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Teach Talking as the Education of Experience Day 735

I played music for so long that I got to the point where when a mistake happened it meant correcting something, that is all. There was no one to blame only the correction to make. I remember a stand partner, who rushed at a certain point and myself becoming irritated becau... —

Day 296 – Insignificant moments

Transcendence with the tiny moments. I’ve made a vlog: Transcription of the video: Even the least significant moments can be actual accumulation for taking the momentum against(to stand up to) one’s self-limiting mind. For instance I’ve just cleared the toothbrush after wasti... —

Day 498: Unformatted Writing

More like a rant and a rave on what comes up in your mind in the moment, during your everyday interaction with yourself, is what I use to create my unformatted writings, sometimes the structure is in the way one “wings” it, just right down the thoughts how they come out, as th... —

Purpose and Responsibility

Purpose, purpose, purpose, I have been considering this again today. The problem is not that I have none, but what I imagine it to be, is perhaps just a little beyond reality. I have always been certain that I and everyone else is capable of doing anything and everything, even... —

Day 497: Going Somewhere!

Being that we’re driven by the thoughts in our head, every day is a seek to boldly go where no man has gone before, but everybody been, into deeper dimension in our minds with thoughts, that drives us into doing things and going places, because our minds told us so. Outside of... —

My Story is still Mystery

Although I have said many times that, my purpose is me, I still find that my purpose does not always come naturally. In other words, often when I enter into new situations or return to the similar situations, I find that I still require to ask myself, who am I right now in rel... —

In looking into me, I see it is time to wake Up

Recently, I initiated some life changes beyond what I had previously been focusing on in my overall process of changing myself. For the most part, these changes are in relation to better caring for my physical body. That being said, I have noticed a lot of beneficial changes, ... —

Day 496: People Watcher

Sitting ideally by waiting for someone to make a mistake to shun them, then saying, when I grow up, I’ll never do that, but not limited to the child you once were, as an adult it becomes a passion of ours to sit back everywhere we are and watch people, one would ask why are yo... —

457. Defining Cancer

*Or How to stop fighting and victimizing ourselves in relation to cancer Cancer is a word that is feared by most of us, it represents physical illness and ultimately it represents death. We usually want to ‘free ourselves from cancer’ or ‘heal ourselves from it’ but we never u... —

Living as my Best Self in Every Moment 10 Saturday Dec 2016 Posted by vixensjournetolife in Vixen's Journey to Life ≈ Leave a comment

The last few months I have been going through a sort of ’shedding’ process within myself, where I’ve had to take some good long hard looks in the mirror and question both my behavior and who I am within it. I made a decision to focus on ‘self-work’ as the primary point and pur... —

Day 495: A Story of Sounding Self-Forgiveness

I never talked so long that made sense to me, let alone period in my life, my conversations with others were short and sweet, with no substance at all, and with myself the only conversations I had was me chastising myself as to why the fuck did I just do this, that and the oth... —

The Starting point is the ending point, morality and the holographic of memory Day 735

The starting point is the ending point, morality and Facing holographics of memory. I notice that at times, processing what I have accepted and allowed as a math, as a measure as a form, memorized within and as who and what I have accepted myself to allow myself to be, as a... —

Day 356: Creating Time, or Chasing Time

There is time, and then there is the perception of time. Usually, the latter will be emotionally charged in some way – for example – with stress. Problem arise when we define our relationship with time through the perception of time, instead of seeing time exactly for what it ... —

Day 494: Satisfied

As an after statement, meaning I Sat in This Feeling until I Died, unable to Expand, Grow and Develop, because I embellished a way to be content, just give me a wife/husband, a roof over my head and a way to pay rent, or any combination that suits my self-interest, and a lot o... —

456. Taking Responsibility For Our Energy Fixes

(Or how to take the point back to self when becoming aware of gruesome things like in ‘Pizzagate’) Last week I found myself pondering too much what exactly can drive certain human beings to do very vile things to children, like pedophilia and the rest of it that has emerged fr... —

Day 355: The Insignificant, Becomes Significant

I experience my weekdays very, very differently. And mostly, it is not a matter of what happens throughout that day. It is about WHO I AM. The simple process of walking from my car to my work, one day I can experience that as boring and predictable, trapped in the rat race, an... —

Day 295 – Driving within presence

I’ve wrote a big rant on my experiences, impressions, some details of what happened recently, how I felt, but I’ve decided to skip sharing that part – not as it’s secret, just too much detail. Sometimes I go into more details than necessary and in a way what I recognize, expos... —

49. The Smartphone

A few weeks ago I committed myself to take my smartphone with me when going for walks with sir Oliver. I then didn’t realize that it wasn’t a commitment, it was more a point of common sense that I wanted to make into a habit when going out with sir Oliver. In other words the i... —

Day 493: The Dark Side

Revenge is an ugly thing, powerful to those wielding the hammer of spite, in spite of being wronged in the first place. It’s fascinating how every villain in every story, movie, fairy tale or books, past is overlooked, what really happened and the person who vilified them then... —

The Road to Hell is Paved with Good Intentions

The Road to Hell is Paved with Good Intentions - But what does that mean? Having good intentions is good - right? I mean, I have good intentions and I'm a good person. I am! I know I am! Aren't I? Support us on Patreon: and Facebook: https://... —

Day 294 Re-aligning Change itself

Continuing on breath support in terms of stopping any mind-patterns what suppress or sabotage natural and effective breathing and awareness of physical presence. What I notice is that when I write and apply self-forgiveness, open up points, work through specific patterns and t... —

455. Traditional Experiences During the Season

(Or Quick considerations for me to let go of ‘The Grinch’ Character this holiday season) With the advent of Christmas and all stores around and the streets being filled with xmas decorations, I decided to make of this the time of the year that I don’t ‘dislike the most’ for a... —

Day 354: Nostalgia, Why Does It Exist?

Today, I had a moment where Nostalgia arose within me. With a sense of loss I remembered passed moments in which I had lavishly enjoyed hours of making music, which stood in stark contrast with my current lifestyle, where most of my time is spent working. Instead of remaining ... —

Day 492: Trapped in One Frame of Mind

Let it go, release it or find yourself depleted of the will power to continue surviving in this world, only doing the minimal to stay afloat, every day is a dumpster dive to stay alive, accepting scrapes from the belly of the beast just to eat, I mean clearly nothing else is o... —

Exploring the Deeper Levels of Jealousy and Competition. DAY 394 02 Friday Dec 2016 Posted by vixensjournetolife in Vixen's Journey to Life ≈ Leave a comment

Tagscompeting with others, fearing others will take what is mine, feeling jealous at others, how to stop feeling jealous, Jealousy, survival mechanisms, why am I so jealous? In the recent weeks, I have started to open up the pattern and reaction of jealousy within myself and... —

A difficult experience for which I am Grateful

I guess it is time a good time to finish writing about this subject. My mother died on October 25 in the USA. When I got the call, it was the 26th for me. I guess you are supposed to be sad when someone dies, but I do not seem to get that way, even though I considered my mom t... —

Day 353: Self-Forgiveness On Fears In Relation To Money and Employment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the more money you have the more valuable you are I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that rich people are more valuable than poor people I forgive myself that I have accep... —

454. Embracing Living Potentials

(Or how I plan to get rid of the ‘Doomsday character’) Self-Forgiveness on the previous blog I shared 453. Raining Down on Everyone’s Parade I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as self-sabotage whenever I give into the usual known experiences... —