Member since September 2011.


Here, gratefully, walking the Process of ReBirth. Until All Life is Free, as Me, in/as Equality and Oneness. This is Possible.

Kristina Salas

AntiHate: Question to desteni followers about self-forgiveness

In the Original Description of the Video "Question to desteni followers about self-forgiveness" by: freespeach4tw, she argues with herself: "You could argue that my questions are just too stupid to be answered... I would argue that the people I am asking them just feel incapa... —

AntiHate Part 1:A Call To All Spiritual Warriors and Lightworkers|Don't Trust Destini

This is a video response to a video placed by TheRiffShaman. Taken from Original Video: "As most of you know, I don't like putting negative stuff out there, but this has to be done. I'm exposing this nasty little cult for what it is, it's already been done, but it hasn't ... —

AntiHate Part 2: A Call To All Spiritual Warriors and Lightworkers|Don't Trust Destini

This is a video response to a video placed by TheRiffShaman. Taken from Original Video: "As most of you know, I don't like putting negative stuff out there, but this has to be done. I'm exposing this nasty little cult for what it is, it's already been done, but it hasn't ... —

Process Update - Standing Up for Self Honesty

Process Update I have faced many challenges within my agreement - ones that have pushed me to consider what is means to be Self Honest - and to Stand Up to What is Best for All. I have always considered myself to be 'passive'. Which I can see has only been me within supressi... —

"Heaven is a Fairytale for those Afraid of the Dark"

This statement was recently made in an interview by Stephen Hawkins - a physicist. He goes on to say that the Human brain is simply a computer and that when the components run out - it shuts down. "There is no heaven or afterlife for a browndown computer" Which is fascinati... —

The 13th Floor

Today, while working a job - I was taken to an office building with 16 floors. I was going to the top. While on the ride upwards - I noticed that the floors went from 12 to 14. Hmm.. where was the 13th floor? Immediately - I assumed it was because of this black cloud that hang... —

Honesty vs Self Honesty

What is the difference? Besides one has the word Self with it. This is the difference - one is Self - the other, is the person we pretend to be. The personality we were taught to be. Our apparent uniqueness. Honesty is telling someone the 'truth' because you fear the consequ... —

Positive Seekers are the Real Decievers

I know first hand. As I once gave myself up to just another Belief System of this World. The Secret is - 'The Secret' has been around for centuries - yet this time it is packaged in a nice colored bundle that makes you think your getting a taste of something so grand. It is ... —

Day 21 - Getting to know my Worth

Day 21 - and as I say, "It's my day 21 - I can't believe I made it" - just goes to show how much I never really trusted myself or pushed myself to do what I say I will do - or believe in myself enough to know I can - I am able - and I can will myself. The Mind - as it exists ... —

Day 20 - Writing is

The moment I allow myself to write down what it is my mind is ‘racing’ about – and going over and over again – I experience release – and relief. It’s like the moment goes from tense and almost a sense of ‘too much’ - to emptiness. Writing, self honestly – what one is exper... —

Day 19 - Forgive and Let go

Day 19 Today.. was a day. Supression day. I wanted to smoke - and the thought kept coming up. I kept telling myself, just one, I will enjoy it - yet I have 'told' myself this before - and it always turns out the same. It does NOT taste good - and I end up 'wishing' I wouldn... —

Day 18 - After All - It's about Self

Day 18 Just when you 'think' its the most difficult point... Just when you 'think' it's too much... Just when you 'think' you've had enough... Just when you 'think' it's over... Just' when you you believe something about the situation/the person/the reality - You discover... —

Day 17 - There's a Will - there's a Way

Day 17 The Challenge - Facing Self and taking Responsibility for what you see. THis seeing is given by you or another. Yet the truth is before you. Accepting what you see as the truth of Yourself- this is the most difficult. Yet to take the response ability - is setting y... —

Day 16 - Redefining Money

Day 16 Money as it exists - support abuse and inequality. And as the human fears it - it only validates money's power and control within this World. Yet what if the Human were to change this. Into something of Support. When the Human creates money as a Support for life - ... —

Day 15 - Bring it back to Self - and Move from Here

Day 15 Seeing how back chat/secret Mind can assist Self. See it and Stop it immediately! My back chat has been in an uprising lately - and it's specifically thoughts of expectation from others and when I don't get what I 'want' - it fires up with all these judgments and just... —

Day 14 - It's the Matter that Matters

Day 14 Thinking is separation - separation from what is Here as the phsycial Reality -where we are in fact and that which matters. As I was washing a french press that I have at my mom's place - it reminded me of when I was on the Desteni Farm - where I first used a french p... —

Day 13 - The Ego wins this time - yet I still Breathe

my partner had a talk – specifically because the night before we got into a argument about me saying to him that his experience wasn’t ‘real’ because he used the words think, believe and feel. I know these words are specific – yet he did not like me ‘invalidating him’. He say... —

Day 12 - The Writing Process

Day 12 How about a little self Honesty. It's cool that I've 'made it' to day 12 - yet I don't 'feel' any different. Perhaps I was expecting this writing Process to 'be something more' or create some kind of change within me - yet how can something 'change me', if it's not be ... —

Day 11 - Change is Possible

Day 11 So interesting to see today. Slowing myself as breath - being able to see who I am in each moment. What I found today, just a few moments ago actually - was this 'desire' to make a big deal out of something - more specifically I was attempting to 'make a point' within ... —

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Follow me on: Where I reveal to myself through Writing who we Are and what We've become. Join me in my Process of Self Discovery. Also, join me on Facebook Networkedblogs: —

Day 10 - Self Direction = Self Satisfying

So today was cool - I was able to spend some more time I have been online - watching vids and working in DIP lessons. Mostly reading. And I have been able to slow myself down with breathing - and direct myself in moments of 'getting things done'. Specifically within the intern... —

Day 9 - Lead by Example

Talking with my mom today about certain actions of another family member - I saw myself become angry and disgusted. I was annoyed and agitated because of this persons actions and those of other family members that continue to support her in certain actions she takes. Yet what... —

Day 8 - Thinking = Self Interest

Have I changed? And is this Change Real? Certainly a lot of my actions has changed. What I participate within and 'who I am'. Yet - to the degree that matters? The biggest point I can see lately is 'losing focus' on breath. It is not within my awareness - it is not an action... —

Day 7 - Snap our of It

Day 7 "Snap out of It" Why would it be ok to have thoughts? Why do we defend ourselves as 'thinkers'? Why would we accept a 'secret world' within ourselves - as the Mind - when this World we all Share is in the shape it is. How can we consider it 'ok' to talk to ourselves... —

Day 6 - Get out of your Head

Day 6 And in Self Honesty - I don't want to be 'here', 'writing'. Ok, that's not Self Honesty really either - yet it has been a long day and I'm ready to go home and go to bed. Yet - I had not completed this responsibility - so here I am. There is hardly any resistances any... —

Day 5 - We Fear in others what We do Ourselves

Day 5 I had an ah ha moment today! As I was walking to work - there were many people walking around me. For every person there was - there was a judgment/opinion I had about them in the form of back chat (that voice in the Mind we beleive we are) - I had something to say s... —

Day 4 - Self Decides

Day 4 Establishing internet at my new place is slowly but surely moving along. Next week someone should be coming by to put it in. What I'm finding is that when I'm not 'attentive' to the internet point - specifically with what I do online - things tend to accumulate in a wa... —

Day 3 - Communication is Key

Day 3 So interesting point came up tonight with me and my partner. We both were experience a 'weirdness' between us - as one could call resistance. Something seemed to be 'off' and our interaction with eachother was not as it usually is when 'all is well'. Yet - either was in... —


Day 2 Here SO I got my internet back. Now we just need it at my place and we will be 'back on track'. Interesting point today while I was driving home from work - I was on the highway, just driving along. When I found myself not breathing - so I then began to take some deep ... —

Again - Day 1 of 30+ Days of Writing

Let's try this again. I sat down and wrote my entry to my blog last night, but not while I was online. I had to go to another location to get online - yet it was not as easy as I thought it would be. I couln't connect - and then did something that now prohits me from even s... —