Thomas La Grua

Writing to realize and understand Integrity

I have often used the word, “realize” without actually understanding what “realize” says about me in terms of my internal and external relationships, realizing me within and as this physical-reality. I guess ‘realizing’ is a step in the process of determining the answer to the... —

Welcome to the Machine – Part One

For some time now, I’ve been writing on the subject of information accountability and its relationship to integrity, how through information accountability we may be able to assist ourselves individually and collectively to cultivate a form integrity within and as humanity. I ... —

Self Forgiveness

The last 6 months have been like the last 6 years, a journey of realizations and changes. The main points for me continue to be stopping the mind and changing my relationship to alcohol. I have come to realize that these two points are one in the same: participate in one, and ... —

Self Forgiveness on Power and Authority

In the last two days, I’ve had some more strange dreams. I wouldn’t call them nightmares because I don’t associate fear with them; however, there has been once again the issue of escaping, so I guess the fear is there, just on a level that I’m not recognizing its source point ... —

Heading which way?

I’ll begin with the dream last night. Somehow I lost my head. A doctor was however able to give me a donor head. I felt that it made me look kind of like a female; however, it was certainly better than no head at all. When I returned from wherever it was that I had gotten my n... —

More little points

Yesterday as I was exiting a 7-11, I looked up and saw a woman walking into the store, smiling at me. I smiled back; we both said hi, and I continued walking, but not without turning around and looking at what had brought me to suddenly smile, a smile just came out. As I looke... —

The Harboring an Energetic Personality system

I now realize to an extent why we as beings of and as existence have for all-time been spiraling towards non-existence – as beings. It’s because the principle of equality and oneness (as a state/statement of existence) had never before been realized or understood by beings; th... —

Self Forgiveness

Self forgiveness I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think/believe that, in general the vast majority of people are just plain stupid. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge “people” as being stupid, and within this judgment, no... —

Desteni Testimony: Part 4

The way I write what I call technical writing – sometimes for the purpose of explaining and/or persuading people to consider, and sometimes just for fun to see if I am able to put the pieces/words/me together so that they and I are able to stand as one – is to write out fragme... —

Information Secrecy vs Information Accountability

Where there is a lack of Information/Internet Accountability, there is a lack of Integrity; where there is a lack of Integrity, there is Abuse. For us to end the abuse within and as the Internet, we must establish Accountability. It begins with the people. —

Desteni Testimony: The Cult Question Revisited part 3

Continuing with my Desteni Testimony, which is also a testament of me, where I am in my process. Process is as it sounds, a series of actions directed to an end/beginning. The Desteni I Process (I would say) is a process in which one – with the assistance and support of others... —

Desteni Testimony: The Cult Question Revisited Part 2

Continuing on with my observations, experiences, and changes that I have realized through my participation with Desteni. First let’s once again get this cult question out the way. I’d say that the word, “Cult” implies brainwashing, a word that triggers in many people a reactio... —

Internet Information Accountability

The issue of Internet Privacy is being used in reference to keeping one’s digital information/data secret/concealed from criminals, corporations, governments and the likes of the NSA. However, I would say that this term is being misused, perhaps intentionally for the purpose o... —

Desteni Testimony, the Cult question Revisited

I’m writing this testimony about me and my involvement/participation with Desteni, not as an insider who has physically been to the Desteni farm, but as one who has extensively researched the information, and participated in the I-process. To be honest, what most surprised me ... —

Equal Money and the Basic Income Grant | Equal Money for Dummies

Getting representatives of Equal Money elected to the positions or offices where changes may be initiated in accordance with the Rule of Law requires the support of a lot of people, not just your votes, but also your money, time and your labor. Here (again) the question of “Wh... —

Writing through

For the last 5-6 months, writing has been an extreme chore. It’s not that it’s been difficult for me to sit down and do it; no, it’s that what has come come out hasn’t stayed on the point. What point is or was there to stay on I might ask myself. I don’t have any points that j... —

Life’s Matter of Relationships | Equal Money for Dummies

Life as a foundation is a matter of relationships from within and as which, a seed may – depending upon the Equality its relationships or Ecosystem – grow and flourish or wither and die. The Equality of the relationships define and determine the nature of everything within and... —

Equal Money and some Real Change | Equal Money for Dummies

Historically speaking,   change has usually been defined “For us” in  the lines  of the Revolution, hypocritical politicians, and misinformation of the Corporate media. And, as long as the consumers were kept well fed, few seemed to notice or care that the change for the “bett... —

Equal Money for Dummies 1

Some points that have come up in writing about Equal Money: my starting point, direct democracy, the role of the human, robotics... —

Equal Money and The Political Process | Equal Money for Dummies

Although Politics, in it’s traditional role will no longer Be in Equal Money, it’s important to understand the workings of the current political processes: firstly to realize why it is necessary to redesign the entire system, and secondly so as to facilitate the implementation... —

The New World Order: Perception vs Reality | Equal Money for Dummies

There is an enormous gap between the physical reality and our perception of it; so enormous that we may even be perceiving ourselves from the inside looking out, like a hole in One in reverse. Everyday, we are bombarded by so much external stimuli that we end up filtering-out... —

Investigating the Frequencies in/as the words I speak

Taking a detour from what I’ve recently been focused on, I’m going to write about what I’ve been experiencing over the last couple of weeks concerning words. While teaching sentence patterns to a group of teenage students, I noticed that the words I was using were coming up wi... —

Equal Money: What’s in It for Me? | Equal Money for Dummies

In the last post we talked about the Foundation of “Oneness and Equality within and as the principles of what is best for All.” This starting point is specific; for in striding to build perfection, it is only logical to begin with the foundation of equal standing. What’s in it... —

The Foundation | Equal Money for Dummies

Previously: Equal Money (EM) is a comprehensive, Earth-friendly solution that is being developed to replace the old world-system of Money – designed for power and control, with a new world-system of Equality – designed to function in the best interests of All. The basis of EM ... —

The World System of Money and Human effect | Equal Money for Dummies

The World System of Money is the outward manifested representation1 of humanity’s – systematic – relationship to itself and everything else. The Human-effect is the phenomenon whereby, from the small/within to the big/without, we – equal as one – define; thus determine the Eff... —

Continuing with Systems | Equal Money for Dummies

In the previous blog-post, we broke-down a system to “imagine” its smallest particle or “singularity,” so as to visualize the basis of a system, how each single part, regardless of its location and/or grouping within and as the whole, inescapably function equal-as-one in defin... —

What's all this Talk about Systems?

A system is a set of connected things or parts forming a complex whole, in particular; or a set of things working together as parts of a mechanism or an interconnecting network (source: Google search, “system”). The World System is the sum/total of the connections or relations... —

What is Equal Money

Equal Money (EM) is a comprehensive, Earth-friendly solution that is being developed to replace the old world-system of Money – designed for power and control, with a new world-system of Equality – designed to function in the best interests of All. The basis of EM is that, all... —

Decision Beyond the Decision

Below is part of a post that I completed a couple days ago. “Recently, someone I’ve known for more than 20 years, called me to inform me of an opportunity to perhaps work in Thailand as a contracts administrator in the same company he is currently working. Through-out the y... —

The World System of Money in Crisis

Previously on The World Money System: The world system – like it or not, is the manifested representation of what is here, in/on/as planet earth. Flowing within and from the world-system is the world system of money – the manifested representation of humanity's relationship t... —