Gian Robberts

Day 65 - insecure body to practicality Part 5

This is a continuation of Day 64 - insecure body to practicality Part 4 Legs I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define legs and how they look as to how capable they are within and as the physical. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allo... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 64 - insecure body to practicality part 4

Arms. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the practicality of my arms within their size. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my arms as weak/strong determining how big they are. I forgive myself that I have... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 63 – designing my body to attract women Part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that my body is designed to only attract women for sex. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to design my body in a certain specific way within movement and behavior to attract women. ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 62 – My body is in a constant modelling show Part 2.

This is a continuation of day 61 – The Body isn’t a picture part 1 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare my body to other bodies, either in magazines/TV or in my environment and see/judge my body as less than other bodies due to physical appear... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 60 – influence

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by other people. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by others within self interest points. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 59 - Perfection and patience

Ok so I was listening to the interview of Anu interview 9 History does not exist . Within this interview Anu discussed the point of perfection, and how he was in love with perfection, and that every time he learned something new about himself and what he can do he would go f... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 58 – Life is all about sex – A magazine

This is a continuation of day 57 – life is all about sex, physical attractions I am now going to take on another memory, this memory is when I first discovered a magazine for men laying around the house. Sex and Success - Sunette Spies You know, those magazines that... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 57 – Life is all about sex – physical attractions of Barbie.

This is a continuation of day 56 – Life ia all about sex – I met Barbie at six. Ok so today I am going to look at The Barbie doll and the physical attractions I imprinted from the doll as what I like, I am specifically using the Barbie doll as it is within my first seven ye... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 56 – Life is all about sex part 4 – I met Barbie at six

This is a continuation of Day 55 – life is all about sex part 3 Ok so I will today look at a memory of when I was young as memories is what we have experiences from, this is where we make connections within the mind as energy as feeling/emotions/thoughts, so looking at memo... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 55 - Life is all about sex part 3

This is a continuation of Day 54 - life is all about sex part 2. Ok so I left where I discussed and applied self forgiveness on my firs relationships I had as my parents and how I learned through them in their behavior/words and how this plays a role in how I have identifie... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

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Day 53 - Life is all about sex, Part 1

Everyone I knew including myself, we all only look for that lover = sex partner, we do this from young ages till we die, we start seeking sex everywhere, we only see sex, we see a coke bottle as a females body, we see boobs/ass/legs in everything, when we talk to girls we focu... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 51 - I cant stop this feeling.

Feelings and emotions, we experience them everyday as if it is normal, like they are happening TO us. And we can not do anything about them. I am talking about good feelings and bad - mostly we love having the good feelings, and we hate having the bad emotions. Yet the g... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 50 – I have a crush on you, back to self.

This is a continuation from Day 49 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek in secret acceptance from another where the being within my mind as a secret crush accepts me completely as who I am, realizing that it is me who has to accept me and forgive... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 48 - I have a crush on you, crushing you

See how a crush on somebody is actually you crushing the being within your secret mind to accept you, to like you and to love you, having a crush on someone isnt far from how a rapist are born, the same process happens in the mind, some choose to follow the crush into a relati... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day – 48 – bad boy continued.

This is a continuation of Day 47 – loving the bad boy I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that when someone judges me as bad that it does not mean I am bad and therefore must now live as being bad. I forgive myself that I have ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 47 - Loving the Bad Boy.

This is a follow up on my Blog 46 - I am a Bad Boy. After accepting myself as being a Bad Boy through accepting and allowing certain events/experiences in my life to determine who I am instead of me and created self judgments and insecurities about myself I created myself a... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 46 - I am a Bad Boy

I remember when certain events happened in my life as a young child and as a teenager where I did certain things, I was seen/judged as bad and how people reacted and looked at me after what I have done. From the system perspective I was bad, I did do something wrong in the ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 45 - Reversed Comparison - weird logic.

I have noticed during my day within participating in activities where there are others that there is competition, the competition that I am talking about isn't what you would expect, it is like a secret competition yet visible in reactions/behavior, where each individual is co... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 43 - bully - a creation of love.

Bullies do love you, they love to bully you, they love to hate you, they love to hurt you, they love to come to you and give you their attention, bullies are big balls of love. A bully does what he love's to do - he bullies you. I mean if everyone has the right to love and... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 42 - Male Ego as dominance

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that as a male it is my right to dominate other beings. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that as a male I have the right to dominate other life forms. I forgive myself ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 41 - Ego knows everything yet Not a Thing.

I thought I had an idea of how things work and functions in this world, well I do, I know how life currently work in terms of living daily life, but do I know LIFE and how it works/functions/creates from the physical to the mind in all dimensions . My ego had me cornered, ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 40 - Money is our only chance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing all the money I have, realizing I can only have this fear if I am fully aware of the abusive deceptive system we live in and what the system has done to others in this world and now I fear it can happen to... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 39 - Self trust

I am busy with doing this reading program (AKA Technotutor) and as I started doing the reading program I was struggling with reading the paragraphs because I had a fear, the fear was that I would not remember what I red and so fail all the questions that follows afterwards. ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 38 - I looked up to you - till now.

I use to have a friend that I looked up to a lot, like I would actually be in competition with this friend, because I saw him as more than me and that he had more friends, people liked him, he was strong, and the whole group would decide on what his decisions were. He coul... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 37 - happy, do I have to pretend for you.

I have noticed a general point through out my life, when I am alone with myself or not around people I know I can be okay, but as soon as I am in a group of people or with family or friends, I have this weird expectation that I MUST BE HAPPY, like I have to be happy or every... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 36 - The hesitation invasion

Today I was working with the wood cutting table/machine, it has a sharp round blade that spins extremely fast, then it has a small flat surface around where you lay the wood on, you have to then take the wood you want to cut and push it through and the blade cuts it. As I ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 35 - Your truth.

I have been listening to the one song of Robot Virgins "your truth", I was walking to the tanks while I was listening to the song and I suddenly had a couple of tears, tears that did not have emotion or feeling. I experienced the tears as a release, I did not hold back, th... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 34 - Equal as the bully creator.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the bully within me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility as the creator of the bully within me and without through separating myself from it a... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 33 - The control Bully.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to control my fear and reactions instead of dealing with who I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as contained fear. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to contain the fear with in me as a ... —gianjourneytolife.blogspot.com