Member since January 2007.

Bio

Hi my name is Andrea and I have been involved with Desteni, since the beginning. I am qualified as a Specialized Kinesiologist and am currently studying Psychology.

When I joined the group I was on high blood pressure medication and was in the midst of what people will call ‘chronic depression’. If I had not found Desteni and the tools I would by now either be in a mental hospital, dead or involved in some light and love ascension group. I was heading downhill fast because I was trapped in cycles of self abuse.

For years already I had been in an abusive relationship and this together with my own acceptance of who I believed I was, was slowly causing me to deteriorate into someone that could not function or support myself effectively. My pre-programming as who I would become in this world was going to become my future and I did not know how to change the outcome. When I first joined the group I did so because I had something in common with the members. They worked with dimensional beings through the Portal and I had a guide and had an immense interest in spirits, ghosts, the afterlife and demons. What started out as participating with a group of people who shared a common interest of research into the afterlife, bloomed into something I could never have expected. I of course had to make a choice firstly, to be able to work with the group. I had to choose life, because everything, all the tools that were being presented to me by Bernard and the group were so immense with regards to what it could mean for any person, that I realized I either stand up and change me, or I would lose myself into my pre-programmed life.

So I started using all the techniques I was shown, how to write, how to apply self forgiveness, how to start considering myself within self honesty and I was astonished. For years I had tried different therapies and new age healing techniques and I just could not find what could really assist me – why? Because in everything I did, I was trying to add more layers to my self-definition, instead of simply letting go and accepting me, here as Andrea as a physical being, equal to all other beings and the physical reality. This took me a very long time to even grasp, let alone accept as myself. I soon started seeing trough the tool of writing that it was the right time for me to let go and forgive myself for the past, to self forgive for everything I had accepted about myself up until that point. This was the most self liberating moment, when I realized I am already here as the physical body that I am and that nothing else defines me. Not my personality, not what I think I should be, not past actions and not what others think of me. I worked on these points, these layers, for a long time, to be able to accept myself and let go of who I thought I had to be. The most difficult addictions I had to walk through were that of wanting to be special and the addiction to self abuse.

From there I realized that what has been possible for me, should be possible for every other being on this planet. Therefore I support solutions that will bring about a dignified life for all beings on this planet. For all beings to be able to self purify themselves, we first have to change the need to survive. So, I support an equal money system so that we may all live and express fully here in this one life time. Once that is in place, then each of us will have the opportunity to change because we don’t have to focus on survival any longer. Let’s walk together and change ourselves from the limited ideas of what we each have come to believe about ourselves. Let us create a world where the world systems as that which exists around us for us, supports all beings equally to have the fullest, most effective life possible.

Andrea Rossouw

Day 32: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 16

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/day-31-international-crime-research.html Please refer to: Day 24: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 8 for background information, on how and why I will be walking the characte... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 31: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 15

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/day-30-international-crime-research.html# Please refer to: Day 24: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 8 for background information, on how and why I will be walking the charact... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 30: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 14

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/day-29-international-crime-research.html Please refer to: Day 24: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 8 for background information, on how and why I will be walking the characte... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 29: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 13

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/day-28-international-crime-research.html Please refer to: Day 24: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 8 for background information, on how and why I will be walking the characters... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 20: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 4

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/06/day-19-international-crime-research.html Research taken from: http://www.crime-research.org/articles/536/ USES OF CHILD PORNOGRAPHY “Experts cite several reasons why individuals collect child p... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

2012 - 7 years Journey to Life -- Letting go of Regret

The original Blog: http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-7-letting-go-of-regret.html Please consider the Equal Life Movement of establishing a world that is best for all -- practically and physically in this ONE life time. To support the Equal Money S... —youtube.com

Day 18: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 2

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/06/day-17-international-crime-research.html Research information taken from: http://www.crime-research.org/articles/536/ II. SCOPE OF THE PROBLEM Child pornography is an international phenomenon. Most... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 17: International Crime Research – Child Pornography Part 1

The following excerpts which I have used, as a research basis from which to walk the point of Self-Forgiveness, is taken from: http://www.crime-research.org/articles/536/ Please note that I am not disputing or validating the research findings or opinions of the author(s... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

2012 - LOVE Month -- Why do I Love some people more than others?

Please consider what LOVE is as a living expression that is best for all; Please consider the Equal Life Movement of establishing a world that is best for all -- practically and physically in this ONE life time. To support the Equal Money System, please visit this link --h... —youtube.com

Day 13: International Crime Research - Bi-Polar Disorder and Violent Crimes Part 6

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/06/day-11-international-crime-research_15.html Self-Forgiveness part 5 Bipolar Disorder and Depression I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use depression as a state of bein... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Mind Possession: Teen shot sleeping sister

Original Article: http://www.emirates247.com/offbeat/crazy-world-teen-shot-sleeping-sister-2012-06-07-1.462010 An Arkansas teen pleaded guilty Wednesday to murdering his sleeping sister and was sentenced to 45 years in prison for a crime he still hasn’t fully explained. Colto... —demons.desteni.org

Mind Possession: Mother beheads infant, eats part of his brain

Original Article: http://www.emirates247.com/offbeat/mother-beheads-infant-eats-part-of-his-brain-2012-06-07-1.460996 Published Thursday, June 07, 2012 San Antonio police say a woman accused of beheading her 3-week-old infant son used a knife and two swords in the attack and a... —demons.desteni.org

Mind Possession: Man kills wife at door in front of children

Original Article: http://www.emirates247.com/crime/region/man-kills-wife-at-door-in-front-of-children-2012-06-14-1.463094 Published Thursday, June 14, 2012 A Saudi man returned home late night and rang the bell. When his wife opened the door, he aimed his gun and shot her. The... —demons.desteni.org

Man Cuts Off Own Penis With X-Acto Knife

Original Article: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/06/07/man-cuts-off-penis_n_1578076.html By Aaron Sankin Posted: 06/07/2012 Fremont police report they responded to a 911 call early Thursday morning to find a 20-year old man who had cut off his own penis with an X-Acto kni... —demons.desteni.org

Day 12: International Crime Research – Bipolar Disorder and Violent Crimes Part 5

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/06/day-11-international-crime-research_13.html Self-Forgiveness part 4: Bipolar Disorder and Hyperactivity I forgive myself for accepting and allowing backchat thoughts ar... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 11: International Crime Research – Bipolar Disorder and Violent Crimes Part 4

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/06/day-10-international-crime-research.html Self-Forgiveness Part 3: Bipolar Disorder and Irritability I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become irritable as a reflectio... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

2012 - Love Month - I love you Spiritually

Please consider what LOVE is as a living expression that is best for all; Please consider the Equal Life Movement of establishing a world that is best for all -- practically and physically in this ONE life time. To support the Equal Money System, please visit this link -... —youtube.com

Day 10: International Crime Research – Bipolar Disorder and Violent Crimes Part 3

This is a continuation from: http://crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/06/day-9-international-crime-research-bi.html Self-Forgiveness Part 2: Bipolar Disorder and ‘Expansiveness’. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing situations in which I doubted my ... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 9: International Crime research - Bi-Polar Disorder and Violent Crimes Part 2

This is a continuation from: Bipolar Disorder and Violent Crime - New Evidence FromPopulation-Based Longitudinal Studies and Systematic Review Part 1 According to the Psychology Prescribed Text Book: “Understanding Abnormal Behavior” (Sue, Sue and Sue, 2010) “Bipolar Disorder... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 8: International Crime Research - Bi-Polar Disorders and Violent Crimes Part 1

Bipolar Disorder and Violent Crime - New Evidence From Population-Based Longitudinal Studies and Systematic Review Part 1 The context and outcome of this study was to identify whether there was in fact a relationship between Bi-Polar disorders and violent crimes. The informat... —crimesjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 7: The Voice of the Victim

The Victim Impact statement The Victim Impact statement is used within South African law, as a written document by a victim, whom is the person who suffered personal harm (physical, psychological, social and financial) as a direct result of an offense (The South African Law... —andreasjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 6: Drunk and Horny

Last night after I wrote my previous blog: ‘Day 5 Radical changes made to Rape Laws’ – I had an interesting dream. I dreamed about a guy I use to know when I was a police reservist. He was married and his wife was pregnant, but he was into messing around with other woman. At ... —andreasjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Radical changes made to rape laws

The University of South Africa’s Criminology and Security Sciences Study guide (2012) – refers to a new legislation that will change how rape cases are prosecuted in South Africa. Through changes to the rape laws, the following factors will help prevent secondary victimization... —andreasjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 4: Xenophobia and Hate Crimes

HATE CRIMES: According to the Criminology and Security Sciences Study Guide (2012:166), from the University of South Africa hate crimes are referred to as “when individuals become victims of crime on the basis of their race, ethnicity, religion, political convictions and gende... —andreasjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 3: Why does immigration exist?

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/04/26/opinion/passel-cohn-mexican-immigration/index.html?hpt=wo_c2 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the other people and beings I share this planet with through borders, nations, countries. I forgive m... —andreasjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 2: Overwhelmed

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the idea and the belief that I am overwhelmed by allot of information in a book. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fall into the physical and mental trap of feeling overwhelmed as soon as I have to read a lot of ... —andreasjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 1: What is my Journey?

As I walk my Journey to Life, I identify daily patterns, within which I exist as a pre-programed being, according to how my parents lived and how Society expects us as Humans to exist – where there is no or little regards for who we have really become. I have come to realize f... —andreasjourneytolife.blogspot.com

2012 System Demons 32 - Flagpoint Demon

System Demons 32 -- Flag Point Demon- in discussion through the Interdimensional Portal with the Flag Point Demon as it exists within the human. With Assisting Self when working Systems: http://eqafe.com/i/arosouw-no-1-beginners-thoughts-writings-and-self-forgiven... Visi... —youtube.com

2012 System Demons 31 - Starting Point Demon

System Demons 31 -- Starting Point Demon- in discussion through the Interdimensional Portal with the Starting Point Demon as it exists within the human. With Assisting Self when working Systems: http://eqafe.com/i/arosouw-no-1-beginners-thoughts-writings-and-self-forgiven...... —youtube.com

2012 System Demons 30 - Belief System Demon

System Demons 30 -- Belief System Demon- in discussion through the Interdimensional Portal with the Information Demon as it exists within the human. With Assisting Self when working Systems: http://eqafe.com/i/arosouw-no-1-beginners-thoughts-writings-and-self-forgiven... ... —youtube.com