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The Forward March to HELL: DAY 28

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Ten Who I Am as Money – continued In this post, we’ll be going into more detail/specificity regarding the process of movement as we started walking it within DAY 24 and DAY 25, from the perspective of how we conditioned/manifest... —heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com

"I see, realise and understand, that – for me as Energy/Fire to exist, I consume my very beingness/physicality for me as Fire/Energy to only exist for a finite-moment in and as the eternity of and as this physical existence as a whole. And so, through writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – I commit myself to, assisting and supporting me, to release the fear of not existing as Fire/Energy, that can only exist when I know that I will cease to exist as Energy/Fire eventually, because my existence is dependent on the consumption of substance/physicality of which I only have so much opportunity/time to use/abuse for me as Energy/Fire to exist for a finite moment.. And in releasing this Fear through releasing myself from and of Energy as the Mind/Consciousness and returning me to Substance/Physicality as the process I walk in standing/being/becoming the Living Word as transforming myself from Energy-experience to Physical-Living, to stand equal-to and one-with substance/physicality/existence: I will come to see/realise/understand that I have not ever in fact existed/lived – I have survived through consumption. That I have never in fact existed/lived as I have missed Life, here as existence in and as equality and oneness as me, and so in that – my fear of not existing was only manifested, because I wasn’t EXISTence in fact as eternity, here."
Heaven's Journey To Life The Forward March to HELL: DAY 28

Day 28 - Defense Tactics

This is a continuation of yesterday's writing wherein I walk through the jealousy construct and how that came about as me. I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be afraid when a person is not treating me equal and one when being a child growing up, b/c I... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 27 - Judgment = Self Reward

Jealousy continued Part III Walking through the construct of Jealousy and how this came about as me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and feel in physical pain when I observe that a being isn’t treating me equal when being a child. I forgive mysel... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 26 - Jealousy as Control as Self Reward

Jealousy continued Part III forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to the positive reward as feelings I achieve and maintain when being in a relationship.I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to balance between inferiority and ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

"I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my evolution of/as my Mind Consciousness System – to only gain/generate energy for me for my own survival, would manifest me into a state/condition of existing where I only consider/regard my own survival and the interest of gaining/generating energy through friction – even if it means at the cost of another individual’s existence/future. Equal-to and One-with how this World-System of Money has been manifested – where the World-System of Money will generate/gain Money for/as itself within its own interest of survival/continued existence – even if it means at the cost of billions of beings, animals, insects / earth’s very existence/future" - Heaven's Journey to Life DAY 5: The Evolution of Survival at the cost of Life

Day 26 - Relationships&Self Reward: Who am I in Jealousy?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let the experience as back-chat of jealousy come up and exist within and as me when participating within relationships. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have automated myself to reward mysel... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 24 - "Earth to Earth, Ashes to Ashes,Dust to Dust,"

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have blindly trusted the answers of those before me about: "Where we’ll go when we die" and adapted/adopted those beliefs/ideas about death as my own, instead of investigating/seeing/realising it for myself. I forgive... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 23 - Violate

Violate as word as experience stayed with me from yesterdays writings.Violating myself in order to fit in and merge with the accepted and allowed ways that the ones before me established, started with walking into a world playing around- and before one know it, the play isn’t ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 22 - Relationship Failures - Flesh Bags

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be angry with myself to participate and engage in sex while I didn't understand who I was within it yet, accepting and allowing myself to participate within it b/c maybe I missed/overlooked something and maybe I would '... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 21 - The Rotten Reward System - "Do this and you'll get that."

For context: Adam Curtis - The Trap http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZt2HhFXB3M Alfie Kohn - Punished by Rewards - http://www.alfiekohn.org/books/pbr.htm I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to have integrated merged with and the rewarding system as ... —jozienf.blogspot.com

Day 20 - Who am I within: “Pathetic”

“Pathetic” When do I use this label? Can't even say" "when do I ‘use’ it"? It's actually ‘using’ me, this word automatically comes up while participating in my world. When I define behavior of others as: mental ‘suffering’ with a negative connotation to it: e.g. Trying t... —jozienf.blogspot.com

"Love will never conquer Life. Love may enslave Life for a moment, but inevitable Love will be revealed through Life as the Illusion and Abuse it is." - Bernard Poolman

Day 19 - Solid Ground

Today while participating within my world I experienced an automated response as experience within which I didn’t understood in any way, -It was here - instantaneously and immediately. I felt permeated with an expression which held anxiety, distress, confusion, fuss, total c... —jozienf.blogspot.com

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Day 15 - Relationship Failures - Apology continued

Apology continued I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be part of a society that expresses apologising oneself as positive, making an apology is in fact stating/ an act of ones own defense in order to get to a state of balance/harmony again within the... —jozienf.blogspot.com

‎"Rage - An intensity that comes with the realisation of what we have accepted and allowed within ourselves and what others have accepted and allowed about us - rage is the rising of the beast of life within, that tear and rip and shred apart that which has been imprisoning life - rage is the intensity with which one walk within oneself as absoluteness that drive you to keep op shredding/tearing/ripping through the mind with writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application to stop the mind that has imprisoned life as ourselves and rebirth ourselves in/as the physical. Rage is not an emotion - it is a realisation of: I cannot allow/accept any more bullshit until this process is done." - Sunette Spies

"I commit myself to prepare the way before all children to be that of life by confronting the accepted foundation as parenting of the world system as it reflects in education, religion, government, and all other systems that protect the current abusive parental system until parenting is in fact that which guarantee that in every way every child will always be educated to be that which is best for all life, and through this we will guarantee a world that is best for all." - Creation's Journey to Life

Day 15: Who am I? Prisoner of the Mind?

Read this to the end if you are ready to escape the prison of the matrix. If you react to any word re-read again or remain a prisoner till your last breath. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what I do does not determine who I am. I fo... —creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

"I commit myself to reform the foundation of relationships to be lived by me and passed on to my children that is based in the common sense practical living in space and time that will always result in what is both best for the relationship and best for all life as life as a group is based on relationships and the consequential outflows of the agreements within relationships and I stand for that which is mathematically predictably best for all life." - Creation's Journey to Life

Day 14: Do you Love Breakups?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that in spite of the repeated evidence in my own living experience where love failed to sustain a relationship and prevent it from breaking up, I still place value in love as the bond and reason to engage in r... —creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 14- Why am I always the Only One to Apologise after a Fight?!@#$%^&*()

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel angered about being the only one that’s apologising oneself after a fight which makes me feel treated unfair, it makes me feel inferior, a slave I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to not und... —jozienf.blogspot.com

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‎"The process is to find that which pre-occupy self as the mind/body - thus that which was programmed and automated into the body - and to remove it all till the body is empty. When one is pre-occupied with knowledge -- you cannot see what is here as you can only see the knowledge that occupy you -- occupied mind street?" - Bernard Poolman

2012 – Common Ground « JozienFokkert's Blog

2012 – Common Ground Common Ground in Relationships Sharing Common Ground, I actually always took this point for granted, when being with others, while being in a relationship. I assumed that there had to be some kind of common ground other wise we wouldn’t be friends, or i... —jozienfokkert.wordpress.com

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