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What does it mean to be a truly caring parent? Some would say buying lots of toys, sweets, games, celebrating every birthday with huge parties, some would say passing on the family heritage, some would say disciplining every indiscretion the child makes whether it’s minor or m... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So recently I noticed that when my wrists are showing in anyway, that I get back chat thoughts that come up in my mind, where I start thinking about my wrists, judging my wrists as being “too skinny for a guy” believing that because my wrists are skinny that I am “less of a ma... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So it’s interesting when I was reading an article regarding the advancements of Bio/Nano-Technology, and all the Genetic Splicing/Cloning/Manipulation that certain governments and groups accelerate through the activities of certain scientific military research facilities such... —equalmoneyportal.org
Continuing from my last blog, it really is fascinating to see when we are not ill for a long time, that when we do inevitably become ill at some stage, then we react and loads of supressed backchat thoughts come spiraling around in the mind, I’m not willing to accept this – ... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So the past few days I have been ill with a cold, it has been about 2 years since I have had a cold partly due to consistently using Hydrogen Peroxide in my diet/ears. Now I’m already feeling a lot better today through using HP rigorously over the past few days, but as soon as... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
Interesting, Chris Hedges is an excellent writer to research, and I was watching the Obey documentary just recently, and it’s a great piece of work for people to look at the centralization of corporate government in detail and the moral and abusive consequences of this as is t... —equalmoneyportal.org
So I watched a film called “a bittersweet life” which is a well-made South Korean film, and the title of the film interested me more than anything else. I mean it’s interesting when a person first eats bitter tasting food/drinks like a Brussels sprouts or a strong black coffee... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So continuing from my last blog also in connection with day 86/87 of my journey to life blogs: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience indecision regarding moving to a new job because of fearing making the “wrong” decision as taking a financi... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
Blogs in similar relation to this: Day 86: Fear of Losing my Job Day 87: Fear of Losing my Job Part 2 I have been facing a point of Indecision recently regarding what company I will be switching to in the next month. Me and my current boss have had many disagreements in ... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So today while I was going through TV channels I switched over to Russia Today news station, and it was in the middle of a documentary. I don’t know what the documentary was specifically about, but as soon as I turned it on there was a woman speaking about “miracles”. She stat... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as a “giant millionaire god” character in complete separation of myself. I realize that this character is not real as it only exists in my mind, and does not support me in anyway in living what is best for all. ... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
Continuing from my last blog, this character has existed within and as me for a long time as a constant desire to be acknowledged as something “powerful” in this world that only gives orders and does not receive them. Years and years of debt as this character, years of reactin... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
For context on this point check out my other blogs: Day 60: Arrogance and Superiority at work Day 51: Not admitting when i've miscalculated Day 21: "I'm the Boss" Character So I notice that within the job I do right now, and sometimes within my direct family, that whenever a... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe/define the forest/nature/plant life as being “positive” within and as my mind. I realize that I have created a polarity where I believe/define cities to be “negative” and the countryside to be “positive” in to... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So when I was writing my last blog about a fear of the City, what I noticed within the point was that I have lots of positive value in my mind about forests, and anywhere that is close to a lot of plant life in some way. It’s a polarity I have created and been accepting as mys... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So continuing from my last blog – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as fear when going to and being in a city when I realize that this fear is not actually real it is only happening in my head through my acceptance and allowance where I am co... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So i was born in Manchester which is a city in England, yet I have lived most of my life in the south coast town of Bournemouth. It’s interesting that whenever I go to London to pick my son up, or in general go to any city for work or to see friends, that I notice I always hav... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So today I was listening to an economic video where the speaker was talking about various financial market movements around the world. Economy is something that I’m interested in, and I found the video I was watching to be very informative and detailed, however at one point th... —equalmoneyportal.org
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react within and as the pre-programmed mind as an angry annoyed reaction whenever I hear racism being spoken by someone. I realize that this reaction reveals my existence as ego in complete dishonesty, because these r... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So continuing from my last blog, I remember when I was about 10 years old in primary first school, I enjoyed playing football and I was on the school football team at the time. I remember one day during a lunch break that me and a load of other kids played a football game on t... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
For context check out my blogs: Day 45: ashamed of my ethnicity character Day 46: ashamed of my ethnicity character part 2 Day 47: ashamed of my ethnicity character part 3 Racism is a recipe for endless war, for the end of humanity, for our literal extinction. So it... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my job because of accepting and allowing myself to react to various factors within the company I work for which indicate a decline in many areas. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
For context on this point check out my blog: Day 39: Fear of Loss So today was my first day back at work after a long break, and when I was speaking to one of the guys on the team that I met for a coffee, it was clear that both of us have a fear of losing our job. Certain c... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in the mind as annoyance when the female I’m spending a lot of time with recently has period pains and then refuses to assist with doing tasks. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to bel... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So when I was last in a relationship, my ex was in general very lazy, where for instance if I asked her to do a few house chores while I was at work, I would usually come home to find that she had done nothing but sitting on the computer all day, very rarely doing any housewor... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
So 2012 has been and gone, and what did we find out in 2012? We Found out that Government spending/debt is worsening, we found that unemployment/poverty/disease and starvation is worsening, we found out that 1% of humanity is generating more and more profit at the expense of t... —equalmoneyportal.org
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to a person I am close to that uses their phone to text when they are around me as backchat thoughts of “is she cheating on me?” which I realize is based in fear/assumptions and insecurities in my mind that I ha... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
Machines are currently just an extension of the pre-programmed self-interested minds of humans, trying to play god, but through changing ourselves to live what’s best for all we can change our whole starting point in relation to machines so walk with me: I forgive myself t... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
Interesting how we humans keep making machines isn’t it? That we can make such advanced machines now, but yet we still have over 3 billion people living below the poverty line. Always evolving things outside of ourselves, then using these things as references of “human evoluti... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as an exaggeration character within and as myself where I do not take into consideration an act according to what’s best for all, but purely from a starting point of self-interest to create energy for myself as ... —marleypeterbenjamindawkins.blogspot.co.uk
