Member since April 2015.

Carlton Tedford

Day 426: What Works for Me

Although I am still fairly new to this process, seeing that it’s a lifelong process, I have been walking my Journey to Life (Through writing Blogs) since the beginning of 2014, being that I’m the rush type, the hurry up and wait type, there are a few things that I have found t... —

Day 425: Fear Projections

“I brought you into this world and I can take you out, if you don’t do what I say”, is the statement said by a parent to keep their child in line. “Shut up before I punch you in the face”, is a cowardly statement said by one who doesn’t know how to communicate. “Don’t let a ... —

Day 424: Going Through What You Are Living In

Hell is a blunt way to put it. Is the hand that you were dealt really the hand that you were dealt or is it what you have become accustom to as a way/means of survival? No one really like what they do/have to do to keep a roof over their head and put food in their bellies, whe... —

Day 423: Self-Trust

Where there’s doubt, there’s no Self-Trust. There’s always these moments that arises at times throughout my process where I ask myself; “Ok what’s next”, “Am I doing this or that right”, the correct way, “Am I fucking up”, “Should I do this or that”, then become a bit indecisi... —

Day 422: Sneaky

What makes us so sneaky towards one another? What makes us rebellious to the plight of each other’s needs? Why do we feel the need to sneak around each other’s back, just to face them on the other side in regret of the lies told in spite of the truth being known of what we did... —

Day 421: Damned If You Do/Damned If You Don’t

It’s fascinating how laws are formulated to cancel each other out and/or as a catch 22, creating the saying, Damned if you do and Damned if you don’t, meaning if you have limited means of survival and you go about inflicting the only means of survival you know to feed yourself... —

Day 420: The Ability to Help Someone (Self-Forgiveness)

In my previous post I wrote about the ability to help someone, but what I didn’t do is write Self-Forgiveness for what I discovered within myself as far as my participation within having expectation of being helped and the reactions I experience whenever I received or didn’t r... —

Day 419: The Ability to Help Someone

What stops someone from helping their fellow man, a friend, a family member in need? At times through our lives no matter who you are or what you may or may not have, you will need help from someone and when the help comes, of course you’re exponentially grateful, but when the... —

Day 418: A Story to Tell

What interest us most is the stories we hear, what others are going through as in, guess what I did or what happened to me, I got a story to tell, let me tell you something, I got to tell somebody this, because this is unbelievable. What makes one person’s story better than th... —

Day 417: People Nowadays

What make you an expert on what people nowadays do, like, participate in and the way they behave. As a third party during a conversation we are quick to say; “Because people nowadays are like this, so that’s why, I’m the way I’m am”, blaming most of our mishaps on the children... —

Day 416: Posture

The alignment of one’s body erect from your head to your feet, shoulders back, chin tucked in looking straight ahead. For most being proud instead of awareness here and now, awareness of your physical body positioning while, standing, walking running or sitting, able to intake... —

Day 415: Good Times

In the 1970’s there was this show called Good Times, where the lead Actor Jay Jay and his family lived in the projects and no matter what would happen, they would always find laughter in making a good time out of what they had, which made the shows episodes quite exciting and ... —

Day 414: Subtle Spitefulness

It’s interesting how we participate in subtle spitefulness in cases that we’re unaware that we’re doing so because for so long we’ve entrained spitefulness within and as us as if we were drinking sprite on the daily bases or spitting everytime you become congested. Prime examp... —

Day 413: Can’t Change the Past

No matter how hard you try, you can’t change the past, but interestingly enough you can alter the future by taking a stance today for what you will and will not accept and allow yourself to participate in, in your world and reality any longer. Meaning, who and what we have cre... —

Day 412: Dark Moment

The Darkest Moment in my life was right before I found Desteni, and although it persisted for quite some time, I eventually go through it, I mean I had lost everything I ever thought meant something to me, like my relationships and material possessions, how could this world be... —

Day 411: Information (#411)

In the U.S. nowadays if you dial 411 you’ll get directory assistance, which used to be an Information line when dialing 411 on a home phone and of course this was before the internet came about, when people still used home phones and phonebooks to connect to the world. In othe... —

Day 410: Three’s A Crowd

It’s fairly easy to come to a consensus when two (2) people are involved in one on one communication with each other, any agreement is most likely to be reached more quickly than if a third person was involved, with the two (2), things somehow tend to work out (for the moment)... —

Day 409: Outcast (Self-Induced)

Being blalism we are but outcast in our own minds, where if it looks different, feels different, acts different, it must be that you’re not me, because I can see you from where I’m standing right in front of me, and when it comes to family, it is but a name you gave me and alt... —

Day 408: Cops

To protect and serve and serve as protection because we can’t understand our human nature. When you see them you become scare and start shaking in your boot, when you’re driving down the freeway/highway/bi-way and see them, you automatically pump your brake and then look in th... —

Day 407: Sense of Urgency

Ok, so in my previous post I wrote about stability and afterward as I was still looking at the point, what came up is the word Urgency, a Sense of Urgency and/or the lack there of, so I will be investigating my relationship with this word/statement and why at times throughout ... —

Day 406: Redefining Stability

Ok so lately I have been walking the point of stability and had to investigate first off what my definitions of stability were and what I found was pretty interesting and so I will be sharing how I walked through it, as first off at the onset of this current situation (I won’t... —

Day 405: A Perspective on Thoughts

One perspective that I see about thoughts is that thoughts are like lullabies, because every time you start thinking too much you find yourself falling asleep, especially when you’re driving some distance after a meal when you’re alone, where you dose off from thinking too muc... —

Day 404: Dear Diary

Meaning, I’ll die before you READ IT. Anything that ever had to do with, writing, keeping logs as such = hated it, especially if it had something to do with me putting my business out there (per se) as I once called it, no way man, no thanks, so when it came to diaries, I real... —

Day 403: Explain

What gets me about this word is when it’s used in the context of; “You’ve got some explaining to do” and “You owe me an explanation” and “Explain to me why you did/think, this that or the other” (As if it would really make a difference to the outcome of the situation). Then yo... —

Day 402: Responsibility

I mean do we have to bill ourselves in order to respond to the urgent matter of watching this Earth being destroyed one morsel at a time, come on where’s your Heart. We hardly feel anything for the lives that’s being shattered in pursuit of money. It’s funny how when the shoe ... —

Day 401: Forgetfulness Pt. 2 (The Little Things)

How many things have you forgotten in the last hour, just a few minutes ago, a day or so ago that you said you would remember, to do, or say, and all that remain is the next thing you had your mind set on, you see because when your mind is set on something, it’s most likely ba... —

Day 400: Spreading The Word

He, she said that? Why is it that what we say becomes contorted when spoken again back to the person in question, in which it wasn’t portrayed as gossip, but in the context of something being unlikely, which I now realize is probably one of the most profound reasons we as a so... —

Day 399: Stick Around

Ok so, have you ever been somewhere, having what seems to be a good time/fun and didn’t want to leave, let’s say maybe hanging out with your extended family on a holiday or with a friend/some friends having a gathering or doing something that you enjoy doing very much, to the ... —

Day 398: Mind Creations as Manifestations

From a thought to an Idea to the creation of a scenario into an emotional reaction, then if not corrected into manifestation, is a fascinating realization I had in my mind following the thought around of what I thought they would do, in relations to meeting someone for busines... —

Day 397: Stuff

How many Items, useless things, trinkets do we have just laying around our homes as props, just filling up space, I mean most of these do dittoes are memory collectible, where I remember being at this place and getting this and that at that place when I was there and then, whe... —