Jozien Fokkert

"I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have seen the Mind / World-System as a Mountain – thinking/believing that there is no way that I can make a difference/change to myself and this world, but have accepted and allowed myself to approach such change within the starting-point of how I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest me in absolute separation from my Mind as me and the World-System as me. And in that state of inferiority/powerlessness to/towards my creation as the Mind and the World-System I have created the belief of it being impossible to ever change the Mind/the World-System – because if I accept and allow myself to continue existing in separation of inferiority/powerlessness to my creation that has become my superiority/control: I will not see the solution/possibility of change. Because – I do not / will not see/realise/understand the solution/change to my Mind and this World-System in such a continued accepted and allowed state of polarized separation when the solution/change is/has always been right here: ME. I am the one that is the solution/change to my Mind/the World-System – trying/attempting to change the entire Mind and this entire World-System as it exist in its manifestation is impossible, because it is/has been created over TIME and accumulated and manifested into/as layers and dimensions. So in looking at it now – it may seem like a Mountain – but how it became a Mountain was rock, by rock, by rock that accumulated over time. Therefore, the process of change is walking TIME as step by step by step and breath by breath by breath in walking up the Mountain and taking rock, by rock, by rock down to return the Mountain of Rocks to the equality and oneness position with direct relationship to the Earth. And so I walk myself as my Mind – breath by breath by breath, establishing my equality and oneness with my creation as me as Mind, and so I walk myself in this World-System as a living example of how the world and humanity can in fact walk/live together on this Earth by/through presenting solutions to the functioning of the World-System that will contribute and ensure an equal and one life for all."
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-3-who-i-am-as-money-continued.html

Day 150 - EviI Life

This post is related to Day 139 and Day 143 And is part of a series about "The Daily Task" Day 43 - Tired of being busy all the time: Who am I in taking some time off Prt.1 Day 44 - I Love Being 'Free' ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

"I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the extent to which Energy of my Mind and Money of the World-System have preoccupied, entertained and caught me within an internal and external web – as a spider that weave only an internal and external reality that extends only to its own territory that is protected and defended at all costs as the primary mechanism of basic personal survival"
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-1-who-i-am-as-money.html

Day 148 - Postponement

This post is related to Day 139 and Day 143 And is part of a series about "The Daily Task" Day 43 - Tired of being busy all the time: Who am I in taking some time off Prt.1 Day 44 - I Love Being 'Free' Day 45 - I'm Free ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

"And in this, Abuse at Levels so Astounding, that it shook the Very Foundation of Existence, yet: the Human Race could do this, as if it is having Morning Tea. Ignoring All Physical-Evidence, Generation of Generation, while Claiming they’re somehow a Divine Soul, waiting to Ascend to a Higher Goal for their ‘Loyalty’ to Remain Committed to Serve the ‘Great God’ or ‘Gods’ of the Heavens. The Mind System was so Effective, that even if a Person would deny the Existence of God, but remain a Positive Thinker, it would Contribute the Pure Elixir as High-Potency Energy, like a Sugar-Addiction to Heaven. But inevitably it started Producing a Disharmony and a Disease that is now in Many Forms, from Diabetes, to Financial Crisis, to Pension Crisis, to Integrity Crisis, to Porn Crisis – Everything is a Crisis, a Cry for Help. Yet even in that, the Design of the Ego as Consciousness as the Mind as Energy is so Effective, that without Understanding Quantum Mechanics in the Design of the Actual Thought and its Derivatives: Man would only Ever be a Slave."http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-174-after-death-communication-part.html

“I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to create and become the postponement character where I would divert my attention away from what is here because I do not like the experience that I am facing within and as the moment, thus through my act of diverting my attention away from what is here within and as the moment, I am compounding my experience of having to deal with the things that I am diverting my attention away from and through this I forgive myself that I did not accept and allow myself to see, realise and understand that I am running away from the negative experiences within and as the physical as to how I had given these experiences a negative polarity charge through the judgements that I had associated with these experiences and through this I forgive myself that I did not see, realise and understand that I am the one who gave these experiences a negative charge by judging these experiences as experiences that I don’t like and through this I forgive myself that I did not see, realise and understand that my act of running away from these experiences is how I sabotage myself in not accepting and allowing myself to take self responsibility for and as my life, but to instead only exist as an positive energy seeking person, who seeks gratification of positive energy experiences, who does not in fact stand one and equal to life.”http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/day-112-postponement-character-self.html

Day 147 - Its Either This Or That

This post is related to Day 139 and Day 143 And is part of a series about "The Daily Task" Day 43 - Tired of being busy all the time: Who am I in taking some time off Prt.1 Day 44 - I Love Being 'Free' Day 45 - I'm Free To Do What... —jozienf.blogspot.com

"I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Trap the present in memories as prisons of pictures with energetic charges so that when and as I visit the prison cells as the memories are stored in the body in the cells, I can simply call the prisoner by its name and I will get a visitor/memory from the past that is either good or bad and I will get my energetic High from visiting the memory for a moment and then lock the memory back up, not seeing and realizing that I am over populating my prison and keeping it full – which cost energy and time and maintenance, instead of living here in and as the physical where everything is always here and no memory needed and thus no prison and not energy/costs/maintenance/time. And also not carrying the prison cells of memories with me everywhere I go is like taking a mountain of my back."
http://gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/day-181-memories-present-kept.html

Day 146 - Keep Distance Please!

This post is related to Day 139 and Day 143 And is part of a series about "The Daily Task" Day 43 - Tired of being busy all the time: Who am I in taking some time off Prt.1 Day 44 - I Love Being 'Free' Day 45 - I'm Free To Do What Ever I Wa... —jozienf.blogspot.com

“Trust me, when you stand up there on top of the world, you become so humble. It’s not about breaking records any more. It’s not about getting scientific data. It’s all about coming home.”

Really? Humble? Humble in what way? Where is the humbleness in wanting to break the world record for highest, fastest skydive, spending millions of dollars and having teams of doctors, engineers, and pilots working hard to achieve a goal which is in essence nothing but the glorification of entertainment? Isn't such a level of dedication to leisure pursuits simply ego and deliberate neglect in a world where the basic needs of half the world are not even fulfilled?

http://www.matterfreeman.com/2012/10/day-127-supersonic-waste-of-time.html

Day 145 - Round and Round

This post is related to Day 139 and Day 143 And is part of a series about "The Daily Task" Day 43 - Tired of being busy all the time: Who am I in taking some time off Prt.1 Day 44 - I Love Being 'Free' Day 45 - I'm Free To Do What Ever I Want Prt.3 ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 144 - Feeling Good Or Doing Good

This post is related to Day 139 and Day 143 And is part of a series about The Daily Task Day 43 - Tired of being busy all the time: Who am I in taking some time off Prt.1 Day 44 - I Love Being 'Free' Day 45 - I'm Free To Do What Ever I Want Prt.3 Day 14... —jozienf.blogspot.com

‎"The Fundamental point of Self Honesty is that through denying awareness of the feelings and thoughts that are NOT NICE about People, cause one to be unable to reach actual Awareness. Each person is in fact Aware of every nasty, destructive thought and feeling they have and unless Awareness is sorted out at this Level through Self Forgiveness, no actual Awareness is ever possible and only the Fabricated Awareness of Positive Thinking and Love exist that never made a difference in this World and never will make a difference in this World." ~ Bernard Poolman

Day 143 - "I Will Get Back To It Asap"

Taken from Day 139 -Writing the Journey With writing my blogs I came to realise that at some point I allowed the starting point to bend into a point of "OK I have made a commitment I now I live it" and while taking a break of blogging this summer as in a real holiday break an... —jozienf.blogspot.com

'We’ve as the MIND adapted/evolved our relationship to CONSEQUENCE within the principle of Self-Interest, protecting our own Minds and the experiences/reactions/personalities within it, not realising it’s been the very thing that’s determined our natures, our living/behaviour and so our relationships to each other and this existence as a whole. The same with the Second World War, instead of redefining the entire Systems that’s culminated into the War in the first place, we separated and protected/defended/evolved the very Systems that created/manifested the War in the first place, and in so doing manifested even more Global Consequence in this world – headed into the exact same Direction."
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/character-dimensions-consequence.html

Day 142 - My Daily Sacrifice: How to meet Goals

This blog is part of a series writing about the experience of walking one's day and getting things done: "The Daily Task List" Day 43 - Tired of being busy all the time: Who am I in taking some time off Prt.1 Day 44 - I Love Being 'Free' Day 45 - I'm Free To... —jozienf.blogspot.com

"I commit myself to assist and support me to really in fact grow up and stop accepting and allowing myself to still act like a child in my relationship to my own life and the responsibilities/obligations within it, stop throwing tantrums in my mind through blaming others for the responsibilities/obligations I require tending to, stop placing MY WANTS as my attempt at creating an alternate reality in my Mind as the illusion of positivity/happiness before REALITY as the PHYSICAL that is Real, and get into the grips of reality/things in this world with seeing, realising and understanding that nothing in this actual, real physical world will/can change unless I stand as a + 1 in getting my priorities straight with seeing, realising and understanding that whatever positivity/happiness I create in my Mind CANNOT be real if it can ONLY EXIST at the sacrifice of humanity, this physical existence with the WANTS that I possess/accumulate/attract in my life through MONEY and money’s relationship to humanity/this existence as a whole." - http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/i-want-it-and-i-want-it-now-day-183.html

Day 141 - My Daily Sacrifice

This blog is part of a series writing about the experience of walking one's day and getting things done: "The Daily Task List" Day 43 - Tired of being busy all the time: Who am I in taking some time off Prt.1 Day 44 - I Love Being 'Free' Day 45 - I'm Free To Do ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 140 - Oh No! Not this Again!

This blog is part of a series: The Daily Task List Day 139 - Writing the Journey II Here I am investigating/walking the Self forgiveness of the dimensions of the following thought "Oh no I must also still write my blog" and a picture of me being exhausted and all worn... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 139 - Writing the Journey II

OK today while being busy in the kitchen doing the dishes and cleaning up after I got the kids to bed while preparing the next day and so on this thought came up "Oh no I must also still write my blog" and a picture of me being exhausted and all worn out and getting too little... —jozienf.blogspot.com

"if writing the same shit over and over is boring, why have memory remembering the same shit over and over again? Is memory that which is already quantumly written and that one undo through writing it out to see what you accepted and allowed in the quantum moment during early childhood? Only a child will enter heaven the Bible say. That would mean something about the state of a child is necessary to understand. The ignorant say a child is innocent. That is not so. The child is the parent – equally evil and destructive. It is how the child learn, in quantum physical integration that we will find te answer, but an adult is the dull tree that cannot be the child as the burden of knowledge as memories use up all the quantum capacity to have even one thought or feeling. Thus, the adult is in essence the stupidest version of life possible, something that keep on convincing itself that what thought comes up in the mind must be real as it comes up, but ask any stupid where the thought originated from and how it quantum mechanically functions, and you will be branded a heretick – a danger – leave the adult alone to live the life of their parents –repeat the same shit please" - Bernard Poolman

Day 138 - Mother’s Guilt

This post is related to “No, Mum”Here I walk the SF related to an experience of Guilt when reflecting upon my words and actions when participating with my children. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty when reflecting upon my words and action... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 137 - "No, Mum"

Again a seemingly not so important point when being with my children is the automation of response when things are not going as smoothly as I WANT IT TO GO! Especially during the morning/evening madness when getting them in bed during the evening and out of bed and start of th... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 136 - Family Anxiety

This is a part of a series wherein and continuation to: Day 130 - Childhood Thoughts: "One Day But Not Today I'll Be Free" Day 131 - Escaping Reality as a Child Day 132 - Escaping Reality as a Child Self Correction Prt.1 Day 133 - Escaping Reality as a Child S... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 135 - Family: The Root of All Relationships

This is a part of a series and continuation to: Day 130 - Childhood Thoughts: "One Day But Not Today I'll Be Free" Day 131 - Escaping Reality as a Child Day 132 - Escaping Reality as a Child Self Correction Prt.1 Day 133 - Escaping Reality as a Child Self Correction Prt... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 134 - Escaping Reality as a Child Self Correction Prt.3

This is a continuation to: Day 130 - Childhood Thoughts: "One Day But Not Today I'll Be Free" Day 131 - Escaping Reality as a Child Day 132 - Escaping Reality as a Child Self Correction Prt.1 Day 133 - Escaping Reality as a Child Self Correction Prt.2 The Self-Forg... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 133 - Escaping Reality as a Child Self Correction Prt2

This is a continuation to: Day 130 - Childhood Thoughts: "One Day But Not Today I'll Be Free" Day 131 -Escaping Reality as a Child Day 132 - Escaping Reality as a Child Self Correction Prt1 The self forgiveness statements are taken from my previous blog entry. ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 132 - Escaping Reality as a Child : Self Correction pt1

This is a continuation to Day 130 - Childhood Thoughts: "One Day But Not Today I'll Be Free" Day 131 -Escaping Reality as a Child The self forgiveness statements are taken from my previous blog entry. Self Corrective Statements: I forgive myself that I have acce... —jozienf.blogspot.com

"The responsibility that should have been here in the first place, and should have been implemented in this world is ensuring that individuals, before having children – are mentally and physically in their relationship to themselves, others and reality, stable and responsible and considerate of the realisation, understanding of the extent of responsibility that goes with raising a child in this world, and furthermore what should have been in this world is a world where a certain, secure and safe future exist for EACH child coming into this World. If anything, such an incident is all of our responsibility – we’re accepting this world to exist as it does, we’re accepting children to come into this world without a future, we’re accepting this very WORLD SYSTEM that is determining life on earth, and in this acceptance comes the allowance as the consequences this world system is creating to all of humanity and this physical existence. Time to stand up, take responsibility instead of abdicating responsibility/power to acceptance and allowance and the consequence it create for self and for all. We have to start standing and being the change in and as this world – to not accept/allow such a life for ANY child. Investigate Desteni and Equal Money." - Sunette Spies

Day 131 - Escaping Reality as a Child

This is a continuation to Day 130 - Childhood Thoughts: "One Day But Not Today I'll Be Free" I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let the thought "One day I will have my own house" come up and exist within and as me when being around (my) family whe... —jozienf.blogspot.com