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Tormod Hvidsten Gjedrem

Day 735 – trace.it.back.to.self

we are born equals. we all have a mind consciousness system to deal with. we are all equally responsible for everything that takes place on this earth of ours. all of it. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to give the world some slack, meaning I... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

process vlog october 2016

where I am within walking my desteniiprocess, what are my living words, where is my focus and my overall idea of process enjoy! learn the tools: eqafe.com/ desteniiprocess.com/ lite.desteniiprocess.com/ desteni.org/ enjoy breathe ! —youtube.com

Day 639 – Judging myself for not painting

I started to paint in 2005. Or should I say I started to paint regularly since 2005. It was me and my mom out driving in the streets of Stavanger and my mom asks me if I did not want to start to paint. Her father was a painter and the idea triggered me with trying to express m... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 633 – Fear of starting my own business

fear is a illusion self forgiveness I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to start my own company where I give into thinking I would do something wrong with the papers or I would somehow fail and loose my money with my company and I would somehow f... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 632 – Suicides in psychiatry

Why do we have so many suicides in psychiatry? What can we do in society to prevent it from happening? How do we deal with it ? To understand why there is so many suicides in psychiatry, we must understand what difficulties psychiatry and psychological suffering really is. P... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 614 – It is all energies (Jar of Self – Forgiveness)

(an old bike of mine – Stavanger/Norway 2000 something) What is Self-forgiveness? It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, ... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 606 – Savior character

For a deeper understanding of this character I would recommend to investigate this product from eqafe: https://eqafe.com/p/saviour-complex-life-review Self forgiveness: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into my savior character where I think I am... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 603 – Personality of acting in despair

This world is inn a dire state. No doubt about it. And even if you do not buy into the typical climate crisis – which is mostly hype, there are serious problems in this world as of what goes form nature and animals and how we treat each other as living beings. Slavery, abuse, ... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 566 – Child in time

I am giving it s a shot to simply write out from a empty mind. I realize that much of the key in my process, as of now, here, is to live like a child. Matthews 18 from the Bible. To enter heaven you must become a (the) child. I realize this and I see myself living breathing pl... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 565 – Loss

I have experienced some loss. The loss of our family dog when I was about 16. It was a dear old dog, that gave pups tow times. Bobsey, she was called. She died as a old dog of cancer as I remember it. I found her, stiff, under the veranda. I learned something from here. I lear... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 563 – The character of characters / self creator / self responsibility

I have been living characters for approximately 30 years. Characters that are a part of a pre program and a specific design. A opinion – given. A character from a given a opinion and then later it gives me a my direction in life. A directive from a point of egoism and polarity... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 559 – Going into psychosis over desire/suppressing of reactions.

The last 10 – 15 days I have experienced talking to a woman, about normal life and trivial stuff that we participate in. I soon took on a character of seeking relationship and desire from this. This talking with this woman, have resulted in me, having lots of reactions and fri... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 558 – Irritasjon / anger / malfunction

I realize that I today have some instant fall backs within my mind & living, and within my way of letting things get into me, and create a bother out of it. I let into myself grains of sand, issues, I react inside to them with anger. Instead of seeing the pearl wisdom of these... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 556 – Honest

I research myself within my participation with desteni.org, and I realize that there are certain points that are more prominent than others. Within me. Like this point of reading loud to myself from blogs and articles. I want to give myself the best possible treating and servi... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 550 – My relationship to energies

My relationship to energies When I say the word: “energies” – out loud to myself, I see these different shapes and colures, red and blue. Separated, red and blue and also I see this electric adapter. So why do I see these shapes and colures? I realize that red is representing,... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

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Day 356 – Addicted to voices

Addicted to voices – A life in and out of hell I have been living 20 years with hearing voices. All sorts of stuff. From the most obscene and cold hearted voices to music and trivial stuff. I have been living with these voices like they were a part of me. I have defined mysel... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

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Day 534 – Being drawn and directing

I am living my life with more and more time having the self directing power of myself and my mind and living. What seams important for me to remind myself of here is that, what I have and carry within will be reflected without and within my surroundings and my world and living... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 512 – Nuclear radiation is a scam

I watched this video and I was quite surprised by what was said and proven. For years and years I have been living in fear of nuclear science. I have bought all the scare propaganda from groups like Greenpeace and Hollywood, through brainwashing and news, telling me that nucle... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Day 510 – Electroconvulsive therapy

  ECT or electroshock therapy. It is maybe one of the most debated treatments on where activist and health staff/professionals are clashing with each other. In western medicine we see a clear gathering of activist and user right organizations that claim their truth and their ... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com

Nervousness and paranoia - what is it ?

http://forum.desteni.org/ Investigate: http://desteni.org/ Check out a free writing course: http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/ Lets delete poverty: http://livingincome.me/ Self perfection: https://eqafe.com/ My blogg: http://tormodhvgj.wordpress.com/ —youtube.com

Day 506 – Schizophrenia and Jani from YouTube.

The story of Jani is quite unique. I would suggest to investigate the YouTube videos that I have placed within here to learn about children with Schizophrenia. I must say it triggers my mind and my, emotion to see that children as young as 3,4,5 and 6 year old are being diagno... —tormodhvgj.wordpress.com