Member since September 2006.


Talamon Joseph Berta

Day 250 – Driving self-correction part 2

Self-correcting statements continued in regarding to driving. One might ask why I bother writing down these, am I not that super-aware that I just simply decide and do these – it’s question of self-honesty really, one must see what is the most effective way to realize all patt... —

Day 249 – Driving Self-correction part 1

After opening up some points with Self-forgiveness about what to change: Day 246 – Part 1 Self-forgiveness Day 247 – part 2 – positive Day 248 – part 3 – hesitation I start to write some self-correction too. As I mentioned before, it’s not ‘just’ about driving, because the p... —

Day 248 – Driving Self-forgiveness – hesitation

Continuing with Driving Self-forgiveness I’ve wrote down two events, what occurred yesterday quite detailed in fact while driving; when I went into hesitation and ‘followed thoughts’ in my mind, indicating that I stop applying directive principle, but became reactive, from par... —

Day 247 – Driving Self-forgiveness part 2 – positive

So, driving – in the previous I sketched most of the fears, now let’s bring the opposite side to the table…positive! One would ask why to investigate positively defined reactions, but in truth, it still can be self-interest, self-delusion the same way as the ones defined as ‘n... —

Day 246 – Driving Self-forgiveness

Continuing with the fears I held onto before starting driving. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear from hitting by a car and thus defining cars as things I do not like. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear from identifyi... —

Day 245 – Seeing the Matrix with Self-forgiveness

Today wanted to continue with the fear-paranoia aspects I had before started driving, but this point opened up to be able to explain Self-forgiveness. As more people asks about what and why I do with this Process around me, it’s supportive to clarify it, even to myself. And sh... —

Day 244 – Driving car Self-forgiveness opening

Judgements while driving. Let’s open it up and to see where it goes… I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge people based on how fast or slow they drive, that is how I perceive as limiting me, for instance if someone drives slowly, defining the person... —

Day 243 – Impromptu Self-forgiveness about judgement

I’ve wrote about quite some topics recently, however today I bring impromptu Self-forgiveness to see what comes… it’s not fully ‘developed and walked through’ post, but I see that I am still integrating into my new schedule and I’d rather focus to consistency than ideas of per... —

Day 242 – Writing the blog re-alignment

I see I have not written the amount of blogs I decided to, so opening up some points to here to direct and re-align. If I look into myself, it’s simple – I want to write as much as possible, there are so many things I realize, I want to share, I want to direct, write through, ... —

Day 241 The level of understanding

What I’ve became aware about yesterday was based on a random event, which made me realize how ‘fragile’ can be an individual’s understanding of reality. I start with this event and then I rant from there through this topic: understanding. My new home is in a resort area of a s... —

Day 240 – Don’t Think you are, Know you are

Days ago, while I was showering I realized that I was thinking and as I looked that process, I was busy thinking about information I already know and tried to stimulate myself with impressions, reactions about it, which then triggered another thought-processes and all of a sud... —

Day 239 – Explaining my process

I’ve been requested to explain what I actually do with this Journey to Life process and in overall of desteni principles, tools, supports. It’s an interesting opportunity, especially, because these people can be referred as my friends, who know me since a while, even before I ... —

Day 235 – The False Power of the Hate

The False Power of the Dark side of Hate I was watching Mr. Robot series – it’s quite interesting with many great reflection to our (f)society. There is a character within it who explains something about hate: “I hated myself – still do. Thought that shit was a weakness for a... —

Desteni Movie Night: Mad Max: Fury Road

Discussion about the new Mad Max movie Destonian style. Who killed the world? Finding redemption in a hostile environment. Where to place the seeds of Life in the desert of the real? Fury Road Symbolism: What can we relate to Self-realization from this epic piece of artwork?... —

Day 234 – Asking and answering to SELF – VLOGS

Started to share VLOGS again to share some points in regarding to investigating and stopping Self-limitation and how to establish Principle as LIFE to live. Just an overall, impromptu share of where I stand within my process currently and what I have realized thus far. Re-defi... —

Day 233 – Phantom & Preferences and Beyond

Tonight we had another Desteni Movie Night – The Phantom of the Opera. It was a cool musical – not just the music, the singing, the acting, but the story as well. This reminded me to an obvious self-judgement point from my past: I mostly visit psychedelic trance music parties... —

Desteni Movie Night: The Phantom of the Opera

Discussion about the dimensions of love and affection, what drives us to go into extremes of desires to lose ourselves and why we accept to exist within self-judgement and shame. What is the solution to stop and prevent self-hate while still getting what we want while consider... —

Day 232 – Reviewing Desteni Movie Nights

More than a year I am participating and hosting movie and TV-series reviews, discussions with people who are walking Desteni I Process courses. There is a certain perspective these courses give, which is very effective for understanding our mind, behaviour and also to find and... —

Desteni Movie Night: The Godfather - YouTube

The Godfather - How a man can completely change by small and insignificant steps to lose his innocence from where there is apparently no turning back and how... —

Day 231: Agreement Course for Self-support

Agreement Course Trouble with relationships? Or to even realize how to approach dreams, desires, one’s own mind and challenges? What is Self- and mutual agreement and how to learn to not only understand but be able to change self in accordance what is practical love? This cour... —

Desteni Movie Night: Mr. Robot

The awesome Mr. Robot series is rich in substance: Social anxiety, drugs, relationships, heroes, evil corporations, hackers and secret organizations, justice and revenge, cultural judgments and secret mind, family programming and so on...All of this discussed in relation to re... —

Desteni Movie Night: Groundhog Day

Groundhog Day movie review in relation to Self-realization: How our daily life can relate to the Groundhog day's story to realize and live our utmost potential? Do you feel stuck in your life? Ask questions within the hangout's Q&A section during the live discussion for our ... —

[JTL Day 230] Preventing further annoyance

Continuing with the Annoyance/frustration point from my last post: [JTL Day 229] Movement and change – frustration/annoyance Recently I did not experience much of a frustration, however things went quite bad around sometimes, but I was able to apply common sense and rather foc... —

[JTL Day 229] Movement and change – frustration/annoyance

(The blog moves from Blogger to WordPress – only due to technical limitations of Blogger – currently WordPress seems to be less limited – I am not yet sure that I would keep the, until that I share the post at both places) I was on holiday with limi... —

Desteni Movie Night: Les Misérables

In this Live hangout we discuss the Musical: Les Misérables based on the story of Victor Hugo. Speaking about poverty, law, religion, politics, revolution, love in relation to the Les Misérables. You can ask questions within the Q&A Section in relation to the musical and the... —

[JTL Day 228] Breath Control decomposition

Walking through all the programs of my mind in relation to control, breathing... I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to think any concept, belief, definition, rule, regulation, law, habit or any judgement-based idea about how to breath, breath properly, breath a... —

[JTL Day 227] Everybody dies

This is a reminder of what is really going on here and to share a common sense point, because this might not be that obvious in overall: Everybody dies I remember when my sister considered me once as a 'strange man who thinks about death' - well, not exactly, but it doe... —

[JTL Day 226] Control attempt to overcome fear

Within this post I continue the CONTROL decomposition, which might seem quite 'personal', it is in fact each and every single human's responsibility to recognize the importance of Self-honesty within the practical application of Self-forgiveness to release the patterns one con... —

[JTL Day 225] Ranting on why I needed CONTROL

I continue with the CONTROL decomposition. Here is a little rant on my mind personality on control from my childhood: There are things what I want to control, and there are what I don't care. Everything within my interest I wanted to control because of my belief that suppo... —

[JTL Day 224] Decomposing the strive for CONTROL

Home fields I continue with my personality decomposition, this time choosing the word: CONTROL. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want control, to have control, believing because otherwise I have nothing against fear and pain, meaning fearing from l... —