Member since January 2009.

Bio

Although I only became an active member at Desteni in 2009, I have been following and learning the material since 2008. I continue to push myself in my process daily and am determined to discover who I am as life, and help others do the same, so that we can change the world to realize the equality and oneness that are already here.

Kim Doubt

Day 126- Is Forcing Myself Abuse?

Ever try to give up a habit, change a repeating pattern in your life, or stop an addiction? Life can seem pretty good, nice and easy, but when you truly challenge yourself to live by principle, live your intentions instead of just intending them, and really looking honestly at... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 125- A Prisoner to Addiction

This blog is continued from yesterday’s blog. Within this blog I am reading self-forgiveness statements and deriving self-corrective statements and self-corrective applications therefrom. It’s interesting to place the mind on paper in this way, in forgiveness, because one ca... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 124- Pursuing Likes and Avoiding Dislikes Is Not Really Living

This blog continued from yesterday’s blog, and is part of a series in which I am taking apart the issues I experience that hold me back from being an effective student. For the entire series click Here. Written in italics (scroll down to see) are paragraphs from Day 122- I A... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 122- I Am No Match For ME

This blog is part of a series of blogs (listed at the end) within which I am untangling the patterns and habits I had created and manifested within and as myself that cause me to have problems at school, studying and taking responsibility for myself in these ways. It’s interes... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 121- Calming the Waves of Frustration

This blog is continued from a short series listed at the end of this blog. Frustration: Frustration passes over me like waves, wherein, everything of and as me wants to be doing something, but I still can’t seem to move myself as the directive principle of myself. It’s like ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 120- Am I Useless as a Student?

This blog is continued from Day 119- Equality as a Student, so, for context I would suggest to read that blog. I’m walking a series of blogs to re-learn and re-teach myself how to learn and study and be an effective student. The character I am deconstructing is the ‘getting ou... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 119- Equality as a Student

Over the last series of blogs I have been correcting my habits and behaviour as a student, in order to change my behaviours into constructive ones that will build myself as a self from which to stand and direct myself as Who and How I would like to be. This blog is continued f... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 118- Learning How To Learn

This blog is a continuation from: Day117- Imagine School Were That Easy (Fully Committing to my Studies pt 9) wherein I worked through the fact that my participation in thoughts as ‘imaginings’ about school assignments I have to do (or any work/asks in life) actually sets me ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 117- Imagine School Were That Easy (Fully Committing to my Studies pt 9)

This blog is related to yesterday’s blog in that the following self-commitments and self-corrective application statements are tied in to the self-forgiveness statements made in yesterday’s blog. This is part of a series of blogs based around teaching myself how to be an effec... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 116- Fully Committing to my Studies (pt 8)

This blog is a continued from: Day 115- FullyCommitting to my Studies (pt7). I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create and manifest an imaginary situation of me ‘zipping through my schoolwork with ease’ within and as me, as the result of not wanting to fac... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 115- Fully Committing to my Studies (pt 7)

In my last blog I gave a little update-type of post, and within this blog I am continuing with the ‘getting out of the work’ character, for context visit: Day 106- I Just Go Crazy Day 107- Getting Out of the Work Day 108- Just Doing the Damn Work ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

11.11.11 The Opening of the Portal of the Divine

To Learn how to question your beliefs and cross reference them with reality: http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/ To learn about the patterns and cycles that have gotten us to where we currently are, check out: 1) http://economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com/ 2) http://equalmone... —youtube.com

Day 114- Fully Committing to my Studies (pt 6)

This blog series I am in the midst of writing has been quite a trip. I can’t believe the effect it is having on me in terms of my ability to do my studies and focus myself to effectively do the work. Before I would become distracted and frustrated to the point of not being abl... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 113- Fully Committing to my Studies (pt 5)

This blog is continued from a series of blogs where I am working through not taking any more bullshit from myself in terms of wavering within my studies. Am currently finishing a degree in political science, at a university level, and over the past two years I’ve had an extrem... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 112- Fully Committing to my Studies (pt 4)

This blog follows from a short series of blogs in relation to being an effective student, and all the mind-created limitations I imposed upon myself that gets in the way, such as distractions, self-judgment, negative self-talk, fears, etc… Within the past few blogs I have been... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 111- Fully Committing to my Studies (pt. 3)

This blog is continued from the specific self-forgiveness statements made in my last blog wherein I took on the specific fears that I hold in my mind in relation to ‘getting out of doing the work’, and how I use them to justify not doing homework assignments (and many things i... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 110- Fully Committing to My Studies (pt. 2)

Getting Out of the Work: Fear Dimension The fears I have in relation to the character or personality I have created around ‘getting out of the work’ are as follows: 1) I fear I will not understand this assignment and my work will reflect this, wherein I fear the teacher wi... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 109- Fully Committing to Studies

This blog contains the self-commitment and self-corrective application statements from the self-forgiveness I worked through in my last blog about not being able to concentrate within my studies. These self-commitment and self-corrective application statements are very specif... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 108- Just Doing the Damn Work

This blog contains the self-commitment and self-corrective application statements from the self-forgiveness I worked through in my last blog about not being able to concentrate within my studies. Thus, this blog is a statement of that which I am willing to commit to, and the ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

2012- What Happens when We Do or Do Not Ascend?

This is a response to the youtube video with the same name. So long as we keep meditating and 'living the dream' we are simply perpetuating the very problems we would want to escape. We are all creators and have created this reality. We can't blame the past or postpone to the ... —youtube.com

Day 107- Getting Out of the Work

I am using the tool of self-forgiveness to work through the following experience: “I’ve gotten to the point where I am able to move myself to go and actually set time for something and sit down to start it, but then, as I’m doing it, I “just start going crazy” within myself... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 106- I Just Go Crazy

I’ve gotten to the point where I am able to move myself to go and actually set time for something and sit down to start it, but then, as I’m doing it, I “just start going crazy” within myself. I don’t know how many times I’ve said that. But I get super uncomfortable and distra... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day105- Helping Others: From Self-Interest to Actual Caring

Helpful Character, Imagination Dimension: This is continued from Day 103- Defending Myself Against the World And Day 104- Being Helpful: From Self-Interest to Actual Caring I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to imagine projected scenarios of myself bein... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 104- Being Helpful: From Self-Interest to Actual Caring

This is continued from Day 103-Defending Myself Against the World I commit myself to check my starting point when I contribute to the group, in order to ensure that it is aligned with actual care and support, and not from a starting point of energy, wherein I would be seeking ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Desteni is Brainwashing 2012

What is the most dangerous cult that brainwashes people into becoming abusers of life? Links below to samples of the use of the Desteni tools (official website: www.Desteni.org) To see exactly how society is purposefully brainwashed, why it is done, and what the consequenc... —youtube.com

Day 103- Defending Myself Against the World

Why do we get defensive? If we are just human beings living Here, what is there to defend? I will answer these questions by looking at a specimen of human nature: myself, in order to see how this unecessary and destructive behaviour can be corrected in order to have effective ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 102- Secret Self-Relationship- Disappointment- Self-Corrective Statements

This blog is continued from days 93- My name is Kim, 94- My Name is Kim but Who Am I Really? 99- My Name is Kim, but Who Am I Really? (Layout Day 100- SecretSelf-Relationship Day 101- Secret Self-Relationship: Disappointment Day 102- Secret Self-Relationship: Disappointmen... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

2012- I'm Only One Girl

Our thoughts are us- but they are NOT REAL- This is proven in the fact that they have no basis in actual reality, and so long as they go unchecked, they will rule our lives. So if you ever think anything and then act on that thought without first cross-referencing with reality... —youtube.com

Day 102- Secret Self-Relationship: Disappointment- Backchat Dimension

This blog is continued from days 93- My name is Kim, 94- My Name is Kim but Who Am I Really? , 99- My Name is Kim, but Who Am I Really? (Layout), Day 100- SecretSelf-Relationship, and Day 101- Secret Self-Relationship: Disappointment Within this blog, I am looking at the back... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

2012- Our Minds Exposed as World Systems

We can't create a different world if we don't re-create ourselves first, and that can ony ever be the responsibility of each one. This involves equality and oneness within self, as in, no judgments, no self-interest without a consideration for others, no secret internal conver... —youtube.com