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30. When The Rebel Comes Through

Yesterday we had, the 2 men of the Laboratory Beagle Foundation, over for a house visit and we absolutely had a pleasant gathering. There was only one point that offended me, in a way that I immediately started questioning the information that was given to me. I could partly s... —

Day 473: Hello is Anyone Listening (A Note to Self)

Even if broadcasted over a loud speaker throughout the world at full volume, would the message be heard or would we just keep on instant messaging our friends, asking what we’re doing tonight? Thing is most of us don’t have answers to the pressing questions that plagues humani... —

Day 427 - Dan Re-Stand

It's been almost 7 years since I started investigating Desteni. It's been just over 4 years since I started my blog and begun walking the Desteni "I" Process. Today, I shaved my head (even closer to the skin than in Day 1!) to restate my standing and participation in process. ... —

29. They came

Today it was the day that we were honored with a house visit from the foundation, whom my daughter got sir Oliver from. We knew that around week 6-7, they would come over, and see how the dog is doing and how the adopting caregiver is doing with the dog. Somehow, in anticipati... —

Day 426 - Fear of Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear change. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want things to stay comfortable. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I can remain within my comfort zone indefi... —

Day – 289 – Breathe, like never before

Anybody can find explanations of the rewards of ‘be with and as breath here‘, to stabilize oneself from the busy life we constantly chase(or being chased by) every day. There is this comic guy(recently in movies too), Hulk, who is constantly getting angry and when he really do... —

28. So Lucky It Is The Flu

Since a few days I am walking all walks alone with sir Oliver, except for last weekend when my partner walked with. My daughter has come down with the flu and a cold, yeah she’s got the flu/cold, and was thus not able to join the walks. Maybe it sounds weird when a mom is glad... —

Day 472: Reduced to an Act (Self-Forgiveness)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have reduced myself to an act, another character trait, time and time again throughout my life, to no avail which always ended in a stale mate of consequences as punishment to no resolve, until later on in my life, wh... —

Day 425 - Wishing vs Creating

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish for things to be different, and not accepting that I am 100% responsible for creating my life. I forgive myself for NOT accepting and allowing myself to realize that things are how they are because of me, and wh... —

27. Sir Oliver Showing My Responsibility

Especially in the previous weeks where walks were not always easy with sir Oliver, I tended to blame anything outside of myself, for things not going smooth. Now, when following the natural dogmanship for most part, I now know sir Oliver is my direct feedback of my own interna... —

Day 424 - Disregarding Time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stay up really late into the night. I forgive myself for NOT accepting and allowing myself to be self-honest about the consequences of staying up till the wee hours of the morning. I forgive myself for accepting and... —

From the Illusion of Democracy to Democracy Awareness

On November 8, 2016, a portion of the population of the USA, about 55% will get a taste of democracy, one that is only available to them every four years. Brainwashed into believing that our governmental-system (of mind control) is a democracy, we the people once again have an... —

26. Scary Things

Every dog owner knows that dogs can be easily scared by random things, and even things they are familiar with. Over the last weeks we had several things sir Oliver had issues with. It went from being surprised to almost too scary. On our morning walk we walk on a dike with dik... —

23. Sir Oliver’s influencial powers

Several years ago we wanted some pets and started of with 3 abandoned cats. Then 1 died after the vet dewormed her. The male and the female cat that were left grew up healthy. Before we could spay the male cat he started spraying all over the apartment. Then when he was spayed... —

Day 340: Acceptance

Acceptance, generally speaking parents tend to teach children that this is something to be found externally. And sure, in some aspect they are correct, in the sense that our environment can either accept or reject us. The question however, is whether this form of acceptance th... —

Day 471: Reduced to an Act

Reduced to Another Character Trait, acting out a feeling and/or Emotion, where the stage is set that is not conducive to what we feel in the moment, so we go into the dressing room in our minds and put on the Character suit that best suits the situation, person or incident we’... —

Day 423 - Hiding in a Relationship

There are some consequences playing out for me in my agreement-relationship, wherein I have fallen much more into my relationship tendencies than I have created agreements. In other words, I've been able to hide myself from myself through having another person to focus on and ... —

25. Natural Dogmanship

Last night, along with other nights, I had been reading about natural dogmanship. I’ve seen some videos of Cesar Milan and I wanted to prepare myself to become that leader of the pack. I chose a few things from the knowledge I had taken in, to apply this morning in sir Oliver ... —

Day 422 - Self-Agreement

I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to not go deeper in my relationship to walking process, to investigate the specifics of my application, and cross reference my effort level here with my utmost potential. I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted an... —

24. The leader of the pack

A dog is capable of reflecting your true intentions. You may pet a dog and say: good boy, and at the same time fear the dog will turn against you. The fear is what the dog picks up and he will act accordingly. This kind of knowledge is common sense and not that difficult to un... —

Day 470: Everything Around You

Believe it or not is there to assist and support you, to understand who you are, to test you for reactions, to stop you from letting your attention be diverted, when you should be focusing on a specific thing, including the situations we enter become a test of patience, a way ... —

Day 267 - Sex & Shame

Someone mentioned a point of shame one experienced in relation to sex and I realized that I have the same point that I haven't yet released with self-forgiveness. I never mentioned this point to anyone yet as I was too ashamed to share it and I thought that I am probably one o... —

Day 421 - Dependent

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word independent. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see, realize and understand where and how I've fallen into relationships of dependency. I forgive myself for... —

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