Member since September 2006.


Talamon Joseph Berta

Day 317 – Controversial topics

These are what they are, with the centralized mass-media, the unofficial and controversial information sources have been spread. What is true, what is fake? This is now every day’s conversation. The information-era is at it’s perils. It’s interesting to see that everyone has b... —

Day 316 – A decade of Process

Reflecting back to my process of what I have realized and sharing one of my greatest challenges I faced during the last decade and how supportive and inspiring the desteni community, online and study material is within changing self-dishonest patterns. I am grateful for the co... —

Day 315 – Why difficult to be Self-honest?

Talking about why can be difficult to apply Self-honesty when facing an opportunity to change. The halo of justifications and excuses to find everywhere and to give into one is enough to give up the decision to change. Giving some examples of how projecting self-defined, pre-j... —

Day 314 – Resistances to Discipline

Recently  I’ve discovered within several areas of my life that one of my most relevant self-limitations is the lack of discipline. Within my DIP pro course’s assignment and my personal projects I’ve realized the lack of progress due to not being disciplined. Also there are sev... —

Day 313 – Tiredness as acceptance

In my last blog I’ve mentioned tiredness. Continuing on that. Let me describe a set of experiences: Always feeling tired, exhausted, sometimes almost literally hurts to move around, but there is nothing wrong with my body, but still, the very existence makes me feel like I am ... —

Day 312 – A sudden tiredness while writing

I was writing about a point when all of a sudden I felt tired. I was writing for a while and then in the next moment I am super tired, and I had to stop writing(typing). I went out, got some fresh air, chilling night, walked around a bit and then realized that this tiredness i... —

Day 311 – Changing the World starts with changing SELF

I am kind of flu-ish right now, but realized this does not stop me from sharing some points today. Let’s look a day like a mini-creation. I mean, I am already created, the world is too, but in terms of what if I would wake up like I am actually a creator, meaning I could liter... —

Day 310 – Why people stop transcending?

Why people stop transcending? Just a quick rant I’ve audio-recorded recently, immediately, when I’ve awaken in my bed(‘that’s why my voice sounds less focused) – then added some video timelapses to create a video  – but to ensure understanding, just transcribed it also here: ... —

Day 309 – Empty movement

Empty movement Concise word-vector to explore today. Nothing serious, yet each word is what it is. Empty, to ensure nothing moves me, but I am me, no thought separates, no negative emotion burns, no positive feeling elevates, but total inner transparency down to the inner core... —

Day 308 – Child’s brick wall mind model

Talking about the ‘model’ of brick wall mind of a child and how comes that most of the innocent, clever and awesome kids when they grow up ending up having all kinds of mental and emotional scars and problems to have anxiety, doubt, addiction, depression, fears, etc and thus c... —

Day 307 – Anxiety/excitement separation

An interesting point opened up – I was about to go to a place with someone and I had this experience of anxiety and excitement at the same time. It was not even certain if it’s positive or negative, I guess it was neither and both at the same time. However it was not direct an... —

Day 308 – Rebuilding self

Rebuilding Self I remember, when I was talking with Bernard, he told me that once I decompose my mind and personality, I will be able to re-create, rebuild a completely new me, according to who I want to be and become. That seemed strange in that time, about 6-7 years ago, but... —

Day 307 – Challenge of all secret thoughts exposure

This is something like a challenge, Cerise and Joe asked to consider it: “Imagine for a moment that every person you’ve ever had a thought about, ever pictured something about, ever had a fantasy about became fully aware, in absolute detail of the contents of your thoughts. Ev... —

Day 306 – Integrity revisiting

Let’s walk around the word Integrity again. Dictionary: the quality of being honest and having strong moral principles. the state of being whole and undivided. Often can be read online about certain politicians ‘not having integrity’ – meaning they deceit, lie, cheat, use and ... —

Day 305 – Integrity to establish

I always was fascinated about other humans, even though I was more of an introvert observer type, but until this day whenever I am alone among other strangers, such as being on a train or metro, airplane or at the doctor’s waiting room, to look at people and this inherent curi... —

Day 304 – Resistance to Expansion

Investigating my resistances and limitations in relation to live the word Expansion. Expanding, expressing, exploring, experiencing. It’s about self-movement, self-direction. If I do not trust myself unconditionally, I stop expanding or rather not even starting it. What reason... —

Day 303 – Resistance to writing and knowing self

I communicate with quite some people who starts to grasp the self-support and practical value for writing within self-honesty for accumulate more understanding of problems and possible solutions. It’s quite common to face a resistance to writing. Thought-based, emotion-based o... —

Day 302 – Leap of Unknown

Patterns everywhere. Even when I open the text editor to type, I’ve had this drive from within, which I stopped from with a breath and inner silence. Today I’ve watched Joao’s video on Why not to trust Motivation and indeed – it’s separation, conditional, which begins and ends... —

Day 301 – Center Presence

I am sitting here and feeling the blood pressuring in my veins. I guess I like this experience, because this is an indication that I am not following thoughts, being preoccupied with rushing towards something in the future, but I am quite present. Although if I would give too ... —

Day 300 – Daily expansion

I am starting a challenge – every day sharing. Not just sharing, but to face a point and direct myself to change. No matter what little that point would be or if it’s insignificant. But the relevance is the consistent movement, direction and thus accumulation of self-trust and... —

Day 299 From Movies to Transcend Consciousness

Recently watched some great movies and reflecting back to the systematic nature of Consciousness and how is possible to understand how the human mind works in order to assist and support ourselves with practical change. First watched the In the Mouth of Madness (1994), then Th... —

Day 298 – EQAFE Fears and Phobias of car accidents: my experience

Today I’d like to talk about overcoming fears and phobias. Specifically how I found support in relation to a specific topic I always resisted and suppressed: cars and driving. I did my driving license about 3 years ago and it was quite late, I was around 33 years old back then... —

Day 297 – Computer usage + presence

I find it timely to start walking the process and support, realignment and change in relation to physical presence awareness, direction and breathing WHILE sitting at and using computer. Well, using computers is big part of my current life, it always mostly was since childhood... —

Day 296 – Insignificant moments

Transcendence with the tiny moments. I’ve made a vlog: Transcription of the video: Even the least significant moments can be actual accumulation for taking the momentum against(to stand up to) one’s self-limiting mind. For instance I’ve just cleared the toothbrush after wasti... —

Day 295 – Driving within presence

I’ve wrote a big rant on my experiences, impressions, some details of what happened recently, how I felt, but I’ve decided to skip sharing that part – not as it’s secret, just too much detail. Sometimes I go into more details than necessary and in a way what I recognize, expos... —

Day 294 Re-aligning Change itself

Continuing on breath support in terms of stopping any mind-patterns what suppress or sabotage natural and effective breathing and awareness of physical presence. What I notice is that when I write and apply self-forgiveness, open up points, work through specific patterns and t... —

Day 293 – Driving self-correction reflection

Yesterday I wrote about going into reactions and losing presence, thus not breathing effectively, ‘properly’ within awareness here while driving and brought up the most relevant patterns I encounter on the road. I was bringing up a lot of situations wherein I find it more comm... —

Day 292 – Driving self-correction to breathe

I continue with decomposing the self-belief, hope and expectation, annoyance and actual fear behind these points I’ve opened up in the last post. It’s such a journey to discover a whole existence hidden within and the more resistances, excuses and reactions I experience in rel... —

Day 291 – Breath Self-forgiveness

So Self-forgiveness here it is within the continuation of the previous post: I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to not be aware of when I do in-breathe more intensely than out-breathing, because believing that ‘taking a deep breath’ is what helps me to be here, prese... —

Day 290 – One breath at a time

In my last post I finished with ‘I will continue to explore about breathing’ as what’s better than explaining the process? Walking, sharing and living it!’ This means to focus on my own ‘breathing points‘, where I can have this physical pressure experience, like a stinging pus... —

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