Mats Bjørnsti

Day 59 - Future projections

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project myself into the future in the mind of going to do something or having accomplished tasks and in that avoiding/missing the practicality of what it takes to walk practically to become and live as a statement as ... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 58 - My starting point pt 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to walk through my days from the starting point of suppression as preoccupying the mind with inputs that gives me an energetic experience instead of stopping when and as a point reveals itself as I am about to reject loo... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 57 - My starting point

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place pressure on myself through an picture, idea and belief of how I must be in terms of living my life as in a ''right'' way instead of seeing and realizing the ridiculousness of trying to live up to this picture, i... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 56 - Postponement pt 5

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use my new job as an excuse for not having energy or time enough to write in the JTL. I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how this is simply a shift in prioriti... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 55 - What I resist persist pt 1

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand the law of resistance as what you resist persist.I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist points I ought to correct by resisting what not to do, instead of stop... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 54 - Postponement pt 4

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to only think about doing a task only to go and waste time entertaining myself until it gets late and I'm feeling sleepy to the point where I am hesitant to get the task done. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allo... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 53 - The voice

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust and believe the voice in my mind going ''I don´t have nothing to write about'' when that in itself is an indication of self dishonesty because I am in this moment proving it to be false.I forgive myself that I h... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 51 - Postponement pt 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not do tasks I set out to do based on a voice in my mind that says ´´it´s not the right time now´´.I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to postpone my tasks when I have a good amount of time left u... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 49 - IMAGEnation of devestation

Letting my imagination run wild is something I´ve done many times throughout my life. Really simply because I accept and allow myself to trust the train of picture thoughts running through my head. I´ve never looked at it as a problem or something I have to investigate and dir... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 47 - Get the fuck out the way

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in a hurry when driving even though I don´t have a time limit.I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to drive so fast that I would have lost my driver license.I forgive myself that I have accepted... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 47 - Hope

So, I notice how I live in and as the hope of something or someone else to change. As to not take self responsibility in every moment, living consistently in a structurally systematic way to ensure progress, dedication and commitment. And so this is a point of self dishonesty ... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 46 - When life is there, and not here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to reject responsibility because I don´t feel like doing what´s gotta be done.I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rather find an excuse and justification that will suit my self interest of a energ... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Capitalism vs Equal Money

I just saw a program on TV about the Spanish economy and how it effects the people. As they loose their job and have to find a way to make a living. This was Spanish families trying to find a way to secure their future with a income to support their families, and the specific ... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 45 - Pushing through the resistances for change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust the judgments in the mind about myself or in relation to another being, instead of realizing I just made it up as a way to justify and excuse my or anthers behavior. I forgive myself that I have accepted and all... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 43 - Trapped

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project an idea of myself as self honest.I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to complicate by over analyzing myself and get myself lost within a mind fuck instead of looking at what it is that the... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 40 - Reflections of mental disorders

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I through thoughts constantly and continuously try to run away from and hide the truth about myself and this world as I know it´s not a pleasant, desired and blissful circumstance to face, but i... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 32 - Self judgment

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to see, realize and understand all the points in where I diminish myself and compromise myself in the mind, especially in points of fear and self judgment. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear expos... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 26 - Failing

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed myself to give in to doubt of succeeding to handle my commitments as the failure character in where I already create a time-loop of failures because I compromised myself into and as the thought of failing and backchat reactions t... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 25 - Self righteous

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed myself to react in anger to and towards other people when and as I see a point of abuse happening and react in anger as ego of self righteousness as being right and good while judging the other being as bad and evil instead of re... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 23 - What a waste of time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not use my skills and abilities as a daily task for my day to enhance my participation in the best interest of all. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only observe other people do their thi... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 20 - The limitations

- I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to realize that I am existing as a procastination character and creating timeloops through not directing myself to the best of my ability of what is required for rebirthing myself as one and equal to life. Within this I commit m... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 19 - Who we be

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from acceptance and intimacy with myself by having to experience that from other people to validate myself for a moment until am looking for acceptance and intimacy again. I forgive myself that I hav... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 18 - Mind or Physical care

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to enjoy myself within the physical. I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to physically enjoy myself in practical actions and activities with my human physical body in breath. I forgive myself that I have accepte... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 17 - next step (2)

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed myself to hope for something more coming my way that will please and fulfill a positive experience for myself to feel good about myself as a happy character that only see through the tunnel vision of thoughts, feelings and emotio... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 16 - Next step

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have lost myself within and as my acceptances and allowances so that I can justify not taking responsibility for who I´ve become as a character in this world. I forgive myself that I have accepted and all... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 15 - Lights, camera, action!

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself of my past experiences to identify myself as a character within existence instead of seeing realizing and understanding that a character defined within the past is not who I am. I forgive myself that ... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 13 - Mind consciousness experiences

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to question and investigating each moment that is a energetic mind experience as I now realize that such experiences has various trigger points connected to fear and money. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myse... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 12 - Judgment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what other people judge me for based on what I do/did. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to search and look for approval just so I can appreciate myself as if I don´t get approval and v... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 11 - Facing myself as an addict (part 2)

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to realize that addictions is programmed patterns of backchat manifested through acting upon the backchat repeatedly over time and leads to habits/addiction. I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to realize that it can... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

Day 10 - Distraction

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to see, realize and understand to which extent I am controlled by the mind and how this direct my participation in this world of self interest and abuse. I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to see, realize and unders... —matsbjornsti.blogspot.com

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