Member since September 2006.


Talamon Joseph Berta

Day 262 – Decomposing spiritual mind

Within walking self-realization I’ve acknowledged that I took refugee within certain spiritual agendas, what later proven to be limited, thus letting all go is common sense. Last time, within this post I’ve shared some of my story. Here I refer to the word Spirituality to any ... —

Day 261 – Decomposing delusions part 2 – spirituality

Continuing from the Previous post, where I reached the point of opening up Spirituality. Within the video I’ve linked below I am sharing some context, my story, before walking the Self-forgiveness about my experiences with Spirituality. 2016.03.27. Sharing how I realized that ... —

Day 259 – Party, Drugs and Awareness part 2

Dancing continued from where I stopped in the last post. This time I dig deeper into the mechanics of my mind, how I experienced myself and things, what was the reason I went into trance dance and how I tried to use to transcend my limitations and eventually how I realized tha... —

Day 258 – Party, Drugs and Awareness part 1

Recently I’ve visited a contemporary dance event, it’s type was psytrance. Since quite some years I visit these kind of parties and as I’ve changed during my process of self-realization, my starting point, experience and the very self-expression also have been transformed, whi... —

Day 257 – Why the devil is in the details?

Why people keep saying that? What does it really mean? I approach this from the concept of Self-honesty today. Let’s imagine a self, someone who is capable of not lying to oneself. It does not seem too far fetched at first – especially when somebody considers things in overall... —

Day 256 – Act Immediately

A reminder to act immediately when there is something to do – the more I accept myself not moving when I feel I should, the more I sabotage myself. Why it is common sense to push myself through resistances to direct movement without hesitation/fear? Why it’s not self-honest to... —

Day 255 – Opening up wounds to fully heal

I had a blister yesterday, which I am going to use as an analogy for Self-realization. My stove has the pipe into the chimney, which is covered with white enamel paints and at one part it is wearing out from the constant heat changes and yesterday, while I started to make fire... —

Day 254 – Walking through resistances to driving

Talking about practical change – in this practical example: learning to drive. I had resistances for decades to driving and having a car until it was frustratingly limiting. Some years ago, as I was walking Desteni I Process courses with the group since some years, I’ve decide... —

Day 253 – Urban Judgements to Stop

Last time I wrote about how I got attached to the pre-defined idea of ‘undefined’. This is a process of investigating what blocks me to effectively expand with the skill of navigation and realizing that it is of a form of self-sabotage as I am automatically making myself busy... —

Day 252 -Attached to Undefined

In my last blog post I’ve opened up memories and reactions, associations in regarding the word ‘navigation’ and I’ve realized that there are some tendencies I would like to purify from my personality. I’ve mentioned before how I was deliberately developing ways to sabotage my ... —

Day 251 – My resistance to urban navigation

Budapest, 2002 I am becoming effective on remembering routes I visit multiple times and I see my navigation skills also starting to expand, which was previously prevented by focusing more to driving, car handling and traffic situations. I see as supportive to write about navig... —

Day 250 – Driving self-correction part 2

Self-correcting statements continued in regarding to driving. One might ask why I bother writing down these, am I not that super-aware that I just simply decide and do these – it’s question of self-honesty really, one must see what is the most effective way to realize all patt... —

Day 249 – Driving Self-correction part 1

After opening up some points with Self-forgiveness about what to change: Day 246 – Part 1 Self-forgiveness Day 247 – part 2 – positive Day 248 – part 3 – hesitation I start to write some self-correction too. As I mentioned before, it’s not ‘just’ about driving, because the p... —

Day 248 – Driving Self-forgiveness – hesitation

Continuing with Driving Self-forgiveness I’ve wrote down two events, what occurred yesterday quite detailed in fact while driving; when I went into hesitation and ‘followed thoughts’ in my mind, indicating that I stop applying directive principle, but became reactive, from par... —

Day 247 – Driving Self-forgiveness part 2 – positive

So, driving – in the previous I sketched most of the fears, now let’s bring the opposite side to the table…positive! One would ask why to investigate positively defined reactions, but in truth, it still can be self-interest, self-delusion the same way as the ones defined as ‘n... —

Day 246 – Driving Self-forgiveness

Continuing with the fears I held onto before starting driving. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear from hitting by a car and thus defining cars as things I do not like. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear from identifyi... —

Day 245 – Seeing the Matrix with Self-forgiveness

Today wanted to continue with the fear-paranoia aspects I had before started driving, but this point opened up to be able to explain Self-forgiveness. As more people asks about what and why I do with this Process around me, it’s supportive to clarify it, even to myself. And sh... —

Day 244 – Driving car Self-forgiveness opening

Judgements while driving. Let’s open it up and to see where it goes… I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge people based on how fast or slow they drive, that is how I perceive as limiting me, for instance if someone drives slowly, defining the person... —

Day 243 – Impromptu Self-forgiveness about judgement

I’ve wrote about quite some topics recently, however today I bring impromptu Self-forgiveness to see what comes… it’s not fully ‘developed and walked through’ post, but I see that I am still integrating into my new schedule and I’d rather focus to consistency than ideas of per... —

Day 242 – Writing the blog re-alignment

I see I have not written the amount of blogs I decided to, so opening up some points to here to direct and re-align. If I look into myself, it’s simple – I want to write as much as possible, there are so many things I realize, I want to share, I want to direct, write through, ... —

Day 241 The level of understanding

What I’ve became aware about yesterday was based on a random event, which made me realize how ‘fragile’ can be an individual’s understanding of reality. I start with this event and then I rant from there through this topic: understanding. My new home is in a resort area of a s... —

Day 240 – Don’t Think you are, Know you are

Days ago, while I was showering I realized that I was thinking and as I looked that process, I was busy thinking about information I already know and tried to stimulate myself with impressions, reactions about it, which then triggered another thought-processes and all of a sud... —

Day 239 – Explaining my process

I’ve been requested to explain what I actually do with this Journey to Life process and in overall of desteni principles, tools, supports. It’s an interesting opportunity, especially, because these people can be referred as my friends, who know me since a while, even before I ... —

Day 235 – The False Power of the Hate

The False Power of the Dark side of Hate I was watching Mr. Robot series – it’s quite interesting with many great reflection to our (f)society. There is a character within it who explains something about hate: “I hated myself – still do. Thought that shit was a weakness for a... —

Desteni Movie Night: Mad Max: Fury Road

Discussion about the new Mad Max movie Destonian style. Who killed the world? Finding redemption in a hostile environment. Where to place the seeds of Life in the desert of the real? Fury Road Symbolism: What can we relate to Self-realization from this epic piece of artwork?... —

Day 234 – Asking and answering to SELF – VLOGS

Started to share VLOGS again to share some points in regarding to investigating and stopping Self-limitation and how to establish Principle as LIFE to live. Just an overall, impromptu share of where I stand within my process currently and what I have realized thus far. Re-defi... —

Day 233 – Phantom & Preferences and Beyond

Tonight we had another Desteni Movie Night – The Phantom of the Opera. It was a cool musical – not just the music, the singing, the acting, but the story as well. This reminded me to an obvious self-judgement point from my past: I mostly visit psychedelic trance music parties... —

Desteni Movie Night: The Phantom of the Opera

Discussion about the dimensions of love and affection, what drives us to go into extremes of desires to lose ourselves and why we accept to exist within self-judgement and shame. What is the solution to stop and prevent self-hate while still getting what we want while consider... —

Day 232 – Reviewing Desteni Movie Nights

More than a year I am participating and hosting movie and TV-series reviews, discussions with people who are walking Desteni I Process courses. There is a certain perspective these courses give, which is very effective for understanding our mind, behaviour and also to find and... —

Desteni Movie Night: The Godfather - YouTube

The Godfather - How a man can completely change by small and insignificant steps to lose his innocence from where there is apparently no turning back and how... —