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Day 674: A Past to Present Perspective

(In the Future Sense of Now): The past is a pause on the present to perpetuate a preferred preference, idea of how we think things should have been, ‘if only I would have…” a statement of predisposition, in positioning ourselves in a precarious state or place of time looping ... —

Day 442 - Speak up, son!

To be a man. To be seen as a man. To hold my body as a man. To sound like a man! This is but one way I've oriented myself, through the backchat comparison of Self to Man. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see myself as 'less than' those who hold themselve... —

611. Assuming What Others Are Experiencing

I’ve written a couple of blogs about assuming and how I have to take a breath, and slow down whenever I see myself doing this, but the reality is that stopping is not the only solution because there is a righteousness veil within considering that ‘I know that what I’m seeing, ... —

Drowning in the imagination Day 803

Drowning in the imagination We spend 13 years in a box, being told stories about this world, a general scaffold of information in separation is imparted through a direct instruction model without real direct access to the real movement of this reality. We practice this in o... —

565: Desteni and the Potential

A few weeks ago I was at the bank to deposit some money for a client. While I was there, the person behind the counter stopped what she was doing to mention that if the person who was receiving the deposit was not physically in the bank, they would not be able to transfer/wire... —

Day 441 - Reboot Writer Charcter

Option A) Let shame compound and drive me further into the ground. Option B) Just start writing. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a million and one expectations for myself as a writer, and shut myself down before I begin. I forgive myse... —

Day 673: A Self-Supporting Perspective

The act of doing for ourselves what we think we can’t and need others to do for us, i.e, come save me from the shit of a life I’ve created for myself, because I can barely breathe, due to the suffocating experience we perpetuate onto ourselves, by accepting the inundating of t... —

Redefining and Living the Word Responsibility - In Class Blog Writing

When it comes to taking responsibility, I have not usually appreciated or enjoyed the idea. Even though, I realized that by taking responsibility for something like getting a project done or working with people, that I would also be gaining opportunity to learn, I also felt pr... —

Redefining and Living the Word Responsibility_Freshman AU1 In-class Blog Post

When it comes to taking responsibility, I have not usually appreciated or enjoyed the idea. Even though, I realized that by taking responsibility for something like getting a project done or working with people, that I would also be gaining opportunity to learn, I also felt p... —

Day 354 – Projection and Responsibility

Suppression vs courage with responsibility Dis-empowerment vs confidence with understanding These are so intertwined at the moment, thus walking them together, but at the end, it’s all about dealing with fear. Most of these points and realizations did not just ‘occur’ to me, I... —

Day 672: Without a Shadow of a Doubt

[An Analogy of Self] The Thomas that doubted made a promise with his mind to not believe anything that anyone said, and so lived be a code of self-dishonesty. Shouting in disgust that his world is corrupt and that something needed to change, I’ve been through religion, I’ve b... —

Day 455: Warmth

We are approaching the Christmas festivities and for me, the introductory events have already begun. The way Christmas is celebrated in my country of Sweden, is usually by eating a lot of food and drinking alcoholic beverages of different kinds, and then by giving gifts. I do ... —

Whorling / Worlding What does a structural resonance ? Day 801

Recently, I have noticed information flow in a way that moves to normalize what is not normal. It does so through repetition, the infamous way of repeating something again and again until it is considered a truth. This even gets to a point as statements made that appear to be ... —

Redefining and Living Words in the Classroom

Although I regularly get up in the morning and pick a word a word to express for that day, I have yet to expand my living-word vocabulary beyond 5 or six words. Let’s see, there’s joyful, joyfully interacting, excitedly engaged, interested and maybe one or two that just aren’t... —

Day 671: Focusing in Focus (Self-Forgiveness)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to focus too much on focusing and fine myself looking for things to think about. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in a moment of silence look for things to think about, which comes up the most ... —

Day 670: Focusing in Focus

As a Caution sign to self, stating Life is Present, and seeks your attention, right Here, right Now in whatever you’re doing, in this moment/At the moment/After this moment and to the next, into infinity and beyond, beyond the devil of a mind sitting on your shoulder assisting... —

Day 669: A Freedom Perspective

The happiness that comes with the idea that one is free from something is short lived when one finds oneself back in the same self-created bondage one just removed oneself from, i.e. relationships, belief system (That feed you the idea that freedom comes from conformality), a ... —

Day 126: Love 1

Or what I hate on you. Yes, I see on him something negative too, because I know him so much time and we have ups and downs, so I can see his pluses and minuses and this time I see minuses or how different is than me. I forgive mysefl that I have accepted and allowed mysel... —

Day 668: Apologize

The knowingly unknowing that what we willingly did on purpose would had a negative effect on those we’ve perpetuated it towards, the more we get, the more lies we spit/say throughout our day to keep what we have, and half the time we don’t mean it, but only because it was brou... —

Day 125: Love

Yes, I write that I'm in love, but in real I don't know what think about. I know this men a few years and last 2 years are single. And I'm tired because I want to tell him direct and indirect that I like him, but he don't react on any suggestion, so I don't know where I am. An... —

What is the Meaning of Life and What is My Purpose?

As I have been asking almost all of my classes this week to write on this subject, I’ve also written several blogs on this topic - each one a little different depending on their English levels. This one is for a high level class. I have thought a lot about the meaning of lif... —

Day 667: The Gullibility of Content

Being inundated with content is the acceptance of nonsense that we’ve become Content with. “Give them just enough to be satisfied, that’ll quench their thirst for more”, is how we’ve become sedated and educated to be grateful for what we got, which is not a lot, but in compari... —

SAU3 Blog post 3: What is the Meaning of Life and What is my Purpose

In order for me to answer the question, what is the meaning of life, I first have to define life - at least a little bit. Furthermore, in order for me to answer the question, what is my purpose, I first have to give myself a purpose. Why? Because when I was born, I didn’t come... —

189. dan: Bog pomagaj

Jah, tako je to. Saj se vsi trudimo, ter ker stvar ne pride do nas v najkrajšem možnem času, se ustavimo in prepustimo, da se dogodi. Vmes tudi pozabimo na tisto stvari. In ne pride. Tudi če molimo k bogu, stvarniku, kličemo angele in svetnike. Spremeni pa se nič ne. Tudi sama... —

Day 666: Six/Six/Six

Continuing from Day 632: “Six” (6) But I wouldn’t be Here if it wasn’t for Desteni and the Desteni I Process that started me on this Journey to life, for that I am eternally grateful, and I may see you again on this subject matter on day “666”, with a bit more detail into the ... —

188. dan: Govoriti iz vedenja oziroma izkušenj

Ko vem nekatere stvari, sem nato najpametnejši človek na svetu in nato hočem to znanje deliti z vsemi. Nisem prepričana, ali je stvar resnična ali ne, ali stvar deluje ali ne. Ker vem, moram deliti in pika. Ko pa delam na temu znanju in pridem do ugotovitve, da stvar deluje in... —

Day 353 – Relationship mind decomposition

Continuing from my last post, to decompose my submissive and insecure attitude towards relationships based on worry. This post became a bit longer, but certainly helps me to understand the specificity of what and how to change. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowe... —

Day 453: Dealing With Money

Money, it is a fascinating thing. Not only because it controls so many aspects of our lives, but also because it is a great reflection of ourselves. I have recently faced a couple of situations where I have come face to face with how I value myself, and how this comes through ... —

Changes in the World System

Right and wrong are constructs of polar perspectives, percentages of truths or lies that we are able to replace with the principle of do unto others as you would have them do unto you. It’s not that hard with practice; all we require to do is to use our imagination practically... —

Day 665: A Parable for Thanksgiving (You may not like)

Why is it that we’ve created a custom to say Thanks, when it should be a natural occurrence to give as you would like to receive, if only we could see behind the curtain of courtesy, the you and me that exist for ever, forever instead of once a year, to eat meat and wear warm ... —

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