Gian Robberts

Day 156 - I can do This Continued.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I have to do something new such as a JOB in my life to think " I can not do this I am not mature enough" and to react to such thinking in a fearful way where I have the thought of " I see myself doing the ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 155 - Am I ready.

Today Things in my life took a unexpected change of events, well it is planned to change, I made the decision to Go out into the matrix and do some work to make money. I decided that I am going to investigate and see if it is possible for me to become a Truck Driver. The fir... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 154 – Walking with straight shoulders.

I have been working on walking straight for over 4 years now, as I have a kind of a hunch back anc avery weird forward neck. It isnt supportive at all for my body and only causes pain and discomfort, yet WHY am I just not getting it, why do I keep lowering myself to LIFE and ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 153 oops I forgot to act appropriately.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to FEEL bad when I did not ACT” appropriately" in front of people. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Feel Bad when I ask someone for Something and I did not smile or show a happy face. I forg... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 152 - Fear of Living

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to live. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being here in breathe where there is no mind that controls my every movement, instead of me living in and as my movement in awareness of m... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 151 – Asking for Milk.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when our house runs out of milk and I have to go to the other house to ask for more milk, to feel guilty for asking for more milk, as I believe that me asking for more milk is me taking their milk just so that I may h... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 150 – Living Commitment – Day 21 of 21 – False Image Stability Final.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to focus so much on breathing that I started to focus on my breathing as the mind. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make my breathing limited to a certain idea of breathing where I only breathe... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 149 – Living Commitment – Day 20 of 21 – False Image Stability continued

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in a constant expectation of the worst to happen. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that the worse that can happen to me is being yelled at and that my "stable" calm mode will be ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 148 – Living Commitments – Day 19 of 21 – False Image - Stability

Image of what I would Like instead of being in fact. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend to be Stable as a Image of my likeness of being stable, realizing that within this I am but only am image and thus the stability isn’t real as who I am as ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 147 – Living Commitments – Day 18 of 21 - False Image and Likeness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get angry when I find it hard to breathe through experiences or to stop thoughts. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as a thought come up within me, to judge myself for having a thoug... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 146 – Living Commitments – Day 17 of 21 Thought are NOT real!!

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that thoughts are not real as the physical shows that when I am thirsty, there is no need for any thought to motivate me to go and drink – it is a simple physical movements of self that will take ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 145 – Living Commitments – Day 16 of 21 – The trick.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that the trick is to breathe when And as I am within a certain a experience that I believe I cannot get out of. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 144 – Living Commitments – Day 15 of 21 – Drowning in experiences continued 2.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that any and all experiences WITHIN me is me lying to myself, no matter what the experie4nce is, as the truth is here as the physical and thus anything else that is going on inside me is not the tr... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 143 – Living Commitments – Day 15 of 21 – Drowning in experience Continued.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that what I experience is real. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that what I experience must be real within justifying it through the back chat if “Well I am experiencing this ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Desteni Farm - Feeding the Wild Birds

Here I share one moment of what I do on the Desteni Farm Daily -- Feeding the wild birds (wild Birdseed). We Feed them because there isn't enough Natural food in the environment for the birds as all the land has been domesticated for farming and people making profit. Thus th... —youtube.com

Day 142 – Living Commitments – Day 14 of 21 – Drowing in experiences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I a emotional to belief that the emotion is permanent till it go away by itself in time, not realizing that I can instead BREATHE and not participate within the emotional experience. I forgive myself that ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 141 – Living Commitments – Day 13 of 21 – commenting faster than breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I am commenting to rush the commenting in the fear of missing the reactive response I have in my mind that I wnat to place, not seeing and realizing that the comment is based on a reaction in the first pla... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 140 – Living Commitment – Day 12 of 21. Sit down and breathe.

When I sit down. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I sit down immediately go into thoughts/thinking. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that when I sit down it is natural to go into thoughts and thinking. I for... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 139 – Living Commitments – Day 11 of 21.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my own thoughts. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that I create each and every thought I have. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 138 – Living commitments – Day 10 of 21.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that thoughts are not real. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that thoughts are “reality” taken and placed within the mind as an illusion version of the mind, neve... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 137 – Living Commitments – Day 9 of 21. – raised to Trust the Mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a failure when and as I find myself not breathing but instead thinking and participating within the mind. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to instead of judging myself as a... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 136 – Living Commitments – Day 8 of 21 – Conversations with myself.

This is a continuation of Day 135 Day 7 of 21. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to generate positive and or negative experiences within myself through internal conversations. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Justify the worl... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 135 – Living Commitments – Day 7 of 21 – conversations with myself.

Day 7 of 21 – conversations with myself - It is a trans – it takes over without me even knowing it, when I realize it is to late – I am talking to myself in my head about really weird stuff – how a movie should have ended, what I would have done instead of... such random di... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 134 – Living Commitments – Day 6 of 21. – All I ever known.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that all I have ever known as who I am was/is thoughts/feelings/emotions and that to birth myself as breathe as the physical as that which is real is a physical act in self awareness actually breat... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 133 – Living Commitment – Day 5 of 21.

That first moment when I wake up in the morning, this is the moment I decide the whole day, it is a decision I make in the morning when I wake up – a day filed with thoughts and emotions/feelings or Breath. I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 132 – Living Commitment – Day 4 of 21

Continuing from Day 131 day 3 of 21 from this section – Quote: “So I learned that Authority has the power to punish you without even explaining in detail what was happening, what is happening and why and why was it asked of me to stop and to sit still, or to not scream, ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 131 – Living Commitment – Day 3 of 21

This is a continuation of Day 1 of 21 as there was two parts/sections in that blog, I am not continuing form this section, on the Character of “I am always a Bad person” as one of the main characters that I pin pointed within living the commitment of breathing everyday and ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 130 – Living commitment – Day 2 of 21.

This is a continuation of Day 129 – day 1 of 21. I started within my previous blog on how and what I experiences within actually applying a commitment, as I start with the basic point of Breathing, and to actually breathe everyday in awareness – I realized that breathing i... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 129 – Living a Commitment Day 1 of 21.

Today was interesting – I actually - during my day focused on breathing as the commitment I made to myself, to stop the mind and birth myself as LIFE. BUT there were very interesting points that revealed itself more clearly and that I could now see within breathing more effect... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 128 – Living a commitment - Breathe

Ok so I was about to do my Commitment statements on the previous blogs I did on Being skinny – The Machine Within, and as I started writing the commitments I stopped, I red the one commitment I did and I asked myself – did I write this commitment as Myself in fact where I will... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com