Jozien Fokkert

Day 207 - Self-Abandonment

This is a continuation to Day 204,205,206 on Giving Up I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on self, to abandon self, to turn against myself by giving up on self. I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, r... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 206 - Giving up on all points

This is a continuation to Day 204, Day 205 on Giving Up Read more here on Eqafe: Here more on how I experienced myself and which dimensions I faced in the process of Giving Up, which is in fact self-abandonment. The point, which I wasn’t really aware of that when one al... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 205 - Prepping Giving Up

This is a continuation from Giving Up- Day 204 One of the things I experienced when the mind is prepping the stage of giving up is while there isn't really that much going on yet and one actually is at that stage of simply being able to pick up where one has left, a bit l... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 204 - Giving Up

Day 204 - Giving up Why do I give up when I am faced with a point that I still need to walk, which enables self-expansion, self-awareness yet rather go with the voices that say otherwise when I thus start giving a loooooot of value to the whispers of; ‘well you first ne... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 203 - Self - Pity

Self Pity: I am sharing here some daily writings about self- pity. The relationship between extreme self-judgment and self- pity wasn't really that obvious for me to see. Probably one of the tricks of the mind so one will always be walking in the dark about it. I obser... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 202 - Weakness and Strength prt.2

This is a continuation to day Day 201 - Weakness and Strength Self-Corrections When and as I see myself go into: this point is too much to face, I can't yet stand within it. I need time to strengthen self before I am able to walk it - I stop and I breathe - because I no... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 201 - Weakness and Strength

Writing the Journey - Weakness and Strength I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there are points existing within and as me that are just too hard to handle that are just not able to be walked yet by me and that there is an area existing w... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 200 - Judgement

How is judgement actually self sabotage? I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realise and understand that judging self or others as self has only one purpose to sabotage self, to perpetuate the system of self-sabotage, to break down ones self awareness, o... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 199 - Communication

I need to get back to The basics when being with my partner, so back to the drawing board. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow self to get caught in mind games that aren’t serving me or anyone else within the relationship therefore when and... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 198 - Mother Love prt.2

Mother Love prt.2 Continued from day 197 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to integrate my mother's expression as her automated response pattern towards me and stored her expression as how to behave when around my partner and my children and through ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 197 – Mother Love

More on my relationship with my mother and how it has shaped the relationship towards my partner, who I am in the moments when being of guard the automated me so to speak. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to adopt and adept to my mother's way of ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 196 - Puberty

So today I will start looking at puberty and how this actually has affected me, being a mother of two girls I actually can walk backwards with them and become aware of the word puberty and how I lived it to begin with. I actually not have given it much thought the changes with... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 195 - Throwing Tantrums

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel irritated that I am the one who is moving and when I don’t move nothing is moving when I don’t cook there is no diner on the table. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to actually throw a t... —jozienf.blogspot.com

'We tend to trust those products that we see being advertised, watching the ads make us feel warm and fuzzy inside. The real kicker is that all of this goes one while our brains are deactivated - we don't realise what it is we're actually experiencing within ourselves and why. Think back to your childhood: did you like the peanut butter you saw on TV, or the brand you'd never heard of? Did you fight with your mom for your favourite brand that had the most entertaining advert? Hmmmmm.' - Cerise Poolman

"Sacrifice - risk Everything with NO guarantee - that's what it means to give up this life's self-interest to create life as what is best for all, always."
~ Bernard Poolman

"But, within this as well, what we’re gonna show you, is the following: I think the mistake that we made is through judging our natures, our ‘beingness', as being negative. Meaning, we attached a ‘negative’ energy to it and from there we went: “oh crap, the negative doesn’t feel so good, I don’t wanna feel this way anymore, I wanna feel better.” And then we went into positive energy: “Yay, I feel better, this is awesome”. And in that, we didn’t face the negative, we didn’t face that which we judged as negative – as our real inherent beingness/nature.
So, here, we’re gonna show you how to look at your mind not with a value judgment of ‘negative’ or ‘positive’ energy, but just to see it for what it is – the consequence of it, how it is affecting ourselves, our physicals and our living – and then to change it. So, one can say one of the biggest mistakes we’ve made is placing an energy value of ‘negative' to our inherent nature, or ‘beingness', and then from there, jump the polarity of the ‘positive'. In the negative and positive energy not facing the reality, not facing things AS they are, seeing things FOR what they are and that has also fucked with us in relation to this world-system, humanity and human nature – seeing things for what it is and realizing: “Holy crap, it’s not working! We must do something about this to get things sorted out!” But now everyone is going into their minds, having energy experiences in relation to the fuck-up that’s become life on earth. And everyone is trying to balance the polarities of the ‘positive' and ‘negative' in their minds and no one is dealing with reality, no one is dealing with things as they are, investigating, researching, seeing, and coming up with solutions. Because, we’ve all like gone crazy in our minds in energy: “positive, negative, no I don’t wanna be negative! Go positive, positive, positive, oh my god, I’m negative again, oh no, oh dear god, go positive!” - When there’s really a lot more important things to do in this reality than ‘jumping' energy polarities." Sunette Spies
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/04/the-grass-is-always-greener-on-other.html?spref=fb

"If Christians did what is best for all life, I would be a Christian. If Muslims did what is best for all life, I would be a Muslim. If Buddhists did what is best for all life, I would be a Buddhist. If Atheists did what is best for all life, I would be an Atheist. If new agers did what is best for all life, I would be a new ager. If scientology did what is best for all life, I would be a scientologist. If the people who believe in galactic federations/aliens/reptilians did what is best for all life, I would be a part of this group. The name is irrelevant – the principle, practically applied is all that matters - " Adrian Blackburn

Day 194 - Bringing Forth

This blog is part of investigating My Relationship with conflict and a continuation to: Day 186 - "Be Nice" Day 187 - Energy Bodies Day 188 - Be Nice prt 2 Day 189 - Be Nice prt 3 Day 190 - Energy is God Day 191 - The Truth Of Me Day 192 - Parenting - Creating Reality D... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 193 - In The Palm Of One's Hand

This blog is part of investigating My Relationship with conflict and a continuation to: Day 186 - "Be Nice" Day 187 - Energy Bodies Day 188 - Be Nice prt 2 Day 189 - Be Nice prt 3 Day 190 - Energy is God Day 191 - The Truth Of Me Day 192 - Parenting - Creating Reality ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 192 - Parenting, Creating Reality

This blog is part of investigating My Relationship with conflict and a continuation to: Day 186 - "Be Nice" Day 187 - Energy Bodies Day 188 - Be Nice prt 2 Day 189 - Be Nice prt 3 Day 190 - Energy is God Day 191 - The Truth Of Me and related to Day 119 - Expression Da... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 191 - Facing The Truth of Self

This blog is part of investigating My Relationship with conflict and a continuation to: Day 186 - "Be Nice" Day 187 - Energy Bodies Day 188 - Be Nice prt 2 Day 189 - Be Nice prt 3 Day 190 - Energy is God and related to Day 119 - Expression Day 120 - Expression Part 2 ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 190 - Energy Is God

This blog is part of investigating My Relationship with conflict and a continuation to: Day 186 - "Be Nice" Day 187 - Energy Bodies Day 188 - Be Nice prt 2 Day 189 - Be Nice prt 3 and related to Day 119 - Expression Day 120 - Expression Part 2 Day 121 - Expression Part... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 189 - Be Nice prt3

This blog is part of investigating My Relationship with conflict and a continuation to: Day 186 - "Be Nice" Day 187 - Energy Bodies and related to Day 119 - Expression Day 120 - Expression Part 2 Day 121 - Expression Part 3 Day 122 - Sharing Here I continue with writin... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 188 - Be Nice prt 2

This blog is part of investigating My Relationship with conflict and a continuation to: Day 186 - "Be Nice" Here I continue with realisations and self corrective statements of Day 186 When and as I see myself going into deliberately sabotaging myself within multiple dim... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 187 - Energy Bodies

This blog is part of investigating My Relationship with conflict and a continuation to: Day 186 - "Be Nice" and related to Day 119 - Expression Day 120 - Expression Part 2 Day 121 - Expression Part 3 Day 122 - Sharing Self forgiveness continued from day 186 I forgive ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 184/185 - The Happy Consumer

Read for context: Day 180 - Creating The Other Side Day 181/182 - Creating The Other Side prt.2 Day 183 - Being Intelligent Doesn't End Poverty I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lean on others and trust their 'ability' to 'solve' problems aro... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 183 - Being Intelligent Doesn't End Poverty

For context please read: Day 180 - Creating The Other Side Day 181/182 - Creating The Other Side prt.2 intelligence the ability to acquire and apply knowledge and skills When pondering about the other side of the coin I could not place or grasp for a long time how I coul... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 181/182 - Creating the Other Side prt2

Realisations and commitments statements in relation to Day 180 - Creating the Other Side I see, realise and understand that the actual brainwashing and hypnotic state of self as money has become the actual reality of me and so,- I commit myself to investigate the extensive ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 180 - Creating The Other Side

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see that all that all my decision I've have made within and as my life have been intertwined within and as money and through this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel weakened or strengthen by the... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 179 - Echoes Of The Past

This is a continuation to: Day 172 - Its a Family Affair Day 173 - Pop Up Slidehow Of The Past Day 174 - Addicted to Pixels Day 175 - What Is Real Day 176 - Photo Album of my Life Day 177 - Kill The Thing You Love Day 178 - Bye- Bye I see, realise and understand that... —jozienf.blogspot.com

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