Gian Robberts

218 – The Heat of on the Farm P2.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to “feel” hot as an experience of myself as who I am when it is hot, seeing and realizing that who I am, become and become when it is hot influences the heat in multiple dimension as the mind and the physical instead of ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 217 – The Heat of the Sun on the Farm

During my Day here on Desteni Farm there are times that it is really hot, the heat I am talking about isn’t always necessarily the Sun rays that is burning on my skin, I am talking about Humidity and a pressurized heat in the air that always seem to make me tired and that I do... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 216 – Zombies, the Human Consumers P3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be brainwashed by Zombie movies that the human can never be the cause of the world ending or being the cause of hell breaking out on earth. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and real... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 215 – Walking dead Zombies P2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that we as the human race are Zombies. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and Realize that we as the Human race are Zombies consuming the Living shit out of our pla... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 214 – Will Zombies bring an end to the world?

Will Zombies bring an end to the world, well first let us look at what is Zombies, Zombies are people that got some virus, they get a very high fever and then they basically lose their minds and then they turn into walking dead humans that seek to consume and destroy what they... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 213 – The Final frown Part 8.

I always have a frown Part 1I always have a frown Part 2I always have a frown Part 3I always have a frown Part 4I always have a frown Part 5I always have a frown Part 6I always have a frown Part 7 I commit myself to when and as I see myself frowning to not judge the frown an... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 212 – I always have a frown and Tiredness Part 7

Frowning at night – when it is late and I am tired I frown, the frown is when I “feel” tired, yet I have now discovered through my writing that the frown is most of the time “mind” – this mean that if the frown isn’t for any practical reason such as the sun or reflections into... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 211 – I always have a frown part 6

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use my frown as a character defense system towards other human being to dominate or intimidate them, seeing and realizing that this is a character in fear creating more fear and so only create a world of fear. I forg... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 210 - I always have a frown Part 5

I am now looking at another dimension of the frown, this is the judgment point I noticed when I look at something, I actually just now noticed it as I was watching a series on the TV. As I was watching the people and how they are and what they say and all of it, I notice the... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 209 – I always have a frown Part 4.

Day – 206 – I always have a frown Part 1 Day – 207 – I always have a frown Part 2 Day - 208 I always have a frown Part 3 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I frown go into a state of dominance. I forgive myself that I have accepted and... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day – 208 – I always have a frown Part 3

Day – 206 – I always have a frown Part 1 Day – 207 – I always have a frown Part 2 Today I had the opportunity to see my frown come out, I was waiting at a university for people who were writing exams for more than an hour outside, I was basically standing around with lots of... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 206 – I always have a frown

I always have a frown on my face – I mean I have tried everything to not frown, I have sat down and breathed and then I would take a picture and there it is, that frown that is always here right between my eye brows. What is in the frown? – I see the frown is me always being ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 205 – Me against myself in Rebirthing myself as Life.

How is it that within my process of re-birthing myself I am against myself within this process to not change yet I am doing, it does not make sense, obviously this is where I look at what I am Stopping within and as me that does not want to end – The Mind, so here I am doing s... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 204 – Self judgment and Aggression

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that it is necessary for me to judge myself as a way of punishing myself. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 203 – believing is must be personal and fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that everything must be personal. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that when I talk to another being that I must talk to them from the starting point of being personal. I for... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 202 - watching a movie and after effects.

Day 202 - watching a movie and after effects. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have conversations within my mind with myself about a certain scene’s from movies. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to entertain myself within m... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 200 – Making Money the Church Way – commitments.

I commit myself to show that - to want to change the world by oneself is EGO and impossible and only an attempt to feel special and unique and thus not wanting to change the world in fact, as the world is a GROUP and thus one and equal we must change the world as a group suppo... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 199 – Christianity shows the way to money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that as we live in a world that is driven/built on/by money and where money has the power that the only way we can change anything is obviously with money. I forgive myself that I have accepted an... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 198 – The End of the world Wish coming true Part 6.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that I have to end the world as it exist now that is not within the best interest of all life within myself in ALL of it. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project the wa... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 197 – The End of The World;d Wish Part 5.

Day 193 - The End of the World Wish Day 194 - The End of the World Wish Part 2 Day 195 - The End of the World wish Part 3 Day 196 - The End of the world Wish Part 4 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that my Wish is coming true,... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 196 – End the World Wish Part 4

Day 193 - The End of the World Wish Day 194 - The End of the World Wish Part 2 Day 195 - The End of the World wish Part 3 I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish destruction as the end of the world upon earth from the start point of me actually just ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 195 – The End of the World Wish Part 3

Day 193 - The End of the World Wish Day 194 - The End of the World Wish Part 2 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as people do not Agree with me changing the world to belief that they must have some other insight about the world that I do not... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 194 – The End of the world Wish - Part 2.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on myself when and as I see other people do not care about what is happening to their own planet. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that others will spontaneously agree with m... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 193 – The End of the World Wish.

Since I was a teenager and I was aware of the world and how fucked up everything in this world is, such as the wars and poverty and especially the cruelty and abuse towards Animals and the oceans and the forests and in general Planet earth. I always had a wish that everything ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 192 – Anger Misplaced Towards Animals Final.

Day 190 - Anger Misplaced towards animals Part 1 Day 191 - Anger Misplaced towards Animals Part 2 Day 192 – Anger Misplaced Towards Animals Final. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I work with animals that it is... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 191 – Anger Misplaced towards Animals Part 2

This is the Self forgiveness from Part 1 – Anger Misplaced towards Animals. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to approach dealing with animals within a desired way of how I want things to go that is of the mind, not considering the real actuality of the... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 190 – Anger misplaced towards Animals Part 1

Me with Baby Birdie PUF. Recently me and my partner got a new birdie in our room, the birdie at first was awesome, she ate the food we gave her immediately and she ate a lot of it, she screamed and ate the food and it was all good. I have no problem with the screaming as I h... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 189 – Postponing listening to Eqafe Interviews.

I have been wanting to get all the newest Eqafe Products on my phone as interviews to listen to while I work or while I am doing stuff inside that it repetitive and do not require my full attention. So every day I start my day and I go through my day without even considering ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 188 – Spiritualism and Me - Commitments

Day 182 - The Day I said Fuck Spiritualism Day 183 - Spiritualism and Me Part 1 Day 184 - Spiritualism and Me Part 2 Day 185 - Spiritualism and Me Part 3 Day 186 - Spiritualism and me, the Broken Character Part 4 Day 187 - Spiritualism and Me the Broken Character Part 5 ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 187 – Spiritualism and Me – The Broken Character Part 5

Day 182 - The Day I said Fuck Spiritualism Day 183 - Spiritualism and Me Part 1 Day 184 - Spiritualism and Me Part 2 Day 185 - Spiritualism and Me Part 3 Day 186 - Spiritualism and me, the Broken Character Part 4 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself t... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com