Jozien Fokkert

Day 108 - "The leading Role"

I already for some time now wanted to write out the construct of jealousy as me within relationships, which has been quite suppressed within and as me. I did not yet sit with myself to have a closer look/investigate for real the jealousy character as me within relationships. S... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 107 - "How to Make it Up": Self Correction

This is a follow up from: Day 106 - "How to Make it Up" I see, realize and understand that within going into the character of "making it up again" I expect a certain outcome, which is getting to a state of harmony again within the relationship and in this: I realize that ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 106 - "How to Make it Up"

So, OK today I'm looking at 'who I am' during the period of time following the event of playing the character "being hurt" Normally I would go through "we need to talk" phase wherein we would have a talk and make it up again. In a relationship/marriage this is mostly done th... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 105 - Taking it Personally

This blog is a continuation to: Day 100 - Day 100 DAY 102 - Tantrum Day 103 - Baffled 104 - Talking myself out of it I continue walking through the experience of when a tantrum is thrown at me and how I experience myself, how I 'handle' self as and through the cha... —jozienf.blogspot.com

104 - "Talking myself out of it"

This blog is a continuation to: Day 100 - Self- Diminishment created through memories DAY 102 - Tantrum Day 103 - Baffled I continue walking through the experience of when a tantrum is thrown at me and how I experience myself, how I 'handle' self as and through the c... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 103 - Baffled

This blog is a continuation to: Day 100 - Self- Diminishment created through memories DAY 102 - Tantrum Day 102: "I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become physically shaky when someone gets angered with me without understanding or seeing th... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 102 - Tantrum

This blog is a continuation to: Day 100 - Self- Diminishment created through memories I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become physically shaky when someone gets angered with me without understanding or seeing the cause of the anger thrown as a t... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 101 - Writing the Journey

Some points about the last 100 days of writing The Journey of Life the point of pushing self through the resistance of actually stopping Not writing a blog entry every day - lol. I looked at it like stopping an addiction, stopping in every moment of the addiction of the mind t... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 100 - Day 100

Its day 100, no bells no music, yet me here walking! Thanks to all that are walking the Journey of Life, if you didn't start yet we are 'waiting' for you! Self- Diminishment based created through memories A relationship connection point opening up, which is related ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 97: Beauty And The Beast

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2175283/Schoolgirl-entered-Slimmer-Year-contest-anorexic-getting-hooked-losing-weight.html http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2176136/Toddlers--Tiaras-Beauty-queen-Tori-Clayton-boasts-extravagant-pageant-wardrobe.html I wonder... —activistsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 99 - One Hour

More on the Postponement Character This week I have been postponing doing my administration and every day I was like "well I will do it tomorrow" and "I will do it later" and "I don't feel like it" and "I sooooo don't feel like it NOW" and "Oh no not now" and the following fas... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 98 - Postponement, Breathe

This blog is being part of a series wherein I walk the point 'Postponement' Day 63 - Resistance: Distracting Myself Day 97 - Postponement, pictures flashing through my mind I realise, see and understand that I automated myself to follow pictures/images flashing throug... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 49: Resource Distribution: Supply & Demand

As seen in ‘Day 40: What is Economics?’, economics essentially deals with three questions: what should be produced, how should it be produced, who gets to consume what is produced. Within Supply and Demand – we’ll be looking at how our current economic system decided to answer... —economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 97 - Postponement, pictures flashing through my mind

For context: Day 63 - Resistance: Distracting MyselfI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow the images flashing in front of me as the subliminal messages of the mind luring me into the dimension of the mind when I sit myself down to write my daily bl... —jozienf.blogspot.com

"I commit myself to show – how, we’ve missed the small, the seeming insignificant within existence that is in fact the human being as the Mind, with looking at our relationships as human beings as the mind to existence: we’re in fact the ‘small’ in comparison to the big as this existence as a whole; and that it is thus from within and as the small – that the answers to the great exist."
Heaven's Journey to Life Wave-Theory of Creation: DAY 62

Day 96 - “Inexorable”

When I perceive that “I am being wronged” I go into playing the character of "being Inexorable" as reaction to cope with the suppressed feelings within as a shield of a emotional bodies armour that hardens my gestures, my facial expression and my physical. It's a character tha... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 95 - “Being Indecisive”

This is a follow up of the previous Blog: Day 94 "Support Act" Here I write out a "Supporting Act" I play as character in relationships There is a moment when participation with others wherein I Allow to not respond openly/transparent wherein I miss out of the windo... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 94 - "Support Act"

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react within and as anxiety when I direct self and say what must be said while participating with others and in this: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I say exactly what what I see, real... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 93 - “I'm so Busy, Busy, Busy” Character

"Doing nothing is better than being busy doing nothing" --Lao Tzu I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trigger the "I’m so busy busy busy" character by responding to the question “What’s up” with “Very busy” and in this instigate anxiety and energy to... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 90: Brotherhood Of Man

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/07/13/world/asia/13-year-old-boy-assaulted-in-china/index.html?hpt=hp_t2 2 guys pinned down a teenage boy, forced a compacted air pump nozzle into his anus and released the air. The boy's intestines were damaged, along with other vital organs. The ... —activistsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 91- Inner Voices: Internal Monologue, Self Correction prt.1

This is a continuation to: Day 88 - Getting to know my CharactersDay 89 - The Voices of CharactersDay 90 - Inner Voices: Inner Monologue "I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let thoughts as an internal dialogue come up and exist within and as me when... —jozienf.blogspot.com

"I commit myself to show, how and why the current definition/existence of friendships only exists within the statement: “You are my friend – as long as your character/personality secures the existence of my character/personality and we protect/defend each other’s self-definitions. BUT this relationship will R reverse into you becoming my fiend, the moment your character/personality is not in alignment/synchronized with my character/personality that places my definition of me in my Mind/Consciousness under threat/change and so will sever all ties with you to ensure I’m protected/defended in my who I am as characters/personalities.” Thus, within ‘friendships’ that is always existent on the fence, essentially with the fence the ‘neutrality’ of the moment the present-moment reality interaction/participation is manifested within the Unconscious/Physical-Mind and Consciousness assess whether the human being is still friend/fiend, which from the fence will move either to the positive or the negative, dependent on whether the person/human being are still synchronized/aligned with our personalities/characters.
Thus, in this – I commit myself to show – why/how ‘friendships’ as they exist within us in our Mind-Physical relationship is deceptive/dishonest, as every moment we continue interacting within such friendships – ‘friends’ are firstly approached as potential threats to our definitions, and will only be accepted as continued-friends/relationships if they are aligned/synchronized to who/how we are in our character/personality definitions. Thus, within this – we are never in fact REAL within our friendships/relationships, as they’re always determined only according to the reference/framework of who we are within our Minds within the starting-point to ONLY protect/defend our self-definitions. That friendships thus have nothing to do with anything else but each-other holding themselves imprisoned in the Mind, limited to the definitions as characters/personalities we’ve become."

- Friendship Secret Anthology: DAY 90, Heaven's Journey to Life

Reptilians – When Energy stops and Substance/Physicality Remains – Part 60 « EQAFE

Who/what remains in the process of Stopping the Mind? —eqafe.com

Day 90 - Inner Voices: Internal Monologue

This is a continuation to: Day 88 - Getting to know my Characters Day 89 - The Voices of Characters I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let thought as an internal dialogue come up and exist within and as me when interacting within my reality and... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 88: Dignity For All

This is a continuation from Day 87: What Are Human Rights? I forgive myself for not realizing that we have been denying the basic rights to life of others so that we can ensure our personal needs are met first. I forgive myself for not realizing that I would not want to be ... —activistsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 42: What is Economics – Part 3

I commit myself to debunk all beliefs about economics as what people “think” it is about and what it is – so we can get on a common ground and develop an Economic System which is Best for All LifeI commit myself to show that economics is not just about ‘capitalism’ but about c... —economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 87: What Are Human Rights?

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2172260/The-human-right-claim-benefits-Jobless-sue-better-payments-controversial-plan.html?ICO=most_read_module http://www.dailymail.co.uk/debate/article-2172442/British-Bill-Rights-More-like-heres-rights.html http://www.dailymail.co.u... —activistsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 89 - The Voices of Characters

For context read yesterdays blog post: Getting to know my CharactersYesterday I wrote out a point, which wasn’t really to my satisfaction because I couldn’t really get to point of absolute clarity within it, so I re-entered the point today, bringing the thought as character he... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 88 - Getting to know my Characters

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let the thought: “x is actually still cheating on me” come up and exist within and as me and in this: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect x's behaviour when not being specific about wha... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 86: Revealing Man's True Nature

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/07/10/us/mother-abandons-disabled-daughter/index.html?hpt=hp_t2 http://edition.cnn.com/2011/12/19/justice/pennsylvania-disabled-chained/index.html Have you ever wondered just how good or evil a person is? I'll tell you how you can find out: watch ... —activistsjourneytolife.blogspot.com