Gian Robberts

Day 243 and 244 – The Death of My Horse Part 2 - The Journey to Life

This is a continuation of Day 242 - The Death of my Horse Titan Part 1 Leila wrote a cool blog on the events of the day here – Day 145: Death of a Horse (Titan) Also to see the process of horses here with us and their process stuff in general, check out the interviews from Eq... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 242 – The Death of My Horse Titan Part 1

Today Titan had to be put down; the decision was easy because it was what is best practical and the common sense thing to do. Leila wrote a cool blog on the events of today here – Day 146: Death of a Horse Also to see the process of horses here with us, check out the interv... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 241 – Trusting the Intelligent people looking after the human race Part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that there are people looking after the human race and the planet we live on. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there are intelligent people that will say when we must st... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 240 – Hope

Check out my Video on Hope as-well - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjTLuIIQptM I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be blinded by hope. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that hope makes me blind to see wh... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Hope

Blind Spot (documentary) - http://vimeo.com/30559203 Visit Desteni at - www.desteni.org Start with changing self to that which is best for all life, where we do not accept and allow a world of concequences that is of abuse and within self interest, lets start by livi... —youtube.com

Day 239 – The voice in my head is me Part 3

Day 237 – The voice in my head is me –But it cant be!! Part 1 Day 238 – The voice in my Head is me Part 2 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never question why I speak to myself in my head. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself t... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 238 – The voice in my Head is me Part 2

Continueing from - Day 237 – The voice in my head is me –But it cant be!! Part 1 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself within manipulating myself to make t seem that the voice in my head cannot be me. I forgive myself that I have ac... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

African Grey Parrots Play time at Desteni Farm.

Here I am having playtime with the parrots, they are simply hanging around and every now and then I will interact with them, Parrot is the name of the one jumping towards me, as you can see he is a bit obsessed because he was the first parrot we had and he grew up with being a... —youtube.com

Day 237 – The voice in my head is me –But it cant be!! Part 1

Evil –this is the first word that pops up when I see that admitting to myself that the voice in my head is only me, it is who I have accepted and allowed myself to become, and it is evil, when I say evil I am not saying bad as a negative experience or emotion, I am saying it f... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Lizard Striking 2012 (Nile Monitor) at Desteni Farm.

A Nile Monitor Lizard we caught at our river, it is a small river and the lizard was kind of stuck in the small environment which led to him eating all our chicken eggs and sometimes the chickens and ducks themselves and mostly all the babies that was born. So we caught him an... —youtube.com

Day 236 – Childhood Memories and Emotional Body Final.

Here I will write out commitments that are practical to live and apply when and as such points come up that I walked through in the previous blogs. Day 231 - emotional Body and childhood memory Part 3.1 Day 232 – Part 3.2 of Emotional Body and Childhood Memory. Day 233 – C... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 235 – Childhood Memory and Emotional Body Part 3.6

Continuing from: Day 231 - emotional Body and childhood memory Part 3.1 Day 232 – Part 3.2 of Emotional Body and Childhood Memory. Day 233 – Childhood memory and Emotional Body Part 3.3 Day 234 - Childhood memory and emotional body part 3.4 I am continuing from this sent... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 235 – Childhood Memory and Emotional Body Part 3.5

This is a continuation of: Day 231 - emotional Body and childhood memory Part 3.1 Day 232 – Part 3.2 of Emotional Body and Childhood Memory. Day 233 – Childhood memory and Emotional Body Part 3.3 Day 234 - childhood memory and emotional body Part 3.4 What have I seen and r... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 234 - childhood memory and emotional body Part 3.4

This is a continuation of: Day 231 - emotional Body and childhood memory Part 3.1 Day 232 – Part 3.2 of Emotional Body and Childhood Memory. Day 233 – Childhood memory and Emotional Body Part 3.3 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as a child belief th... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 233 – Childhood memory and Emotional Body Part 3.3

continuing from: Day 231 - emotional Body and childhood memory Part 3.1 Day 232 – Part 3.2 of Emotional Body and Childhood Memory. The comfort zone. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear going out of my comfort zone as having to do something tha... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 232 – Part 3.2 of Emotional Body and Childhood Memory.

This is a continuation of Day 231 – Emotional Body and Childhood Memory Part 3.1 Self-Forgiveness. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear new tasks that is asked of me to do, within the belief that I will not be able to do it. Why do I fear new tas... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 231 - emotional Body and childhood memory Part 3.1

I am nine years old , grade 3 – I am being encouraged to take on a athletic event, it is a running event and it requires me to run 2 kilometers, to me within my understanding 2 kilometers are quite a long distance, I am told that it isn’t, I insist that I do not want to do it,... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

From Reaction to Prevention as the Cure

Visit Desteni at - www.desteni.org Start with changing self to that which is best for all life, where we do not accept and allow a world of concequences that is of abuse and within self interest, lets start by living in such a way where we use common sense and self honest... —youtube.com

Day 230 – Emotions trapped in the Flesh part 3.

Ok so I wasn’t able to get the interview, as I started to download the interview from yesterday that I said I wanted to listen to before continuing on this point it told me that the download will take 4 days!! I decided to instead focus on self forgiveness points for today on ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 229 –Emotions trapped in the flesh Part 2

This is a continuation of Day 228 – Working, the Physical and emotions Part 1. I was going to look into this point a bit deeper, seeing how I trap these emotions within my body/flesh through daily participating within it. I have noticed within the exercises that I relea... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 228 - Working, the physical and emotion Part 1

Working in the physical here on the farm I have come to notice some interesting points within my body while working, I have done some hard labor and I do daily routine work, the daily routine work is very supportive in movement and breathing and staying out of the mind. When ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 227- The Apocalypse did not happen, what Now?

Day 226 - – 12-12-21 Apocalypse – who is right, who is wrong. Part 3. Day 225 - Who's right, who's wrong the Apocalypse fever 12-12-21 Day 224 – The Apocalypse Battle of who is right and who is Wrong 21/12/12 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to foll... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 226 – 12-12-21 Apocalypse – who is right, who is wrong. Part 3.

Day 225 - Who's right, who's wrong the Apocalypse fever 12-12-21 Day 224 – The Apocalypse Battle of who is right and who is Wrong 21/12/12 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for “end of the world” stories. I forgive myself that I have accepted ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 225 - Who's right, who's wrong the Apocalypse fever 12-12-21

Continuing from day 224. So after all the research on all the ways the world could and end where I ended up obsessing about lots of things I started influencing my friends and people I randomly met, through talking about what I have researched and found and within this I ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 223 – Resistance to Learn from others.

I have had this Idea/Belief of myself that I must learn and discover and find things out for myself, I do this because I fear that if I learn it from someone I will only prove to myself that I can’t learn it myself, I am incapable of seeing what the other person is already see... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 222 - I am worthless in Conversations and Self Sabotage

A pattern that keeps on crawling out whenever I am in conversations, either within commenting or speaking, I go into defensive mode. Why do I always do it, I ask myself, I always fuck up the conversations I have when and as I respond to someone’s - well more of react, and then... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 221 – on the farm.. Stuck in the mud and the Physical.

Today we had the Shit Truck coming to the farm to suck out all the Shit tanks, we have four shit tanks on the farm, only two got sucked out. In the morning we have to open them up and have it all ready for when the truck comes - it can just lay its pipes into the shit tanks ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 220 - How thoughts create Physical reality.

how does thoughts create physical reality we are living in, the first thing to consider is that we are lucky we live and are physical, because in the physical reality everything takes place in space and time, Thoughts does not over space and time manifest either, thoughts are ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 219 – The Mirrors of Competition for Survival of energy and Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that as the body with all its organs and cells and everything the body consists of is the same with the earth as being one body with many different parts, and that to participate within self intere... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 218 - Equal through Substance.

I watched a movie once, I cannot remember what the movies name was but it was a girl talking to her dad about life, the dad said everything that is here is made out of atoms, and that atoms are very tiny and we cannot see it without bear eyes, the girl then said – so that mean... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com