Gian Robberts

Day 127 – Being Skinny – The machine Within Part 13.

This is a continuation of day 126 on the point of looking at all the points that I can see within myself that is Still Here as what I am holding onto and applying Self Forgiveness. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the body, as i... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 126 – Being Skinny – The Machine Within Part 12

Continuing from Day 115 Part 1 taking quotes and applying Self Forgiveness accordingly. Self Forgiveness – this I will apply through looking at all the points that I can see within myself that is Still Here as what I am holding onto. I approach this through breathing and look... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 125 – Being Skinny – The Machine Within Part 11.

Continuing from Day 115 Part 1 taking quotes and applying Self Forgiveness accordingly. Quote 9: “what is the belief of myself that I am imposing/trying to live out that takes all my energy, instead of living here in breathe as the physical.” I forgive myself that I have acc... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 124 – Being Skinny – The Machine Within Part 10

Continuing from Day 115 Part 1 taking quotes and applying Self Forgiveness accordingly. Quote 8 Part 2: “basically feeling useless – I still kept my mind running, keeping burning the energy as I was in the fear of not moving, fear of not pleasing and fear of not being relevant... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 123 – Being Skinny – The Machine Within Part 9.

Continuing from Day 115 Part 1 taking quotes and applying Self Forgiveness accordingly. Quote 8: “basically feeling useless – I still kept my mind running, keeping burning the energy as I was in the fear of not moving, fear of not pleasing and fear of not being relevant.” I f... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 122 – Being Skinny – The Machine Within Part 8.

Continuing from Day 115 Part 1 taking quotes and applying Self Forgiveness accordingly. Quote 7: “No wonder I burn all my energy, living in such a way in the mind in following beliefs/ideas the whole time that isn’t even real, it is but an idea I have of myself.” I forgive my... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 121 – Being Skinny – The Machine Within Part 7.

Continuing from Day 115 Part 1 taking quotes and applying Self Forgiveness accordingly. Quote 6: “why do I see it as a train – a train symbolizes an object that moves on tracks, a set path and that this object (train) carries lots of people or a delivery load – this is why ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 120 – Being Skinny – The Machine Within Part 6

Continuing from Day 115 Part 1 taking quotes and applying Self Forgiveness accordingly. Quote 5: “the belief I see within myself where I have to keep the fire alive within myself to keep these scary heavy metals moving up and down to keep the wheels spinning to keep moving ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 119 – Being Skinny – The Machine Within Part 5

Continuing from Day 115 Part 1 taking quotes and applying Self Forgiveness accordingly. Quote 4: “ I weigh 65kg and I am 22 and 1.77m high, this is according to “professionals” underweight and I agree. Even when I remove the Idea of how I must “look” physically according to... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 118 – Being Skinny – The Machine Within Part 4.

Continuing from Day 117 that is a follow up from Day 116 and Day 115 where I take Quotes from the Day 115 Blog and apply Self Forgiveness on each point. Quote 3: “I have made the skinny “problem” a big problem, I actually made it my mission to gain weight and to do this bef... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 117 – Being Skinny – The Machine within Part 3

I am continuing from Day 116 where I take quotes from the first Blog Day 115 and applying Self Forgiveness. Quote 2: “This is bothering me a lot, since I am skinny and in need of some fat, Why? Because my bones are literally sticking out at places such as my hip bones, this... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 116 – Being Skinny – The Machine Within Part 2

Here I am going to Quote from my Part 1 Blog Day 115 and Apply Self Forgiveness underneath each Quote. The nice thing about writing in a ranting and raving style is, one exposes himself without even noticing it within the words and the way the words are used, so from my pr... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 115 – Being Skinny – the machine within Part 1

Ok so my “problem”, I cannot gain weight, so far not ever. This is bothering me a lot, since I am skinny and in need of some fat, Why? Because my bones are literally sticking out at places such as my hip bones, this is really uncomfortable when I lay down, any way any positi... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 114 – I can’t Do Better Character – Self Corrective Statements

This is a continuation of Day 113. I commit myself to when and as I see myself accepting and allowing myself to go into the belief that I can not do better, to stop and to breathe and to see within self honesty and common sense that it is only a belief that I have created and ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 113 – I can’t Do better Character – Self Forgiveness

This is a continuation of Day 112. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to mind fuck myself within participating in the “I can’t do better” character through making myself belief I can not do better within all the reasons/justifications/excuses I make up a... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 112 – I can’t do Better Character.

Oh yes – This character is a real mind fuck. I have lived in this Character for so long within so many things, giving this character all the good justification to why I just can’t do Better, really I just can’t, look at it, I have tried everything, really, I can’t do better, O... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 111 – Attracted To Broken Characters Self Forgiveness.

Self forgiveness on Day 110 –Attracted To Broken Characters I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that me being attracted and giving into the feeling of attraction and calling it love towards girls who looks broken in character and th... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 110 – Attracted to Broken Characters

All my Life whenever I fell for a girl or liked a girl of when ever I had a crush on a Girl due to certain characteristics I saw within them and how they are, I always discovered something Broken in them. Now what is the coincidence I ask myself, I mean it happened all the ti... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 109 – Survival Characters Part 4 – Social Survivor.

I ended in the previous Blog Day 108 on where I saw how within self forgiveness how it is within parenting that the parents raise children/me in such a way that all we are taught is Fear and then how to run/hide from the fear, and through this we/I built characters that is spe... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 108 – Survival Characters Part 3 – Social Surviver.

So here I am still continuing on the How’s of how the social character comes into play as a continuation of Day 107 and Day 106. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I go into fear of not being accepted by a group/people and fitting in as not... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 107 – Survival Character Part 2 – social survivor

So this is a continuation of Day 106 –Survival Character Part 1 – social survivor. I ended up in the last Blog with the main point of why I “had to survive socially”, the point was fear of not being accepted and thus the physical consequences of that such as, being bullied and... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 106 – Survival Characters Part 1, Social Survivor.

How did this survival character come into my life, what was it that made me realize in that one moment that O Fuck I have to survive or I will be fucked, what type of survival was this? I can see that type of survival that this character comes from, it is the social survivor, ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

105 – I can Survive anywhere/anything Character.

This character basically leads my life, it always has, the I “can” survive anywhere in any situation with any or all people and types of things. Even if I have to Sell my soul I would do so just to survive. I would do what ever it takes, even if it means changing everything a... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 104 – Parents Held Accountable Part 3.

I commit myself to rebirth myself through writing/self forgiveness and to live the correction and as the physical and to become the living expression of/as life one and equal in all ways, so that when and as I bring a child into this world the child will not be nothing less ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 103 – Parents held Accountable Part 2.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when a child is born into this world that the child is an empty Vessel and that who/what the child becomes is determined on what is put into the child and that this is the responsibility of th... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 102 – Parents held Accountable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that parents have ALL the right in the world to raise their children as they want to. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Justify that Parents have ALL the right in the world to raise th... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 101 – Fear of being Tired – its late I must sleep now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see myself looking at the time to go into the thought of seeing myself as “tomorrow I will be tired and not physically capable of doing work” this I can see comes from past experiences as memory/past whe... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 100 – beyond my own self belief, one Hundred days of writing,

One hundred days of writing in the 7 year Journey to Life, It feels/seems like I started a month ago only, yet it has been a bit more than three months of writing Blogs everyday within the seven Year Journey to Life – see the facebook page where we all that is/are writing the ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 99 – Moving Myself Moving the World Part 5 commitments

I commit myself to when and as I see myself participating within thoughts/back chat/feelings/emotions to instead of allowing them to roam free and to continue on through my direct participation in them, to stop within myself and to instead allow myself to breathe and to let go... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 98 – Moving myself Moving the World Part 4.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see things that needs to be done within practicality in my world and within what is best for all life to create the thought fo seeing myself doing it and already experiencing myself in the current moment... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com