Member since January 2009.

Bio

Although I only became an active member at Desteni in 2009, I have been following and learning the material since 2008. I continue to push myself in my process daily and am determined to discover who I am as life, and help others do the same, so that we can change the world to realize the equality and oneness that are already here.

Kim Doubt

Day 101- Seret Self-Relationship: Disappointment

This blog is continued from days 93- My name isKim, 94- My Name is Kim but Who Am I Really? , 99- My Name is Kim, but Who AmI Really? (Layout), and: Day 100- Secret Self-Relationship- And that is the suprise, that is what is behind the reactions we experience to our names be... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 100- Secret Self-Relationship

This blog is continued from days 93- My name is Kim, 94- My Name is Kim but Who Am I Really? And 99- My Name is Kim, but Who Am I Really? (Layout) Thoughts:1) This image or snapshot of someone looking me right in the eyes, about to tell me something I’ve done horribly wrong.I ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 99- My Name is Kim, but Who Am I Really? (Layout)

This blog is continued from Day 93-My Name is Kim, and Day 94- My Name is Kim, but Who Am I Really?Within this blog, I am looking at the first example of my name being spoken in a certain tonality, and that tonality having an actual effect on me and on ‘who I am’, instead of s... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 98- Pain Subsiding

This is a continuation from days 96 and 97, wherein I am writting through the pain I recently experienced, which is still somewhat here, with the support from this article, excerpts of which are written in italics. Anxiety Strain Fear Uncertainty Judgment Resistance ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

2012- Desteni & Economic Collapse

The urgency of the Desteni tools- slf-change IS required. Consequences are internal AND external. Dare to look. Money is the Soldiers of the Mind: http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/day-27-money-is-soldiers-of-mind.html www.desteni.org www.equalmoney.or... —youtube.com

Day 97- Paralyzing Pain (pt 2)

This is a continuation of my last blog, wherein I described waking up in pain worse than I've ever experienced 'out of the blue', meaning- without a direct accident or injury. The perspectve given in italics and surrounded by quotes is from this support article I found and am ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 96- Paralyzing Pain

I woke up in the middle of the night with pain so bad in my head and back that the thought occurred that I would prefer to die then to continue experiencing this pain-lol! I took the first pain medication I could find, which I found out later had been expired for two years, I ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 95- A Life of Regrets?

I’m going to take a pause from my last two blogs in order to address a point that has come up in the form of the beginnings of a migraine. I have recently spoken with people who have done self-forgiveness through migraines until they were gone. I have been doing self-forgivene... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 94- My Name is Kim, but Who Am I REALLY?

This blog consists of three examples of memories and reactions and the contexts of my name being spoken in different tonalities. For the context of this blog, check out yesterday’s blog where I explain in greater detail how, “the name I was given actually has an effect on Who... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

The Invisible Invincible Mind

This is a blog review for Creation's Journey to Life Day 29: The Invisible Invincible Mind: http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/day-29-invisible-invincible-mind.html "I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have used the... —youtube.com

Hi, My Name is Kim

It has recently been brought to my attention that the name I was given actually has an effect on Who I Am. So what does that mean? It means that Who I Am I terms of how I feel, what I do, how I act, how I react to people, how I interact- everything that makes me, everything th... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 90- Death by Pleasing Others

This is a continuation from Day 89- It's Not You, It's Me The ‘people pleaser’ characterI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that people won’t like me because of who or how I am behaving or have behaved in the past or will behave in the future. ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 89- It's Not You, It's Me

It’s Not You, It’s Me Today I had a big point open up when I thought I was confronting someone about possibly judging me. ‘Confronting’ might not be the right word, because I actually was speaking my back chat or internal voice, in order to ‘put it out there’ ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 88- Going Down the Rabbit's Hole or Still Looking at the Mirror? (pt. 2)

This is a continuation of Day 87- Going Down the Rabbits Holeor Still Looking at the Mirror? “The main realizations I had within and through writing these statements is that I have the tendency to project and imagine ‘big things’ and ‘big plans’ for myself, in the mind wher... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 87- Going Down the Rabbit's Hole or Still Staring at the Mirror?

These are the self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements based on my last blog “Day 86- Moving Forward,Missing the NOW.” The main realizations I had within and through writing these statements is that I have the tendency to project and imagine ‘big things’ and ‘big plans’... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 84- Making the Decision: Taking Myself Back

Within this blog I am making the self-commitment statements and scripting the self-corrective application based on yesterday’s blog, “Day83- Why Can’t I Make A Decision,” in order to take myself back from the indecisiveness, anger and frustration which I manifest within and as... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 63- Why I Can't Make A Decision

Within this blog I am writing out the self-forgiveness statements to understand and release myself from the approval-seeking character, which manifests indecisiveness, frustration, second guessing myself, and making decisions that I can’t stand by in my life. This character ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 81- Desteni Character- Thought Dimension

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think/believe/perceive that I need to be a ‘certain way’ or be ‘at a certain level’ within Desteni because I have been applying the tools for a substantial amount of time, instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 76- The Fear of Falling in the Face of Confrontation - Self-Forgiveness/Tracing it Back

This is the self-forgiveness statements from the first paragraph of yesterday’s post (from Days- 71, 72, 73 & 74). Within this blog I am tracing back the roots of this fear, starting with some basic self-forgiveness: I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 73 & 74- Falling in the Face of Confrontation: Self-Commitments and Self-Corrective Application

I wrote this blog over the past two days; I went over my last blog in order to see, realize and understand this point of fear of confrontation which leads to social anxieties and the belief that people have some kind of power over me that affects the way I experience myself. W... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 72- Falling in the Face of Confrontation, What/Why/How?

Within this blog post, I will continue from Day 71- Falling in the Face of Confrontation, by looking at what happense, why it happnse and how I accept and allow it to take place within me. I will do this by using the tool of self-forgiveness, which I learned how to use within... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 71- Falling in the Face of Confrontation

Falling in the Face of Confrontation - Why does it happen? Within this blog I am going to be looking at three events that occurred within which I experienced myself as fearful in relation to people. Ever since I can remember I was very shy within and as the experience of ‘... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 70- Posponement Character- Conclusions

This is a continuation of my previous blogs: Day 63- http://kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/08/day-63-postponement-character.html Day 64- http://kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/08/day-64-postponement-character-self.html Day 65- http://kimsjourneytolif... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 67- Postponement Character Reactions

Within this blog I am looking at and self-forgiving the reactions created by the back chat that comes from the initial thoughts which I already forgave in my last blogs Here, Here and Here (in that order). When we participate within and as back chat, we follow our thoughts int... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 66- Postponement Character (Self-commitments)

What follows is a series of self-commitment statements and self-corrective applications to assist and support me to stop participating within and as the characterization of ‘postponement.’ This is a character which I describe Here, and self-forgive Here and Here. Postponement ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 65- Postponement Character (Self-forgiveness continued)

This is a continuation from my previous blogs: Day 63- Postponement Character, where I describe the character I play, and the effect it has on me and in my life., as postponement, procrastination and the internal battles and resistance it creates. And Day 64- Postponement Char... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 64- Postponement Character (self-forgiveness)

This is a continuation from my previous blog, which described my experience with postponement, procrastination and the internal battles and resistance it creates. Here I write out self-forgiveness statements, self-commitment statements, and self-corrective application in order... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

2012- I'm Nothing but a Character- Journey to Life

This is part of the 7 Year Journey To Life blog campaign where everyone who is ready can join and commit to daily blogging exposing patterns, habits, addictions and any and all parts of self that are Not Life, in order that we may rescript ourselves to effective human beings t... —youtube.com

Day 49- Wasting Time Cause Life is Hard (redefining 'work')

This is a continuation of days 46, 47 and 48 wherein I am now redefining the word ‘work’ to a living word, one which has a definition that I can live in fact, and that, if lived, will support me and support what is best for all. My current allocation of the word ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 47- Wasting Time Cause Life is Hard (Self-Corrective Statements)

When and as I see that I am doing something that is idle, not directive and ‘wasting time,’ I stop, and I breathe. I look at the situation to see and determine what it is I am avoiding or resistant towards, and I DO THAT THING. I breathe and I move myself to do whatever it is ... —kimsjourneytolife.blogspot.ca