Member since April 2008.

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Have been watching videos since the beginning, started to participate a bit after. Stopped for a relationship then joined back again mid 2010.

Paul Quessy

Dy 473 - Points of Consideration

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the fact that I exist in this world with Trillions upon trillions of other beings and that to only focus on myself is FAR from seeing this world as a whole and that my point of not moving myself to my utmost pote... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 470 - Personal Interests Part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the want to view/play/participate in personal interests wherein I hold onto this energy within me while I think about the interests, and in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 467 - Standing Alone Part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept my own shit when/as I realize that it is not beneficial for my beingness nor beneficial for my application of myself in process, in this my own shit means that points that I see I can apply change to and apply ... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 466 - Standing Alone Part 2

In the last post I was writing about the point of standing alone in relation to the point of stopping smoking and how I have become reliant on another to walk the point with me in order for me to walk the point. What does standing alone mean? Standing alone means to not wait ... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 465 - Standing Alone

Standing Alone is something that I have not done. Let me fill you in on what I mean. Who I have been within process or within myself throughout my life has been a person who has waited for another to move first so that I can follow their actions and their leadership. I would a... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 462 - Limitations Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make excuses and justifications as to why it is that I cannot effectively move within a point in this reality, be it communication, be it directive will, be it a job, be it a temporary physical limitation, and in thi... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 461 - Limitations

Today I was limiting myself from expanding upon a point and pushing myself to be the best that I can be within an area of my life. This limitation was based on physical communication with other humans where I do not speak the language that they primarily speak and thus I allow... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 459 - Changing Within A Moment

What has come up in the recent days is an opportunity to change within a single moment. I have been reacting to certain circumstances within my reality recently and each time I see the movement of the emotions, I see the movement of the thoughts, I see the movement of myself a... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 16 - Frustration With Hypoglycemia Part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sit in bed when I feel weak and feel that I have a low blood sugar , entertaining and allowing thoughts of hoping that the feeling will just fade away so that I can go back to sleep - signalling to the body that I do ... —adiabeticsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 458 - Elliot Rodger and Sexual Health

If you have not been keeping up with recent news about the mass shooting and the thousands of perspectives relating to his mental health, the systemic responsibilities, and the gun control issues in the United States then what you need to know is that a man decided to do go on... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 457 - Seeing Myself As A Failure Part 5

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am a mistake when/as I am approached by another individual that highlights a point that I have missed within this reality and a point that needs my attention and correction - believing that since I did ... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 456 - The Desteni of Living - My Commitment of Principle

I commit myself to Living/Investigating/Implementing these Principles into my Daily Living, if not already, as a Living Commitment to giving myself the Gift of Life and to be a Living Example of Standing as Principles 1. Realising and living my utmost potential 2. Living by ... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 454 - Seeing Myself As A Failure Part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and perceive myself as a failure within that which I apply my effort within, not allowing myself to see the physical reality of what I am doing or what I have created/done because I have blinded myself by allo... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 453 - Seeing Myself As A Failure Part 2

In the previous post I was extrapolating upon the point of seeing myself a failure and having that point resonate throughout my experience of myself on this Earth and come through within the sight of what I have put my effort into. This comes through within most of my actions ... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 451 - Self Acceptance

As I was looking at the title of this blog, I wanted to write the title as,Why don't I accept myself? But even within that question itself there is this resonance of not accepting the fact that I don't accept myself. And that is kinda odd/funny because in asking myself that qu... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 15 - Frustration and Anger with Hypoglycemia Part 2

To continue on from the previous blog there is a point of frustration that I want to write about in relation to going low or being hypoglycemic. A big point of frustration, anger, resentment, annoyance, agitation within diabetes is hypoglycemia while trying to sleep. This poin... —adiabeticsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 450 - Living the Word Responsibility Part 5

I commit myself to explore this definition of responsibility being the ability to respond to what goes on in this world, not from reaction, but from looking and seeing what is here within the physical world and within the mental world to a point of complete living wherein I d... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 449 - Living the Word Responsibility Part 4

So what else does responsibility entail because there certainly are things that responsibility does incorporate, like if I am to simply just watch movies all day, does that incorporate responsibility - I would say no because one is not moving or responding to this world or res... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 448 - Living the Word Responsibility SF

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the things that come up within the mind, to react to thoughts, to react to imaginations, to react to fears, instead of realizing and walking within responsibility wherein I do not need to react to the thought... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 447 - Living the Word Responsibility Part 3

My redefinition was certainly not specific enough as, throughout the day, I have mostly forgotten about the living the redefinition of responsibility, although the point of understanding that I am able to respond to thoughts, and I am the response, and that if I do not respond... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 446 - Living the Word Responsibility Part 2

In the previous post I was writing about how I have separated myself from the word responsibility by defining it to only exist within participating in certain activities/tasks/scenarios which then limits how I am able to live the definition of responsibility in every moment, b... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 445 - Living the Word Responsibility

In the previous posts I was taking a look at responsibility vs self interest and how I have lived my life to experience self interest and avoid any responsibility that I could when I could avoid it, leading myself to create the pattern of valuing self interest over responsibil... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 444 - Control, Wants, and Responsibility Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/understand nor walk within the responsibilities that exist to keep and maintain order in this world, or in my live, and in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take resp... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 443 - Control, Wants and Responsibility

Over the past few days I have been reacting to a point of control. This point of control stems from not being able to do what I would like when I would like to do it because where I am at the moment I am limited to what I can do based on the schedules of other people and must ... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 442 - Dis-Traction From the Physical Part 6

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the excuse and belief that I am too tired to be here with the body to go into the mind and backchat about random thoughts and events from the past I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought "I ... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 14 - Anger and Frustrated when Hypoglycemic

It is quite common for diabetics to experience themselves as frustrated while they go through periods of hypogylycemia. I've experienced this myself many times. I would feel a low coming on or feel low in that moment and have to take myself away from what it was that I was doi... —adiabeticsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 441 - Dis-Traction From The Physical Part 5

Today was another one of the days where I found it hard to move myself in the body and from it feeling like the body was stiff and immovable I found myself participating more in the mind, this is specific to when I awoke. When I awoke I felt like I had not gotten enough slee... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 440 - Dis-Traction From The Physical Part 4

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to move myself within the mind where I allow myself to think about many many things within a short span of time, all to keep myself occupied and entertained I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to g... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 439 - Dis-Traction From The Physical Part 3

So what I have noticed from looking at this pattern is that I often go off into the mind and start thinking when I get up to do a task that I have done very often, like make coffee, or go to the washroom, or brush my teeth - you know, like anything that has been programmed sin... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 438 - Dis-Traction From the Physical Part 2

Before I continue on with further investigating this point in my day, I need to write some SF on this point because I see how often I am participating in this construct without awareness and without direction of myself within it, so this is to give myself the point of responsi... —paulsjourneytolife.blogspot.com