simply, by choice easily deceived, manipulated or cheated. Why are we so quick to believe something that is not true for most part? Because of our own perceived outcome, the expectation that we have that things will go in our favor of self-interest, if we but only just “believ... —

Day 362: What’s Cool

It used to be cool to smoke weed, because I believed it helped with my creative side. It used to be cool to talk about shit that I didn’t know, just because it sounded right. It used to be cool to chase after girls, because I felt that it took too long for them to come after m... —

Day 361: Indecisive (What I See)

On the beach they watch snowboard videos and on the mountain, in the snow they watch surfing videos, question is, why are we so, indecisive, unwilling to decide what goes on next in our lives, (I mean we leave it up to our minds) dangling ourselves like puppets on a string and... —

Day 360: Tetris

Tetris as we all know it is, arranging things of different shapes and sizes into a physical space, as per the common definition of the word, Ok so here’s a different perspective of how I see the word and game of Tetris. I was driving the other day and realized that Tetris is d... —

Day 359: Sit ‘n Sleep

Ok so I was driving on the freeway the other day and passed this store with the sign as shown above = Sit ‘n Sleep, at which time I chuckled as this memory came up of me at the beginning of my process, all the way up until recently of the point I walked of, every time I would ... —

Day 358: Talk About Yourself

Everything I see and go through and have believed, experienced, in giving my perspective on it, that’s what I talk about, myself, my participation within and as it. The way we see things is different from the way others see things and for what it’s worth, some people do see th... —

Day 357: The Church

Just in the time I’ve been alive and have experienced the church, there has been a massive change in the way the church operates, from spending more time talking about and/or studying the bible to almost like going to a concert or show type of feel, with all the extra additive... —

Day 356: Things that We Do Pt. 2

Continuing from day 196: Things We Do Say/Unaware We frown until people look at us and then we smile. When we wake up in the morning the first thing we do is look at our phone to see if anybody called us, then wonder why no one called us. We always have that one friend who we ... —