Member since September 2011.

Bio

Born in 1983 and raised in Washington in the USA, I discovered the Desteni material in the course of studying / experiencing 'Spirituality' and 'Ascension'. I immediately understood the Desteni message and material as it was the first practical Common Sense insight into the nature of the 'Human Experience' I had ever heard - which I immediately was able to verify myself through simply looking at myself self honestly.
I began applying myself with Breathing and the practical self-tools of stopping the mind as Self Honesty and applying Self Forgiveness in late 2007 or early 2008 and have experienced within my self application a process of Self Realization and Self Perfection unfolding gradually as I started to take apart my mind and release myself point by point, layer by layer from the preprogrammed, illusionary alternate reality of the mind consciousness system.

As I began stopping myself existing as a mere programmed system, and began living and expressing directly Here as Myself in every moment of Breath, I found myself becoming a much more effective Human Being, as I am now able to take responsibility for everything that I experience within myself, and come to a direct understanding of what is going on inside me, and also what is going in this world / existence and what practical action is required to be taken in changing ourselves and changing this world - to bring about a New World / Existence that is Best for All as Equal and One.

I naturally express myself with Music and Singing, which I am busy developing and perfecting. Quite a satisfying experience, as previously I had suppressed my natural expression through the mind - where I was not aligned with who I really am at all - but only existing as / experiencing myself as a programmed system consisting of patterns of thoughts, feelings, emotions, desires, anxieties, fantasies, etc. In my Process I have experienced a fascinating emergence of myself - emerging from the alternate, mental reality of self delusion and suppression and conditioning - emerging as who I really am as Life, Equal and One with All - and within this - WOW - there is a lot to be expressed because - when standing as All as One as Equal - standing Equal and One with what we have created, accepted and allowed ourselves to become, and our world to become, you can see -- we have quite a mess on our hands. And now it is time to use our hands in ways that practically accumulate towards a new world and way of living that is Best for All.
Within this, daily I am investigating, exposing, and expressing what I am seeing and realizing within and about the daily goings-on and events in this world, and sharing how we can apply ourselves as Human Beings within taking Responsibility, Standing Up, and bringing about a new world through Stopping the accepted and allowed abuse, suppression, and separation within ourselves, through which we have manifested / created the current manifested reality of consequence as this world as it exists, and bringing about a new world / existence through re-birthing ourselves Here as Who we Really Are as Life, as All as One as Equal -- 'beginning' with the practical step of implementing an Equal Money System to support everyone to transcend their self programming, and also end Poverty and Starvation and Crime caused by / created by our current accepted money systems of inequality.

Enjoy!

Matti Freeman

shake it up

here at work, making a video on a whim —youtube.com

placing self in the world

musings about self direction and placement in and as this world —youtube.com

Hesitation & Opportunity

hesitation, and opportunity —youtube.com

starting point on last vid

starting point on last vid? http://www.desteni.co.za —youtube.com

self forgiveness

some self forgiveness —youtube.com

and another thing

and another thing! —youtube.com

take it easy

take it easy! —youtube.com

sunshine

sunshine —youtube.com

sleep?

sleeep, no —youtube.com

weird

weird —youtube.com

Your Self Definition is lost in DEATH!

self definition= the self imposed limitation of self —youtube.com

Education System - The Eradication of Life!

eradication of life through the education system —youtube.com

fearing self dishonesty

fearing selfdishonesty, therein fearing movement in this world? or letting go and moving and observing you and applying self honesty unconditionally —youtube.com

self honesty 2

part 2 self honesty about suppression, judging, separation, anger, excuses —youtube.com

self honesty

speaking about suppression, judgment, excuses, responsibility, embracing all as me —youtube.com

motionless-visualization dependency

experience of feeling motionless and stuck, realizing dependency on visualization to move self —youtube.com