Member since January 2010.
I was born in the rural south of the Netherlands within a church going family wherein father was the help to the local pastor. We lead the life that is acceptable to the eye of the CONgregation. Shame and guilt were important 'standards' to live by so-to-say, which I could not accept as really living; 'I' looked at things in a more mathematical/clinical way, but still as a program, not being able to get out of the box/mindconditioning. Fortunately I was being taught to read and write at the age of three for which I was and still am grateful. Through the 'I' process I am now able to establish agreements/equality relationships with self, my family and all that is here.
I am here to learn to understand myself as oneness and equality of life. To Earth/Birth myself as Life in the Physical.