Rebecca Dalmas

Day 545 The Spin

The Spin I went to this conference and this woman explained this system. She spoke for quite some time. But she said very little. It was like a deja vu in words, so to speak. Like there were phrases that one could make one statement, but instead went round and round as a foll... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 544 Slowing Down into Common Sense

Slowing Down into Common Sense. I was working with some people and I noticed that I became spacy, as in having a sense that I had lost control, like the spatial awareness of what I was facing was bigger than the practical steps necessary to get the job done. Later, when I ... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 543 The limited measure of projecting values.

Today I feel tired. I realize I have to go and do something and I fear the outcome not being directive, not being clear in leading to understanding of how we are formed within, that is causing so much anxiety and malfunctioning within out society. How can I allow another to di... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

The Economy of the Ecology The Unacceptable Privatization of Water

http://www.globalresearch.ca/privatization-of-water-as-an-owned-commodity-rather-than-a-universal-human-right/5378483 Just as the music rap industry was threatened by losing investments if rap did not impulse criminal behavior ( as private prisons need prisoners - paid for b... —youtube.com

Day 542 Self forgiveness on looking for a purpose.

I had a long talk with a woman today. It was fun, because she had realized that the people in her world, were not using their common sense. She could see this all around her, and that herself trying to resolve this all the time was pointless, meaning she had to be true to hers... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 541 The MAZING mind.

I am dealing with a family that has problems with their children. I have talked with both parents and the child. Having watched so many children, specifically read, their body movements, the way their eyes move, where the very music of them stutters, I look at the child speaki... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 540 Being a Leader and Being Self Responsible

Being a leader and being self responsible. I remember when I first went and lived in Europe that I felt overwhelmed by the towns, like the very stones in the cities were filled with stories that were a burden, heavy. I would find solace in nature, under a tree. And I remem... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

The Economy of the Ecology Creating Values in Self Interest

Creating values, within making one aspect huge, and focusing on that, distracts up from seeing the whole, and thus, ensuring that there is no harm done to any part of the whole. Making one thing more, by touting it as a value and eating up the space in promoting that value, is... —youtube.com

Day 537 Going into Mind Consciousness Self Forgiveness

So much knowledge and information as what I have learned, as what I was taught to believe as how I measure this world, has me comparing and competing based on a limited framework of survival. The mechanism of the social contract accepted and allowed by men, where money determi... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 536 - The valley of the shadow of good and evil.

I went to this meeting and I noticed the diversion tactics embedded within the system to protect the money within the system and the emotional values touted again and again to fill the very space and time of the meeting. In all, this occupies that space and time as the very fa... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 535 What is the total story?

I watched this preview of a movie about climate change, here. It says that there was extreme drought in Syria before the war, where many Syrians were hungry because of the failing waterless farms. They began to move into the cities to find food. Ones that complained and asked... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 534 Seeing the patterns of administrators.

I was at a meeting last night, and I find that I react to administrators. I can bring myself back, but the reaction happened. What I find, is that the meeting with the administration has conversations where the speakers continually qualify with statements such as “ let’s be po... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 533 Self forgiveness on the thought, "Why do I have to sort this out."

I have had a thought come up based on recent events in my family. The thought, when walked in detail, in relation to what is a practical solution would direct me into solving the self pity of the thought, as I have allowed an emotional value, based on judgement to be included... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

The Economy of the Ecology Mining Ore and DNA

Wisconsin Governor Scott Walker is an Eco-Terrorist http://www.truth-out.org/buzzflash/commentary/wisconsin-governor-scott-walker-is-an-eco-terrorist-too-as-he-allows-largest-open-pit-iron-ore-mine Scientists have found that our memories can be passed down through our gene... —youtube.com

Day 532 Dropping literacy rates and the consequence of special needs.

I am reading Weapons of Mass Instruction, by John Taylor Gato. This is a quote from his book: "WWII was over in 1945. Six years later , another war began in Korea and several million more men were tested for military service. This time 600,000 were rejected. Literacy in the... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 531 I can't hear if I am not here.

I have had pain in my ears, this morning in my left ear. Just before this, I had a memory of an old “ friend” speaking with me on the phone. She had called to give me advice. I questioned her advice by asking her if she had all the information. I woke up thinking about peer p... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 530 Being in Charge.

I get charged up with being unable to answer to what is essentially objections. The thought comes up that I “ don’t know where to go” or that I can’t answer it” and then I have no standing, I allow myself to become inferior and my fear is that of losing ground, which means I ... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

DAY 529 The drama of ego upon structure.

I had a talk with my son today and he said that he learned to remain calm and follow the structure of a process and in so doing he ended up being an exemplar in his responsibility. What he noticed was the ego game going on around him, the others making things into big issues a... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 528 I forgive myself for allowing and accepting a separation from life. The process of Equality.

I was walking my dog, and I walked past the home of someone who held an annual party. About a block after I passed the house, there I was. It was like I placed myself in a projection play-out as a fantasy. I was not even aware of the physical world around me, because I was so ... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 527 Remove the hegemonic eye, and become an earth that is a field of life.

http://www.upworthy.com/25-really-engaging-images-about-minimum-wage-5?c=to1 So, this study suggests that an increase in a minimum wage, within a measure of digits in a study that is not present, has no significant difference. Well, that is the problem then. The propos... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 526 Limited focus creates zombies

I was listening to a Noam Chomsky lecture that referred to something Adam Smith said about people. He said that having someone be a gardner or a butcher only lead to ignorant people, because people were too creative to be forced into limited expressions, and that the allowance... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 523 A culture of division and a missing plane. The manipulation of an ability to measure here.

I had a dream the other day, where I walked with a man to a pool of water. The water was deep and down in the water was a cobblestone type of street, a perspective view of a city, like there were cities upon cities in the water. It was like the water was a glass ball and I w... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 522 The missing Limb and what we build in our children.

I came across an article about how someone who has lost a limb can continue to have “ feelings” that seem very real about that missing appendage. This is how strong the inner ideological map can be and become. So real, that despite all reality, one feels that what no longer ph... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

The Price of Sugar Ecocentric Economy

Ecocentric Economy. The human is a perfect machine to build a capacity to identify the physical world. To suppress this capacity, or to act as blame towards that lack of a natural ability to identify, is criminal, and the consequence of this is not a productive form and commo... —youtube.com

Day 521 The ominous cunning Fox

Last night as I pulled into my driveway, I suddenly was scared to exit the car because there has been this fox wondering around my house at night crying. The sound of a fox crying is loud, piercing, like a baby or a person crying out. It cuts through the house. I feared the f... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 520 Self Corrections on Cross Purpose

When and as I find myself believing that something outside of me defines me, I stop and I breath, and I see realize and understand that I am here, that I am on a physical planet, that is creation, and as such is the expression in and as life, and as such nothing can define me,... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 519 Cross Purposes - Journey to Life

I walked into a store today and noticed that I became what I call “ loopy” very much like I am “ vibrating within, which is myself losing focus here. I say this because I have this happen, especially when I read about finances and money. The twists and turns of how we are simp... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 516 Facing Cruelty and Conjecture

When I talk with others and explain things about spatial awareness, it is like there is nothing there. And then I go into fear. And then statements come at me, stated as though this is the way it is. And compassion is wanted. I take this personally, as though I am supposed to ... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 515 The worth and quality of life is earth in equality.

I was looking at the word ‘judges.” and the verb of this word is ‘ to estimate worth or quality.” The noun being an authority who is able to estimate worth or quality. To judge is to form a critical opinion of something. So, our authorities set these laws to follow because th... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

Day 514 through the veil - to be directive in the way of becoming of sound mind.

I have been looking at facing other people, talking with them, interacting with them and remaining non-reactive, non protection and self defense, non-paranoid of the supernatural energetic emotions, and feelings as the mind. I have to slow down and not react, and within this s... —awidowsjourneytolife.blogspot.com