Gian Robberts

Day 97 – Moving myself moving the world. Part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see I have to “stand UP and Move myself’ to go into the though of “seeing myself doing it later anyway” and so have the back chat of – ‘ I can sit a bit longer, I will get to it later anyways” – “ there ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 96 – Moving myself Moving the world. Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I start applying myself within moving myself moving the world as me one and equal such as picking up a book to read about economy, to have the though of seeing myself in the past starting to read a book an... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 95 – Moving myself Moving the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I see a problem within me or within the world that needs my attention to solve the problem, to go into thoughts of where I project myself in the future not solving the problems and where I am already not capable ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 94 – The Fearful Character sits and waits P4

I commit myself to when and as I see a situation.scenario play out in front of me and/or somewhere else in the world, to take action in the moment to move and direct myself and to not give in to the thoughts of what I could be doing instead of take responsibility for the world... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day – 93 – The Fearful Character sits and waits P3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I am in a situation/scenario where I have to take responsibility, and the thought comes up of me rather being somewhere else where I do not have to face this situation, and to allow the back chat of “I can not do... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 92 – The Fearful Character sits and waits P 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow patterns in my life as normal and acceptable, realizing that it is to stop all patterns that isn’t best for all life as myself and to create new patterns in awareness that is best for all life in all ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 91 – The fearful character sits and waits. P 1

I have this interesting pattern that I have accepted and allowed to exist within my world, and interestingly enough I have made this pattern justifiable, as if it makes common sense, yet it does not. The pattern is that when ever I experience fear or anxiety within me I tell ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 90 – Anger and Me – Fairness Game Part 3. Commitments

I realize that when ans as I experience unfairness that it is a character that I have created to defend my personality as the mind based on certain beliefs/ideas/opinions/judgment I have accepted/allowed about myself. I realize that when and as I experience feeling things are ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 89 – Anger and Me – Fairness Game part 2.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek fairness within what I do and what is done towards me, instead of realizing that Who I am determines what I do, thus seeking fairness is showing me that I am an unfair person. I forgive myself that I have not acc... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 88 - Anger and Me – fairness Game.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get angry, to be angry at others when I am actually only angry at myself. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get angry when I am expecting things from others and they do not do it and I have t... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 87 – Deliberate self Dishonesty Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage myself deliberately through knowing/understanding what I have to physically do and apply within my life to bring About real change and to not do it, realizing that this is exactly how the world exist as now, ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 86 – deliberate self dishonety Part 1.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and hide my inner world from myself to pretend in character that I am fine, I have no problems. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a character a face that hides what is going on ins... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 85 – Personal Army of Characters – Loser

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take on a character of being a loser when I have lost/lose. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a role of myself in my life where I play out a character that is a loser in everyone else ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 84 – My Personal Army of Characters – Mean character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be mean towards someone or something just because I feel they are being stupid. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a mean character that blames and gives fault to others when I know I a... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 82 – My precious Money Character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto money for the experience of having money. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed with the powerful experience of having money that is mine. I forgive myself that I have not ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 83 – my own personal Army of Character Part 1 - Irritation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get Irritated when someone reminds me of things I have to do. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a character for when I am irritated to defend my self interest as a personal soldier for... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 81 – Dreaming about snakes –character revealed Part 3

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take self responsibility for the deception within me that I participate within. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see deception that I have within me as Normal and acceptable. I forgive m... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 80 – Dreaming about snakes –Symbolism – continued.

PLEASE take note - this dream has nothing to do with real Black mambas in real life, they are animals and living life. do not judge them as deceitful or judge them at all, consider the practical physical points and stick to that. I looked at the dream I had and explained in h... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

I keep forgetting and Multiple characters.

Who am I when I have so many characters in my life for every and all situations, events, environments, each and every thoughts triggers a a character, the thoughts come from memory/experiences. so who am I when I have trapped myself in the lies and the illusion of all my chara... —youtube.com

Dreaming about Snakes – deception within.

I Dreamed about Snakes – deception within. I had a dream today, it was quite intense, It felt like it was happening for real, when I woke up I actually wondered if some of the stuff happened for real and then I dreamed about it or was it all only in the dream. Basically I dr... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 78 – Self Sabotaging Character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take on the character of I do not know, I can not see it, I have tried everything I can to see it to not have to look at what is here. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to build myself a charact... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 76 – Characters – I am Legion, for I am many.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I am many Illusionary characters existing as an Illusion. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist as the ego to take into consideration that I am not real yet and only ex... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

day 75 - stopping myself as thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from thoughts. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make thoughts something that is not me. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 74 – Breathe

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that it is impossible to breathe and live life without thinking. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that it is impossible to breathe and move myself as usual during my day. ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 73 – The Unknown Darkness Within

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge that which I do not know or are aware of as bad. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge that which I am not aware of or that I know of as wrong and thus must stay away. I forgive... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 72 – Personality Suit Part 7 – Behavior 6 – Stressed.

Ok I noticed a interesting Personality suit that I also have, it is the one where I am stressed out, I move around in a stressed out manner, I act stressed out and I have a particular Personality to this. It is like I am “focused” the whole time like I am in a rush the whol... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day Day 71 – Personality Suit Part 6 – Behavior 5 – moody

OH yes, the moody personality, fuck off, what do you want, I am tired, leave me alone, so many feeling/emotions/back chat when I am moody. It is a personality behavior. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be moody when I feel like it. I forgive m... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 69 – The personality Suit Part 4 –excitement behavior 3

excited me. OK so is the continuation of the personality suit and the behaviors Part 2 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to behave in a overload of energy as excitement when I am anxious or feeling insecure to hide it and make myself seem as a fun g... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 68 – The Personality Suite Part 3 – Behavior 2

Ok so I have been looking at personality traits within my behaviors as to what I have created as my Suit to put on in this world. On Day 67 Behavior 1 I looked at the stability front/trait I have created to give forth as who I am yet its only a suit and not real, today I a... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 66 – The Personality Suit Part 1

Everyday since I can remember, I have been known as a certain personality, everyone knows me as this personality. But from when i can not remember as a very young baby/child I was known as a child/baby, this was not my personality YET, it was still in development. So ob... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com