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524. Redefining Routine

Or The Gift of Responsibilities and Discipline on a day to day basis as a point of stability and consistency in my life What I’ve discovered more and more through this process is how once that one decides to walk through an experience and does all the necessary work to see beh... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

Day 537: Suppressing Guilt

In the previous post, another dimension was opened up in relations to my Shutting down in a split second, here’s for context; After looking deeper into this point what was found is; Suppression, suppression, suppression, when getting a reading from Kim A, where what came up is... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

523. I Don’t Want To Bother Others

I’ll share some extra perspectives on a cool topic that Cerise and Joe opened up in this video ‘I don’t want to be a bother’ about this pattern or habit some of us have in terms of going into a personality of ‘not wanting to bother others’ or ‘take their time’ when we are faci... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

522. Standing Up From The Past

Or stopping self-definitions and self-judgments according to my past and focusing on who I currently am in my life It was an interesting day because for various reasons I got to be recalling a lot about ‘who I was’ over 10 years ago and what I was like and what I was ‘up to’ ... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

Day 536: Shutting Down in a Split Second (Self-Forgiveness) And some…

This is what I saw initially. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have experienced myself dozing off and falling asleep, as a child sitting in church, because of the perceived point of not wanting to hear what was being said. I forgive myself that I hav... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

521. The Invaluable Benefits of Self-Writing

Or how journaling and blogging have saved myself from my selective-memory deciding ‘who I was’ at a point in my life and instead, look back and see the reality of myself in my own words. I was quite amazed last night when reading some older readings in my personal journal and ... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

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Day 379: Investigating Glee

In Sweden there is this saying, ‘glee is the only the real form of happiness that there is’. For me, this statement has held some truth, because for some reason, I have had a tendency of enjoying the displeasure/harm/discomfort of others a lot – sometimes a lot more than other... —dreamersjourneytolife.wordpress.com

http://equalitywalk.blogspot.com/2017/02/536-whole-picture-not-just-nice-one.html

520. Self-Accountability and Tough Love

Or understanding and realizing the necessary nature of applying ‘tough love’ in order to honor our own lives and that of others in the name of what’s best for all. Many times while being in relationships we lose track of our personal self-agreement and where we stand in person... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

Day 535: Shutting Down in a Split-Second Pt.2

More Investigation… As a child, sitting in the Pews, in the second row, on the left-hand side of the Sanctuary, at church, during Sunday morning service, I made an valiant effort to pay as much attention as I could, which wasn’t much, because (hypothetically speaking) my fund ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Presence and resonance beingness . Who am I? Day 744

In my last blog I wrote about sensing what can only be called a resonant change within myself, after living in a foreign country. I wrote about how I noticed a physical resistance that precipitated calling out a behavior as being extreme where previously, before living in a... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

519. From Fear of Speaking up to Doing So

Or how to realize that those things that we fear the most and prevent doing in our lives hold a key to our self-honesty and self-creation One of the things that I feared doing was speaking up to people that I had been in a relationship with and I feared doing it because of fe... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

http://equalitywalk.blogspot.com/2017/02/535-why-i-hide-when-things-get-tough.html

Day 314 – Resistances to Discipline

Recently  I’ve discovered within several areas of my life that one of my most relevant self-limitations is the lack of discipline. Within my DIP pro course’s assignment and my personal projects I’ve realized the lack of progress due to not being disciplined. Also there are sev... —talamon.wordpress.com

Bypassing my Reactions by Becoming the Solution

Over the last few blogs, I shared some of my experiences in relation to different points, victimization, burden, frustration, desperation, etc. When I slow down and look honestly at just about every point that I deal with, I see that I have always been the one choosing the pat... —thomaslagrua.blogspot.tw

518. Learning To Listen

Yesterday there was a very cool discussion that opened up in a group chat about communication and what happens when one shares a bit ‘too much’ from the get go with a person as in talking too much in a little amount of time, as well as not listening to our interlocutor, result... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

Day 534: Shutting Down in a Spit Second

A personal story on how the mind plays game to try an trick you into believing the answers you have is not enough! Beyond staying up for hours on end, constantly going, with no sense of time, with no regard to the strain I was putting on my body, it could take it, was my belie... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 378: The Art of NOT Teasing

Teasing, something that I have grown up, and that has been a part of my family dynamics since as far back as I can remember. Unfortunately, teasing, all though at certain times it is something that can be enjoyable for both the giver and receiver, is too many times done inappr... —dreamersjourneytolife.wordpress.com

517. Mirroring Judgments

Or self-forgiving the judgments that I have believe ‘others create’ towards me and discover: it’s always been me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate getting to write about the subject of ‘what will others say’ because of considering tha... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

Memories are a resonant being . Day 743

Two memories have come up that I have looked at before. I notice that I also have back chat or “worst case scenario’ imagery coming up. The worst case scenario ‘ episodes’ are really random, using all manner of imagery. I have these come up in relation to driving because I ha... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

516. What Will Others Say?

Or debunking our own ‘after thoughts’ that we believe others hold against us and discovering, it’s all created by me. I’ll start by sharing that I regularly write notes about things that come up within me during the day (written on the back of sales-tickets, to use that whole... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

Day 313 – Tiredness as acceptance

In my last blog I’ve mentioned tiredness. Continuing on that. Let me describe a set of experiences: Always feeling tired, exhausted, sometimes almost literally hurts to move around, but there is nothing wrong with my body, but still, the very existence makes me feel like I am ... —talamon.wordpress.com

Day 533: What More Can I Say, What More Can I Do

When all that I’ve said and done, wasn’t enough to make me into the man I wanted to be, you see, what I didn’t realize is that the more that was missing, that I couldn’t say or do, was/has always been within and as me, take for example the voice, I thought I would never have, ... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

515. Remembering The Process

Or understanding the dedication of self-change and actively working on creating and living to our utmost potential Many times we want to create an experience of self-acceptance, self-trust, self-confidence, having a sense of security, being fearless and being stable enough to... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

514. Debunking My Intellectual Arrogance

Or learning to apply the principle of ‘Investigate all things and keep what’s best’ and create a constructive outcome of a personal investigation Today I woke up and listened to some more information that I’ve been following through for some months that essentially debunk and ... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

Day 532: Good Deeds (Self-Forgiveness)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have consider good deeds as a charismatic mechanism of trade for reward, praise, monetary fulfillment and/or a better life in the future or in the life after this, instead of seeing it as a naturally normal way of pic... —carltontedford.wordpress.com

Day 312 – A sudden tiredness while writing

I was writing about a point when all of a sudden I felt tired. I was writing for a while and then in the next moment I am super tired, and I had to stop writing(typing). I went out, got some fresh air, chilling night, walked around a bit and then realized that this tiredness i... —talamon.wordpress.com

513. How to Live the Word Control?

Or exploring the negative aspects of control in order to see the supportive potential that this word contains as well for my life The first association that comes to this word is definitely ‘control-freak’ which is one of the things I’ve shared about throughout these blogs as ... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com

512. Process Works!

Or realizing the ways in which we can genuinely change and face challenging times in our lives with grace and self respect Lately I have been surprising myself in the possible ways to face what would usually be a rather uncomfortable, depressing, difficult and generally ‘shitt... —marlenvargasdelrazo.wordpress.com