Gian Robberts

Day 277 – Self Doubt Part 2

Day 276 – Self Doubt - Part 1 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Judge myself as un-able and not capable of taking on responsibilities within the weird believe that those that are capable and able are naturally born with such capabilities and thus I m... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 274 – No such Thing as Justified Back Chat – Part 3

Day 272 –Confidence (Con the Evidence) in our heads – there is no justified back chat. Day 273 – Confidence in our heads, no such things as Justified Back-Chat Part 2 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that having back-chat in my ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 273 – Confidence in our heads, no such things as Justified Back-Chat Part 2

Continuing from: Day 272 –Confidence (Con the Evidence) in our heads – there is no justified back chat. It turned out it was a BIG NOT!! Joke. Where you say something and ends it off with NOT!! Hahaha. Those were simple all along all my cleaver disguised justifications/reas... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 272 – CONfidence (con the evidence) in our heads, NO such thing as Justified back Chat.

Back-chat is where a person talks to him/herself in his/her head about others/things I mean fucking everything. So back-chat in short is gossiping in our heads with ourselves, sipping the poison we rotate within our heads about others/things in general, mostly others/compari... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 271 –No I cannot do This

What I am about to do isn’t professional!! I am going to do the one thing I always avoid doing just because I have a Idea/Believe in my head about it. I am going to write a short blog – it is so unprofessional in my head, I have been writing blogs daily for 271 days now, and ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 270 – To Start is a Good Start self forgiveness.

continuing from Day 269 - To Start is a Good Start I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see a point that requires to be done to first think about it and to wonder about it and to go into the world of imagination and to lose myself within ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 269 – To Start is a Good Start.

Within yesterdays blog I wrote down these few words a few times “starting is a good start”, and it is within this that I saw simplicity and how things get done. Whenevera I have to write a blog or built a cupboard or cut the grass or read a book or write a blog or make money ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 268 – from weakness to strength – writing/reading using knowledge and information

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see I do not know how to do something to go into a experience of irritation with myself. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get irritated with myself when and as I do not know h... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 267 – Me Myself and African Grey Parrots Part 5

I commit myself to when and as I am moving around in my day to slow down and to be aware of what I am doing in all breathes here one and equal. I commit myself to slow down no matter how much I feel the need to rush or to move fast in the fear of time. I forgive myself that ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 266 – Me Myself and Parrots Part 4

Continuing from: Day 263 Me Myself and Parrots Part 1 Day 264 Me Myself and Parrots Part 2 Day 26 5 – Me Myself and Parrots Part 3 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that for the “relationship” between me and the parrots can o... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 265 – Me Myself and Parrots Part 3

Continuing from Day 263 Me Myself and Parrots Part 1 Day 264 Me Myself and Parrots Part 2 Working with the parrots is something that must be applied in my daily living, not just when I am with the parrots, this is how I deceive myself and also show that what/who I am when I... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 264 – Me Myself and Parrots Part 2

Continuing from Day 263 Me Myself and Parrots I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Blame the Parrots for Biting me and how I experience myself within it. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that Who I Am when... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 263 – Me Myself and Parrots.

This Is Wings in the Picture with Me We have five Parrots here at Desteni Farm, Me and my partner are the ones taking care of them, they live right in our room with us, we have five cages in our room and we let the parrots out for a hour or two a day if we have the time, most... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 262 – The Pattern of Who I Am Every Day Part 10

“Every day I assume a Character that I expect everyone wants to see of me, I assume that this is the only character that is acceptable by everyone around me” I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to assume a character everyday out of the believe that I have... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 261 – The Pattern of Who I Am Part 9

Continuing from Part 1 till here and more. Taking the Parts from Part 1 to 3 and applying Self Forgiveness on them one at a time, each point. Today’s Point: “see how I have used the back chat within my mind as a way to reason and make it all seem so True and real and that it... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 260 – The Pattern Of Who I Am Every Day Part 8

I have in my Mind only defended and fought for my own limitations just for the sake of proving my Fear was right?? What’s that all about?? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a fear within me that I might be asked to do something for someone. I... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 259 – The Pattern of Who I Am Every Day Part 7

Here I continue with the last Blogs I stopped at just before the power went off here for three days and two nights – thanks for understanding if you are a reader of this blog. Last time I was doing Self forgiveness on the points I discussed in Part 1 and Part two. “I believe ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 258 - In The Dark on Desteni Farm

I am sitting here in the Dark, we have been out of power for a long time here at the farm, It has been two nights now, it is quite fascinating to see what changes within ones environment. Electricity is everything, it is fucking LIFE, let me rather say ENERGY, and not the ene... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 257 – The Pattern of Who I Am Every Day Part 6

I see within this one point that I do it again out of fear, I have back chat and gossip and thoughts in my mind about other people because I fear something and within my mind I believe I am building a case to defend myself, I believe that in my mind I am setting things right, ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 256 – The Patterns of Who I am Every Day Part 5

Why do I take the time and spend the time in my head in secret to talk about other people, to judge other people and to categorize other people and to label other people and to place things on and over other people in my mind. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 255 - The Pattern of Who I Am Every Day Part 4

So why do I create nasty stuff in secret about others and about certain points? Why do I take the time and spend the time in my head in secret to talk about other people, to judge other people and to categorize other people and to label other people and to place things on and ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 254 - The Pattern of Who I Am Every Day Part 3

Who am I every day, there are so many characters and then there is the personality – the baseline so to say of who I have accepted and allowed myself to become. This baseline is what I am looking at, the general “me” that I have defined myself as and have lived, the character... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 253 – The Trap of Who I am Every Day Part 2 – I am Fear

Continuing - from Day 252 – The Trap of Who I Am Every Day. Knowing is useless, applying is the key. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that I have used FEAR in my life to create a red light within me to stop me from doing certain... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 252 – The Trap of Who I am Every Day.

I have seen and realize this point over and over and over, and yet I haven’t changed it at all, the Fear is simply too great to change it. What am I talking about? Every day I assume a Character that I expect everyone wants to see of me, I assume that this is the only charact... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 251 – The Death of My Horse Part 9 – The Journey to Life

continuation of Day 242 - The Death of my Horse Titan Part 1 and – Day 243 and 244 – The Death of my horse Titan Part 2 The Journey to Life and – Day 245 – The Death of My Horse Part 3 the Journey to Life and – Day 246 – The Death of My Horse Part 4 the Journey to Life and -... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 250 – The Death Of My Horse Part 8 – The Journey to Life

Me and Titan in 2009 February been with Titan for about 2 months almost continuation of Day 242 - The Death of my Horse Titan Part 1 and – Day 243 and 244 – The Death of my horse Titan Part 2 The Journey to Life and – Day 245 – The Death of My Horse Part 3 the Journey to... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 249 – The Death of my Horse – The Journey to Life

continuation of Day 242 - The Death of my Horse Titan Part 1 and – Day 243 and 244 – The Death of my horse Titan Part 2 The Journey to Life and – Day 245 – The Death of My Horse Part 3 the Journey to Life and – Day 246 – The Death of My Horse Part 4 the Journey to Life and -... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 248 – The Death of My Horse Part 6 – The Journey To Life

continuation of Day 242 - The Death of my Horse Titan Part 1 and – Day 243 and 244 – The Death of my horse Titan Part 2 The Journey to Life and – Day 245 – The Death of My Horse Part 3 the Journey to Life and – Day 246 – The Death of My Horse Part 4 the Journey to Life abd -... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 246 – The Death of My Horse Part 4- The Journey to Life

continuation of Day 242 - The Death of my Horse Titan Part 1 and – Day 243 and 244 – The Death of my horse Titan Part 2 The Journey to Life and – Day 245 – The Death of My Horse Part 3 the Journey to Life Leila wrote a cool blog on the events of the day here that Titan was p... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 245 – The Death of My Horse Part 3 – The Journey to Life.

continuation of Day 242 - The Death of my Horse Titan Part 1 and – Day 243 and 244 – The Death of my horse Titan Part 2 The Journey to Life Leila wrote a cool blog on the events of the day here – Day 146: Death of a Horse (Titan) and continuation on her point here - Day 147 ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com