Sally Wiseman

Me and Desteni

I am 1 vot for World Equality Join the Desteni Forum for discussions Visit the Forum at http://www.desteni.co.za See Life Coaching at http://www.desteniiprocess.com Equal Money at http://www.equalmoney.org My Blog at http://sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com/ —youtube.com

SF of a Thought

Here I share my assignment within Lesson 3 of the Desteni I Process as the Step-By-Step Forgiveness Worksheet provided. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the thought: If people got a problem in me sharing myself they can go fuck off to exist within and as me I forgiv... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

backchat and posession

Today, and maybe for a few days now Ive allowed backchat within my mind regarding a person in my world. I feared that I pissed this person off, became insecure and acted on the insecurity by tiptoeing around so to speak. I was searching for some kind of acceptance or confirmat... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

School Decisions

An opportunity has opened up for me to go to university. Id like to go next September. I always expected that I would go to school for fine art, everyone always told me to go for art and seem disappointed if I didnt. If i desired to go to art school, I would have done it alrea... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

self manipulation

I realised that i made myself inferior to the point of exposing myself/expressing myself to not actually face it and take responsibility for me. I made expressing myself/exposing myself more than it was, and believed i was facing it though I cannot say that I am when I exist i... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Self Manipulation

exposingmyself I paused and smiled because i realised i was speaking information Join the Desteni Forum for discussions Visit the Forum at http://www.desteni.co.za See Life Coaching at http://www.desteniiprocess.com Equal Money at http://www.equalmoney.org —youtube.com

distracting myself

I had an interesting conversation with X the other day. We were speaking about distractions and making the environment a suitable enough to start writing because we experienced some resistances. He said: do you prepare your workspace before you draw/paint? And i said no, I pic... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Awareness in SF

So I am continuing with the thought construct I started yesterday. I always applied self forgiveness as: I forgive myself I have accepted and allowed myself, i noticed that In the examples provided the forgiveness is stated: I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself. ... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Fear Expressing

Feb 11th I set up the syndication of my blog posts with facebook. No more hiding. I see that i separated myself from the people in my world. I defined the relationship where I would only allow myself to experience stability and peace if I had maintained and controlled my expre... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Breakup

No longer blaming external relationships for the experience of me that i created in relationship, to hide form myself. I am ending the relationship I have with the mind that I projected onto others and in that take responsibility for myself Join the Desteni Forum for discus... —youtube.com

Ending the Relationship…

So in the past couple of weeks I have experienced a fear of loss and jealousy. I had been hiding from this point of the fear of losing the external relationship (projection of the relationship within me onto my partner) because I feared losing the relationship I had with my mi... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Stagnancy and Self Movement

Jan 28 I had an interesting dream today. i was catching fish with other people. I caught one but i started swinging it around more and more because i didnt want to take the fish off he hook myself. I noticed that there was a cut along the side of the fish, beside one of the fi... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Self Abuse

Jan 25th I have a resistance to making videos again. The reason is because I have judged my face. When I judge my face, I pick my skin. The anger I have towards myself for not directing me compounds- and I take it out on me as self mutliation. I am quite obsessed with picking ... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Desteni I process Update

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Investigating Skin Picking

In my mind I had picked apart my feautures as either beautiful or ugly- and this skin picking is but a manifested consequence to show myself that i am accepting and allowing myself to abuse me through defining me within a made up value system that has no real value. Join the ... —youtube.com

Jealousy and Dishonesty in Relationship

I have always experienced an immense amount of jealousy in relationships. The other day I met Paul, another Destonian. The meeting was very cool and a lot of points opened up for both of us- seeing the reflection of ourselves through each other. Though, the point of jealousy o... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

investigating superiority within the work place

I put up quite a fight to actually start writing, much unecessary frustration and anger. The two major points of superiority/inferiority that come up within my day to day living 1.) At work with customers 2.) On facebook with status, videos and articles. At work i find myself ... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Continuation and daily blog

Today I decided to drive to my moms, she lives about an hour and a half from where I live. I had two days off work and decided that seeing her would be supportive. My mom recently got 2 horses and I wanted to meet them and run with them lol. They are nice horses, very big and ... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

How Vlogs Assists ME

Sharing how vlogs have assisted me in seeing myself, in accumulation what i am accepting and allowing and then I am able to push the point I see that requires my direction Join the Desteni Forum for discussions Visit the Forum at http://www.desteni.co.za See Life Coac... —youtube.com

Writing jan 8th 11

: Its cool that Ive identified this fear of other as a main point to focus on because i became more aware of this in my day to day and Im able to more easily identify and stop myself within  thoughts or feelings when the points come up. Its interesting.. sometimes I will jerk ... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Anger

Sharing my writing of the last couple of days in how I have been experiencing myself I have within the past couple of days, allowed myself to wander in the mind. Many things come up. A definite uncomfortable feeling has been with me since I shared my blog. I’ve noticed that my... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Supporting me, fear of vlogging

Pushing fears to no more be afriad of vlogging Join the Desteni Forum for discussions Visit the Forum at http://www.desteni.co.za See Life Coaching at http://www.desteniiprocess.com Equal Money at http://www.equalmoney.org —youtube.com

Cont'd Art Discussion, Equal Money System

If you cannot hear because the volume is low, I have transcribed the video here: http://desteni.co.za/forum/viewtopic.php?f=305&t=19503&p=135478#p135478 Join the Desteni Forum for discussions Visit the Forum at http://www.desteni.co.za See Life Coaching at http://w... —youtube.com

Art and Expression Subject to Money

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Anxiety and Anger

I am experiencing the compound effect of anxiety about many things at this time. Where did this anxiety start? It started with Vlogging and Blogging, anxiety with the DIP plan, Anxiety and fear of being pregnant, anxiety with Bernards ‘Denying your truth and Desteni’, Anxiety ... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Vlog 1: Blood Type Diet

Progress in 1 month with the Blood Type Diet A Join the Desteni Forum for discussions Visit the Forum at http://www.desteni.co.za See Life Coaching at http://www.desteniiprocess.com Equal Money at http://www.equalmoney.org —youtube.com

Posessions

Ways to test your Pre-Program Design by Bernard Poolman In the past couple of days my room has been trashed with clothing. Yesterday I finally sorted out the clothes and put the clothing into garbage bags to donate. Some clothing I’ve kept for 4 years because these items were ... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

Bonjour

I’m starting my new blog here. Here is where i write myself to freedom, together with self forgiveness. I’ve been making videos for myself for about 2-3 weeks. I wanted to make videos to post on youtube, but i have a stop within me because I see that I am presenting myself ins... —sallyclairewiseman.wordpress.com

shaved

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Shaving hair for equality

facing self definitions as self interest to stop and take into consideration all life. Join the Desteni Forum for discussions Visit the Forum at http://www.desteni.co.za See Life Coaching at http://www.desteniiprocess.com Equal Money at http://www.equalmoney.org —youtube.com

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