Gian Robberts

Day 186 – Spiritualism and Me as the broken character Part 4.

A cool point in relation to spiritualism opened up for me tonight, I was talking to a couple of people about the past and about grandparents and their history and how their lives was, and then as we talked a memory opened up about my grandparents and then about me. My grandfa... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 185 – Spiritualism and Me Part 3.

Day 182 - The Day I said Fuck Spiritualism Day 183 - Spiritualism and Me Part 1 Day 184 - Spiritualism and Me Part 2 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to HIDE behind the light so that all I see is light and do not have to look at what is HERE as the ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 184 – Spiritualism and Me Part 2

Continuation of: Day 182 – The Day I said F*** Spiritualism. Day 183 – Spiritualism and Me Part 1 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within spiritualism because I saw that it serves self interest and is easy, not seeing and realizing ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 183 – Spiritualism and Me Part 1

Day 182 – The Day I said F*** Spiritualism I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be deceived by the love and light movement as a solution to life. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that it is possible to change the wor... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 182 – The Day I said F*** Spiritualism.

I used to like spiritualism stuff, like Reiki where you can heal yourself and others and transfer energy and where you work with crystals and all the things that is different from the rest of society that makes you feel like you are a good person, because I always just wanted ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 181 – Memories the present kept imprisoned in the cells

continuation of Day 180 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give any and all memories value and that they mean something and that they are special, not seeing and realizing that memories is simply the past and nothing more, and the past isn’t here u... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 180 - Defining myself as the past Part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold the past against myself when and as I talk about past events that I have judged as negative. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I share past events with people to do it from ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 179 - The Salesmen in my Head Part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I am in the Mall/shops to fear that I will forget to buy something that I might need, seeing and realizing that as I walk around with this fear I will look at everything in the shops from the starting poin... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 178 – The salesman in my head, Buying Crap Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that I am a product of Capitalism and that I will be a capitalist within my mind where I will sell other peoples products to myself through back chat and internal conversations as the result of bra... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 177 – Addicted to buying Random Crap.

I wrote in my previous two Blogs day 175 and Day 176 about my room that is always dirty. I then cleaned my room this weekend and got everything in place so that I can function practically within my room/living-space and not waste time searching for stuff and tripping over stuf... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 176 – My dirty Room as Who I am Part 2

This is a continuation of Day 175 – My Room never stays clean Part 1 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make keeping my room clean an effort, not seeing and realizing that only the mind makes the effort in thoughts/thinking, while in fact in and as th... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 175 – My room never stays Clean!! Part 1

Every weekend on Saturdays and Sundays I clean my room – I sweep and I mop, I pick up a shit load of cloths from the floor and replace the bedding and I do the laundry, remove all the dishes and I wash them and I pack all the random stuff away and clean my desk and I do the pa... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 174 – Postponing

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I have something to do such as replying to an email that I just got, to within my mind think “ I will attend this email later with a proper reply” as a justification to why I am not breathing and doing imm... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 173 – The Hulk in me.

Why do I enjoy the movie the Hulk? When I investigate the point I see a specific energy within me that I connect to the movie when I watch it, this energy is power a feeling of being indestructible, and I enjoy seeing the hulk getting all powerful and strong and being able to... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 172 – giving Courage to myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I lack courage. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define courage as something that has to be done that is always life threatening. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allo... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 171 – Anticipating Walking my Horse Part 3 Final.

Day 169 – Anticipating Walking my Horse Part 1 Day 170 – Anticipating Walking my Horse Part 2 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the experience of anticipation to exist within and as me when and as I walk my horse. I forgive myself that I have accepted and... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 170 – Anticipation Walking my Horse Part 2 Self forgiveness.

Read Day 169 – Anticipation Walking my Horse Part 1 to get the whole picture and to see where the Sf comes from. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as we take the horses to the neighbors farm and we reach the fence line where the dog is at to... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 169 – Anticipation walking my Horse Part 1

For the last couple of months we here at the farm have been taking our horses to one of our neighbors farms where there is lots of green grass that they can eat, while our fields have a rest and can get some growth going. Going to our neighbor’s farm requires us to take our h... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 168 – I need a Hero 2.

Read Day 167 – I need a Hero and the rest will make sense. So here I bring the point of wanting to be a hero back to self, because it is always self. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take on the role of having to be a Hero for others. I forgive... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 167 – I need a Hero.

When I was about sixteen years old I was walking in the house one day and I heard Music playing in the kitchen area, I walked into the room and I heard the song “I need a Hero” playing. I enjoyed the sound of the song, then I saw on the couch my mother was sitting there, I loo... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 110: Evilution - Neocolonialism

This blog is a continuation to: Day 98: The Unholy TrinityDay 99: Money VotesDay 102: LiberalismDay 103: Abstract EqualityDay 104: We have to Protect our Freedom!Day 105: Human LibertiesDay 106: Structural AdjustmentDay 107: Getting Reality to conform to an IllusionDay 108: Vi... —economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 166 – Can you do this for ME!! - The Dishes

I forgive myself that when and as a Person asks me to wash their dishes for them to react within the Idea/belief that they are only taking advantage of me and my time. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I react to ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 164 – Let me Explain as Justifying myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I want to explain myself to attempt to manipulate myself and what I see I have to explain as a way of justifying myself. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I am faced ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 163 – Hurting My Back Final.

I hurt my back a couple of days ago – and I started writing in my Journey to Life blog on the point of hurting my back. Day I have been writing about how it happened and then I went into the past into how I saw it all manifested and so forth, what I did not see was, that the... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 162 – Hurting my Back Self Forgiveness Part 2

Continuing from Day 161 Quote: “I am walking outside – I just came form the dam, I am tired and hot, my body feels like a bag of sand that can just lay down – we have been laying bags of sand on the dam wall all morning, this is about 4 hours of working with heavy bags, movi... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 161 – Hurting my Back Continued With Self Forgiveness

Continuation of Day 160 – Hurting my back and uselessness – continued. Quote: “I can see this one character that plays out of me being Kind to everyone that asks me to do something for them, and because I am being kind I belief I have to do it and thus I force myself to do wh... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 160 – Hurting my Back and Uselessness – Continued.

In yesterdays Blog I gave a few updates on the situation with my back and how I have created/manifested the consequences in a few examples, yet there are thousands. So Today I am going to walk a scenario of such event where this character plays out. What is the character tha... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 159 – Hurting my Back Muscle and Uselessness.

Yesterday I hurt my back – my right muscle that runs along my spine went in a Spasm, this is when the muscle contracts and causes extreme pain due to Spinal injuries, search it up. I have had this pain for almost a year, if not longer. I refused to check it out with a doctor... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 158 – When The Starting Point is Self – Judgment Continued.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I have to do something new within my day such as Planting a tree or Building a desk to do the task from the starting point of Judging myself. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ju... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 157 – When the starting Point is Self – Judgment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within activities in my daily live from the starting point of self judgment, and to within judging myself within the particular activities I do as not being good enough, or not being able to do it, or that... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com